Wednesday, January 27, 2010

A+T+T+I+T+U+D+E = 100

salam muhasabah diri.... :( :( :(
ari isnin arity dpt tau roughly psl result sem 5 aritu. doc kata ada bbrpa students dpt 4.0. and average IPK above 3.7. wow!! wonderful result. but still dunno la individual result cmne. but the main point post kali ni bkn psl result. but about TWINNING 07/08 's MANNER.
dak2 kita xde manner. NO MANNER!!! mula2 ak dpt tau doctor ckp cmtu, ak berang gak la. ak tau ak bkn la student yg hebat, mantap, sntiasa dpt best student utk sem. tp at least i still hv respect to all doctors k.
and bila td ada discussion, baru sedar kot...rupanya perangai ktorg mmg teruk. bkn nk memburukkan batch. tp kena sedar la. doctor UKM pn kata, nnt kt msia the most important value is ATTITUDE. pandai la mcm mne pon, klu perangai buruk, sorry la yer. mintak maap byk2. nah tgk antara list2 yg aku dpt :

  1. x bce skill lab manual b4 start skill lab
  2. x wat flip chart utk tutor
  3. dtg kelas lmbt (lbih dr 15 minit)
  4. x dpt jwb soalan
  5. x wat li
  6. tido dlm kelas
  7. x respek member yg tgh prsent li
  8. g kantin masa skill lab berjalan
  9. borak2 kt blkg bila ada org present assignment
  10. x wat assignment
  11. etc. klu ada spe2 nk tmbh sila la yer.
ak tau bkn sume student twp cmni. ada je yg ok, actually bukan ada, but mostly mmg elok je perangai. maybe sbb ada setitik dua nila, tu yg rosak susu sebelanga. bukan mengutuk, tp memperingatkan sesama kita. ak pon pernah je wat antara prkara kt ats tu. so sama2 la kita berubah. nk balik msia dh ni, jgn la smpi dosen2 igt kte sbg student yg bermasalah. ok??? any comment?? suggestion?? huh....

Thursday, January 7, 2010

love is not only about feeling

"mcm mne klu 1 hari nnt org ada sakit or accident, then smpi kena amputation??? dia tinggalkan org x?"
'ak cuma mmpu telan air liur yg penuh ngn enzyme ni.'

can u imagine what answer will come out from my mouth?? huh..that's a big meaningful question. and my answer might be, "yes, i will leave u." i dont think im going to answer, "no, i will never leave u till the end of my breath."

not bcoz im not love him. not bcoz i don't care about him. but love also need me to think about myself. i cannot spend my whole day to take care of him. coz i know, if i stay with him, i hv no gut to leave him alone doing those daily living stuff by himself. but, then i'm not sure i can forget him. mayb u all that read this entry will say that i'm selfish, watsoeva. it just me. and if that thing happen to me which is i'm the one who will be amputated or etc, i will let him go. coz, one day i will know that the "love" is already change into "sympathy". don want that happened. it will hurt u so muchhhhh then.

tapi aku harap dan aku berdoa yg this thing takkan berlaku kt aku. wlupun ak xtau apa yg Allah dh tulis utk masa depan aku, ak cuma mampu berdoa dan harap yang terbaik utk kami.

p/s : mencintai seseorang tak bermakna memiliki dirinya

Wednesday, January 6, 2010

paper yg bangang!

xde story pon nk cter. just nk post entry baru. cme nk bgtw semua org aku dh hbs exam. wlupun dua2 paper susah, tp tawakal je. dh try my best. 1st paper susah sbb ak x bce. but at least aku still igt n leh ikot logik akal. push2, perah2 otak msih leh berputar2 cari jwpn. wlupun CHOP psl health promotion xde slide. 2nd paper mmg bengang tahap bangang. ada plak kuar soalan anesthetic. klu 1 je xpe, ni dkt 10 soalan kot psl bnda bodoh tu. xde prnh dgr pon dlm tutorial, xde dlm lecture pon. klu ak ni kaki carut, mmg dh kena carut dh doktor2 yg wat soalan. tp xpe, ak sabar lh, then BHP pn sama. lecture psl ethic utk pediatric and adult GI disease, n psl techno2 dlm GI. tp kluar psl ntah teori manusia2 mne ntah. counselling apa bnda ntah. bangang2222!!! ak mmg tensyen. pas exam patyut relax, kurang dh beban, tp ni dh mcm double burden plak. huhu....sedih sbb soalan mmg xleh nk jawab. we are going to be a GP only. GENERAL PRACTITIONER, not an ANESTHETIST...nnt klu ak nk jd specialist anesthetic, ntah kuar soalan apa la agaknya. berpikir berpikir.. chow~~

Monday, January 4, 2010

woman, with or without her...man should decide.

