....huhu....

wow...rasa mcm tetiba nk buang blog...

aku rasa tu bkn 1st post aku, but may be bcoz the latest entry is about sensitive issue which is polygamy...i've just give my opinion la...jgn emo2 ok...

by the way, sorry klu ada yg terasa or mrh2...

wargh..!!! pasni nk kna hati2 klu cter isu sensitif ni...hehe....

ok...thank u...

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i love him/her...very very much...

n after a day, a week, a month, a year, a decade...???
i hate him/her....go to hell...what the tut tut tut..

when u decide to love him/her, it means u're ready to be hurt..that's love mean...

for you out there that trying to love someone, pliz do be strong...not every story come to an end with a happy ending, but not all end with sad ending...one day, u'll find a person who love you as much as u love him/her or may be more...

sorry for those "yang terasa"..this is nothing than to remind me...

a year to remember

we can plan what we want to do tomorrow, but can you make it exactly in the way you plan???

yesterday is history,
tomorrow is mystery,
but TODAY is a gift..that is why we called it PRESENT...

....I"M YOURS....

Well, you done done me and you bet I felt it
I tried to be chill but your so hot that I melted
I fell right through the cracks, now I'm tryin to get back
before the cool done run out I'll be givin it my best test
and nothin's gonna stop me but divine intervention
I reckon it's again my turn to win some or learn some

But I won't hesitate no more,
no more, it cannot wait
I'm yours

Well open up your mind and see like me
open up your plans and damn you're free
look into your heart and you'll find love love love love
listen to the music at the moment people dance and sing with me
Were just 1 big family
And it's our godforsaken right to be loved loved loved loved loved

So, i won't hesitate no more,
no more, it cannot wait i'm sure
there's no need to complicate our time is short
this is our fate
I'm yours

Scooch on over closer, dear
And I will nibble your ear

I've been spendin' way too long checkin' my tongue in the mirror
and bendin' over backwards just to try to see it clearer
But my breath fogged up the glass
and so I drew a new face and I laughed
I guess what I'd be sayin' is there ain't no better reason
to rid yourself of vanities and just go with the seasons
it's what we aim to do
our name is our virtue

But I won't hesitate no more,
no more it cannot wait
I'm yours

well open up your mind and see like me
open up your plans and damn you're free
look into your heart and you'll find love love love love
listen to the music of the moment come and dance with me
ah, la one big family
it's your god forsaken right to be loved, loved, loved, loved

open up your mind and see like me
open up your plans and damn you're free
look into your heart and you'll find love love love love
listen to the music of the moment come and dance with me
ah, la happy family
it's our god forsaken right to be loved loved loved loved

it's our god forsaken right to be loved loved loved loved
listen to the music of the moment come and dance with me
ah, la peaceful melodies
it's you god forsaken right to be loved loved loved loved

bioethical and humanism programme...

1. justice
2. autonomy
3. beneficence
4. non-malficence

what are those 4 words above mean??? hmm...no need to explain i think but those 4 are the basic ethical principle in becoming a doctor...my lecturer said, "always remembered that 4 principals"
insyaAllah, i'll remember n practise in when doing my job...

tapi x sah klu lecture x diselangi dgn agenda2 atau isu lain...
1st case for CVS is about Tetralogy of Fallot (TOF) which is a congenital heart defect, meaning occur because of 1 of these 3 factors:

1. genetic
2. environment
3. interaction of genetic and environment

she told bout her experience...
"after i've done the echocardiography, it shows that her child had that kind of disease (if i'm not mistake)...so for the solution, her child need to undergo a surgery...then the mother asked, how much it cost?? then she said, it will cost about 70juta rupiah...then??? what happened?? the mother fainted....huhu...

you know what?? it is difficult to break a bad news...she said there were 7 steps in breaking the bad news...but i don't know how...(hehe..) maybe i'll learn next time...

then doctor advice us, "same goes if you want to find your spouse...there are also 3 principles:

1. genetic (history for any hereditary disease i think)
2. soul (iman, peribadi, perilaku)
3. good job (good economical status, punya pangkat)

BERTUKAR KE BAHASA MELAYU (BAHASA KEBANGGAANKU)!!!!!!!!!!!

saya sebagai wanita hari ini tidak merasakan ciri2 di atas itu terlalu keterlaluan...siapa yang tidak mahu bersuamikan seorang yang sempurna di mata kita...??walaupun manusia memang tiada yang sempurna, tetapi kita hidup seharusnya untuk saling melengkapi....