If you kiss her, you are not a gentleman
If you don't, you are not a man

If you praise her, she thinks you are lying
If you don't, you are good for nothing

If you agree to all her likes, you are a wimp
If you don't, you are not understanding

If you visit her often, she thinks it is boring
If you don't, she accuses you of double-crossing

If you are well dressed, she says you are a playboy
If you don't, you are a dull boy

If you are jealous, she says it's bad
If you don't, she thinks you do not love her

If you are a minute late, she complains it's hard to wait
If you visit another man, you're not putting in 'quality time'

If you fail to help her in crossing the street, you lack ethics
If you do, she thinks it's just one of men's tactics for seduction

If you stare at another woman, she accuses you of flirting
If she is stared by other men, she says that they are just admiring!

If you talk, she wants you to listen
If you listen, she wants you to talk


in SHORT:
So simple, yet so complex
So weak, yet so powerful
So confusing, yet so desirable

can't live with them..
can't live without them …


source:
http://www.englishbaby.com/forum/AskEnglish/thread/310514

Sunday, January 3, 2010

movie fever

salam.ni baru balik dr JATOS. td g mkn paparon. sedapnya chicken mushroom soup. sedap!!! td dok angkot sorg2. on d way nk smpi jatos, terngiang2 grey's anatomy. td tgk season 6A. episod 1 pon x hbs lg. pape pon, ak nk follow smle cter tu. aku stop kt season 4. season 5 x tgk. nnt pas exam nk tgk la. nk list down la movie apa yg aku tgk n suka.

1. HOUSE
skrg dh season 6. ada org kata aku suka cter ni sbb ak bdk medik. maybe tu first reason. sbb lain, ak suka the way dr.gregory house solve those case. with his own style. with his "stone head". dgn doctor2 under diagnostic department yg bijak. mula2 ak x ske sbb dia xde ethic. tp rules is made to be broken ok. so, x kisah la. as long as he can solve the case, then the patient satisfied, those patient will never sue him. i love dr.gregory HOUSE!!

2.GOSSIP GIRL
skrg dh seaseon 3. ni mmg xde kaitan dgn life ak sbg medical student. tp ada kaitan dgn dunia sbnr. how poor people have been tretaed by the rich. how love influence their life. social life in teenage. but i don like the multiple partners. they can get STD or STI easily ok. a love CHUCK BASS and BLAIR. both are very very very very very very sweet couple. i really love them.

3.VAMPIRE'S DIARIES
skrg bru season 1. ak baru je follow cter ni. then cter ni pun still baru. kenapa suka cter ni? sbb vampire dia x putih mcm edward cullen. STEFAN SALVATOR is HOT ok. he have 6 packs yg superb. teruknya aku. haha..n cter ni wat ak rasa best la. heroin pon cute . witch dlm cter ni pon comel. can't wait till next episode.

4.PRISON BREAK
skrg season 4 klu x silap. i'm not sure sbb ak stuck kt season 2. hihi..nnt pas exam kot start nk follow smle. why i love this movie? first of course la hero ensem. his name is MICHAEL SCOFIELD .i love all parts of this story. i like the way he use his little brain to make a biggggggg plan. woman always love bad people. ye ke?? haha. he so macho u know?? sgt creative. sgt bijakkkkkkk...!!!

5.GREY'S ANATOMY
now dah season 6. ak stop kt season 4. diz another medical story. intern's life. resident's life. a lot of obstacle. mistakes. loves. tp cter ni ada yg x elok gak. klu dr.house suka break rules, doctor2 dlm grey's anat suka sex. hmm...tapi, tgk ni amek yg baik je ok. i love DR.SHEPERD.

6. HEROES
cter ni ak TERfollow sbb terikut dia. syok gak tgk cter ni. tapi totally ridiculous kot. x logik. tp klu ak blh pilih nk jd apa dlm watak2 cter ni, i choose to be a "mind reader". ak xnk jd claire bennet yg blh heal. xnk jd peter petrelli yg leh absorb kuasa org lain. dlm cter ni, ak suka NATHAN PETRELLI. x ensem, tapi xtau npe aku suka.

7. CSI (x kisah miami ke, new york, vegas ke)
i love forensic!!. i love investigate. hihi..sbb tu ak suka. aku suka cmne nk solve problem. nk kena pk logic. pk sume kebarangkalian yg ada. wow!! mantap...yg ni x follow. just tgk kt tv je. xpe2, nnt ak beli sume season. wait n see ok.

ok2.skrg dh dekat kol 9 WIB. so nk study PHOP plak. jom~~

Friday, January 1, 2010

PANGANDARAN BEACH - - - - DAY 2

salam.
seawal jam 8 pg (krg lbh la tu) g cek out. time ni dh siap2 kemas bilik, kemas baju sume. pack msuk dlm beg ltk dlm keta. nk balik. TAPI!!!

sblm balik, g green canyon dulu. rugi klu dh smpi pangandaran ni x g nek boat then capture gmbr. tp malang ckit nsb ktorg sbb pagi tu hujan. so air jd keruh. klu x hijau je. but still ok. nek boat ke green canyon tu 5 org/boat. harga 75000/boat. kat cni, korg leh je main air. tp air terlalu deras smpi korg kena berpaut pd tali. then korg kna byr kot. tapi xtau bper. ak teringin gak nk men. tp sbb dh cun2 pakai jeans, tudung belit2 tercekik leher, mcm xnak la. len kali la yer.



pastu, men flying fox. cuma ak, isma, cici, amin ngn hadi je yg main. syudud x sehat. harga 15000rp/org. tapi rugi sbb xde gmbr. menarik coz ak dh lme x main.


then, bergerak ke batu hiu. kt cni korg akn jumpa batu artificial yg berbentuk hiu atau nme lain ikan yu. kt cni, ktorg jln2 je. amek gmbr. minum air kelapa. hirup udara yg x tau segar ke x. mkn rojak buah. dan etc.


pastu lebih kurang jam 2, bergerak pulang ke jatinangor. ooopss~~ silap, g bandung dulu. singgah kt IP utk dinner. mkn kt rice bowl. total out x igt brape. kami amek paket 6 org. coz syudud x sehat, dia x selera nk mkn.
then balik. odw balik, singgah pertamina jap.g semayang jamak. karang klu dh smpi uma xleh dh nk jamak. smpai uma dlm kol 11 malam. balik dgn x sempat nk kemas. g bilik air, basuh2 muka terus tido.

zzzZZzZzzz~~~

PANGANDARAN BEACH - - - - DAY 1

salam.
dipendekkan cerita. 28-29 dec 2009 kemarin, kami ber'7 (aku, isma, cici, amin, farah, syudud, hadi) menghabiskan duit bercuti di pantai pangandaran, ciamis. bergerak seawal 2 pagi 28/12 (sepatutnya jam 12 mlm, tp salsabilla mcm tahi, so keta lmbt 2 jam). time ni ak dh nk start hangin dh. tp still ok. n sampai kt mustika ratu (sumthng like chalet) dalam waktu yang dijangkakan. lebih kurang jam 7.30pg. sampai je kt ctu g cek-in. 2 bilik kelas ekonomi. 1 bilik muat 3 org. (utk kami yg pompuan muat 4 org.) harga rp200k/bilik. agak lumayan. tp xde AC.juz fan. tp tu dh cukup sejuk kot. oleh sbb hujan, ktorg stay dlm uma dulu. mkn breakfast yg dimasak sndri dr jatinangor. ada bihun gorng, kuey tiaw grg, roti sardin gulung, puding jagung, puding marble. kenyang~~

pas mkn lepak2.ujan stop lbh krg kol 9.30. then ,men air x hengat dunia. main ombak ala2 surfing (board surf to 5ooorp). g pasir puteh nek boat(klu x silap la nama dia).ktorg amek yg 200k/boat (jln jauh ckit) , then snokelling. utk sewa barang2 snokeling tu 20k tanpa kaki katak.

pastu, naik beca dlm 5 minit (10000rp/beca) g pantai pangandaran timur. kt ctu la ktorg men banana boat. harga 50k/org. ktorg men dgn 3 kali jatuh dlm air. time ni sume rg cuak2. takut x timbul. tapi hakikatnya, sume org tbe2 reti berenang.

then, ktorg balik bilik g amek duit.sbb x cukup duit nk men donut. harga normal 150k/donut. tp sbb td dh men banana boat. dptla diskaun 125k/donut. 1 donut nek 2 org ok.

mlm!!!!!!g mkn seafood. ikan, ketam, sotong, udang, lobster, plus air2 minum yg ktorg pesan. total 505000rp. divide by 7, plus minus 72000rp/org. sungguh lumayan. kenyang perot.

pastu makan durian sat. 2 biji 25000rp. then, g shopping2 ckit.bli souvenir utk diri sndri. ak dpt selai baju. hihi..

pastu?? g nek beskal lak. sewa 10000k/hour/beskal. pusing la mne pon yg korg nk.
then apa lagi?? g balik bilik tido la.

zzzz..~~~

2009...year of freedom

salam muhibah~
arini dh tahun baru. azam tahun baru?? hmm..as usual la, azam tahun ni adalah utk mencapai azam tahun lepas. azam tahun lepas apa?? ha...azam tahun lepas adalah azam tahun lepasnya yg x tercapai. begitulah seterusnya... :P

actually bkn xde azam baru. azam setiap tahun pn sama. nk jadi seorang anak yg baik, muslimah yg solihah, pelajar yg rajin dan dedikasi. wow!! xnak blaja last minute. xnk asyik burn solat. xnk wat jahat. krenya azam every year adalah utk jadi seorg yg lbh optimis. optimis tu apa? ak men sebut je. hihi..well, every person pn mst ada azam yg baik2. yg positif. tapi xtau la klu ada sape2 yg berazam nk jd perompak ke, pencuri ke, drug addict ke. who knows. tapi hopefully xdela yer.

2009 adalah tahun di mana umur aku bertambah jd 21. apa org kata, 21 thun tu dh dpt kunci kebebasan. hmm, betul kot.tp jgn terlalu bebas. (peringatan utk diri sndri)
sempena tahun 2009 yg bakal melabuhkan tirai, jom kenang2 balik la apa yg kte dh buat n dh capai n apa2 la. mana yg buruk, kte perbaiki. mana yg baik, kte kekalkan.