• andai kata lelaki berpangkat besar, baik keturunannya, tetapi iman di dada tidak cukup kuat untuk membimbing bakal isteri???? bagaimana bisa mencipta keluarga bahagia???
• andai kata beriman, tetapi hanya terlalu berserah kepada Allah supaya diturunkan rezeki dari langit tanpa secebis usaha??? bagaimana mahu menyara keluarga, membesarkan anak2 dan menjaga kebajikan isteri dan keluarga??

kalau lelaki2 di luar sana menganggap wanita2 di zaman sekarang terlalu meminta2, itu terserah...memang diciptakan perempuan itu lemah dan harus ada lelaki untuk melindungi...
TETAPI!!!
tanpa lelaki tidak bermakna wanita itu rapuh...mudah untuk diperkotak-katikkan...

sebelum mengundur diri, fikirkan ayat yang dipetik dari buku motivasi hasil tulisan dr.H.M Tuah Iskandar:

"woman, without her man, is nothing...."

@

"woman, without her, man is nothing..."

melon juice..

"mas, jus melonnya 1 ya...makasih..."

wow!!! am i looked so expert to talk in bahasa indonesia??? 1 of my favourite drink in bandung is melon juice...if i was in malaysia, i prefer carrot susu n lychee..wat a delicious..nyummy..!!

last friday i woke up n feel too lazy to go to the lecture..u know why?? coz from the previous2222 experience, admin aweys cancel the class at last minute...sumtime the doctors themselves never know that they need to give the lecture...how did those people in admin works??????? haiya!!!! do u only
"makan gaji buta"..????

ok,,,forget bout it..wat i'm going to tell actually????
my lecturer said, "don't feel stress with your life..don't be too much stress...n feel free to enjoy your life.." (lbh kurang la mcm tu aytny..)
was she right??? i think so...
from the bottom of my heart, i know that's right..we live once...n we need to enjoy our life...

she said, "your CGPA will be not as good as others if you think it is a must to study, to go to class, but it will be higher if you think it is a need"... that's y she said we need to enjoy our life...no need to push so much effort to get a job with "gaji berjuta2 IDR" if we didn't hepy wif that job...

betol2...x perlu nak keje sampai patah2 tulang semata2 nk jadi kaya-raya...andai diri n keluarga terabai...1 prinsip hidup aku "kita hidup biar sederhana, ada keluarga bahagia, cukup makan pakai, x pyh meminta2 pada org lain...." n i hope i will find that "juice of my life" one day..
insyaAllah..amin...

Jika anda bekerja semata-mata untuk uang, anda tidak akan menjadi kaya kerananya. Tetapi jika anda menyintai pekerjaan yang anda lakukan itu, kejayaan akan menjadi milik anda ~
Ray Kroc (Pengasas McDonalds)

berakhirnya cuti...

assalamualaikum..finally i'm in a good mood to write for the newest post...pnt aku mencari ke mana hilangnya mood aku, akhirnya berjumpa jugak...hehe..alhamdulillah..

to shorten my story, our holiday for about 1 month is officially begin from 25 april 2009-31 may 2009...tp flight aku 26/4 from jakarta to JB..n ak balik smle ke indonesia 5/5 from LCCT-BDO...arrived at BDO at about 11 pm if i'm not mistake la...tq utk adik aku n dia yg anta aku kt airport..sbb parents aku xleh anta..huhu...

smpi je airport BDO, icak ngn caniey amek aku..kesian diorg kna tggu lme sbb flight aku delayed..hampeh pny AIRASIA...dh la aku sorg2 kt airport tu, punya la boring aku tggu smpi flight smpi...nsib bek ada mp4 kesayangan, so xla boring tahap membunuh...

on 7/5, i took my remedial exam for NBSS..aduh, punya la pyh..silap sendiri coz x study...hari2 selepasnya aku amek CRP4, CRP 2 ngn CHOP 4...ok la..x sesusah NBSS..hehe...of course la kan..

ak stay kt puri indah lme r...best je lepak2 tgk tv (indo vision) sbb kt uma sewa aku (mulana) xde tv..hehe...x bli pn...to icak, vick, caniey n masz,,TQ SANGAT2.. vick rajin gler masak..n.grg epal, n.grg nenas, spageti, makaroni...kenyang aku..hehe...

then 16/5 aku balik smle malaysia..cuba bayangkan bper byk duit aku habis sbb balik????flight kol 6 pg..gler la weyh..ak kelam kabut semayang subuh sbb mse tu bdk2 len sume dh ready nk msuk flight..huhu...

smpi kt LCCT, aku nek bas ngn amin ngn faiz g KL central..kt ctu ada dia + adik aku ngn member2 dia...smpt la aku berjalan2 ke times square..jln2 smpi penat..tp ada insiden memalukan...ak angkat bola bowling dgt yakin dan konfidennya...dgn ayunan lgkh yg anggun lg bergaya, ak nk campak bola tu ke depan, tp tercampak ke belakang..dgn bunyi yg x bper nk perlahan, secara perlahan2 mukaku berubah menjadi kemerah-merahan..adui...hilang macho..hukhuk...

overall, syok r..cme x smpt nk dok KL lme2 sbb esoknya mak aku dh suoh pulang ke batu pahat..maybe sbb xnk susahkan p.uda n uda aku...xkan aku nk perabih beras diorg plak..bek habiskan beras kt uma aku..hehe...

whateverpun....ak happy cuti ni....!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! sayang sume orang..!!!!

singkat tapi bermakna..~~

dulu signboard ni xde pun..kt tasik Y la tempat aku jogging ptg2...diet2x

dulu kecik2 aku x puas men gelongsor..dh besar gabak bru nk men...yg blkg tu abg aku, jgn wat gosip yg bukan2 plak..

Selepas kurang lebih seminggu berada di malaysia atau lebih spesifik di batu pahat (BP) iaitu kampung halamanku, aku rasa cuti aku best…walaupun short but meaningful…

Jam 1100, aku g keje kawen uma kawan aku…tp bkn kawan aku kawen, abang dia yg kawen…uma pun dekat je…kat taman aku gak…jln kaki pun blh smpi…dpt r borak2 ngn kawan aku tu, lme x jmpe…nk kata msj pn kdg2 je…lagipun kwn aku tu bru tukar no…

Pastu dlm kol 12 lbh, kuar g pusing2 BP sat,,,then g BP mall men bowling…men 2 frame, aku kalah teruk mse 1^st set…memalukan…penat training kt DAGO b4 cuti aritu…haha…

pose ni pas ktorg habis men...dua set je main...

ak ngn adik aku....ikin...

Then pastu g jln lagi, g pantai minyak beku..pergh..!!! angin kuat..tp aku x posing kt situ sbb aku dh start pening..sbb jln nk g pantai minyak beku tu bengkang bengkok, kepala aku pn berputar2 gak…fuh,,pusing kepala…huhu…

nmpk gelap je aku kan???? mmg gelap pun aku..ni la pantai minyak beku batu pahat...

dahsyat gak ktorg posing..yg lg 2 kt belakang tu kwn abg aku...nama yg sorg tu ikin, yg lg sorg asma...

Overall..best la td jln2..maybe pada korg x best, tp aku suka…dh la xde kuar duit pun, sume free…tggl dok dlm keta je n ikut je..hihi…lg 2 hari aku nk blik jatinangor, n terpaksa menghadapi buku2…NBSS + CRP + PHOP…kembali serabut la neuron2 kt otak aku ni…tolon tolon…

Ok..pape hal, sape yg masih lama cuti kt malaysia ni, manage your time wisely n meaningfully…walaupun dok uma je, korg borak2 la ngn parents korg, ngn korg punya siblings…mst hepy punya…

ok...bye.~~~

exam --> holiday --> study --> ????

salam cuti...buat teman2 seperjuangan yg kat kampung halaman n juga yg masih terus berjuang mengulangkaji pelajaran...(ayat skema sey..)
actually xtau nk post apa...tp sume member2 post psl cuti, aku pn dgn sibuk n bz bodynyer nk post gak la..
cuti ni aku watpe r??? aku cuti pn dok uma je...makan + tido + tgk tv = develop..haha...
tapi dok uma pn best..wlupun xyah jln mne2..dok ngadap muka parents n adik2 aku pun syok..
pastu men2 laptop..tgk2 gmbr..dgr2 lagu..main2 msj..syok gak r cuti ni..hihi...lagipun utk mengembalikan kecerahan kulit aku yg dh sunburn truk, kna la dok uma je...
member2 aku yg ada kt indonesia, aku fly blik jatinangor 5hb ni jam 1855 waktu tempatan.. ak smpai kat bandara husein satranegara kurang lebih jam 2000...wait for me..
utk sahabat2 yg amek paper hari senin n seterusnya (termasuk diri sendiri), goodluck n study leklok...we r the best n prove it right..aku x tau nak taip apa lagi..mcm dh lme x ngarut2..
n guys..miss u all..^-^