my dream places...~~~~

holla..~~~

ak rse mcm dh lme ak x post kt blog aku...actually ada beberapa sbb...tp yg penting, internet ak tbe2 problem dr smlm..org tu kata dh expired..t**i la...x smpi sebulan xkan dh expired kot...huhu...

then, ble dh leh pakai..ak tgk la blog farahain..dpt idea plak...i wanna share some places that i want to go...no matter la with my family or with him...the most important, i want to go with anyone that i love...hehehe....

the 1st place i wanna go is to MEKAH..wanna visit Baitullah...dan menunaikan haji serta umrah...lantas, ak akan melengkapkankan rukun islam yg ke-5...insyaAllah...moga2 ak dpt g melawat rumah Allah yg menjadi kiblat seluruh umat Islam ngn parents aku...ak harap niat suci murni aku ni, menjadi realiti...amin...

2nd place...

jengjeng...ak nk g JAPAN..ak xtau la apa yg bestny ngn bunga sakura kt jepun tu...tp ak nk gak g ctu...maybe sbb terpengaruh ngn cter2 jepun kot...lagipun, member aku yg blaja kt sne promote..dia kata japan tu best..a'ah..ak pn rse gtu gak..tp tu hypothesis je..so, ak nk buktikan..jadi aku kna tgk japan dengan dua biji mata aku sendiri...cepat!!! sape nk bwk aku g...???? hehe...

3rd place...

sape prnh tgk cter indonesia "Eiffel. i'm in love" lakonan samuel rizal ngn shandy aulia...klu x silap la...ak terpengaruh ngn cter tu kot...ak nk g paris for my honeymoon...and of course la with my husband...hope, 1 day my husband will bring me there...huhu..i hope so...i want to see that tower at night wif full of light....x pyh la nk tgk bulan, kre bintang...bukan bermaksud x mengaku kebesaran Allah, cme nk gak tgk kehebatan bangunan ciptaan makhluk Tuhan...

know me better...~~~~

Your view on yourself:
Other people find you very interesting, but you are really hiding your true self. Your friends love you because you are a good listener. They'll probably still love you if you learn to be yourself with them.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.

The seriousness of your love:
Your have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex. In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive, so you will find yourself with plenty of dates.

Your views on education:
Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:
You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:
Success in your career is not the most important thing in life. You are content with what you have and think that being with someone you love is more than spending all of your precious time just working.

What are you most afraid of:
You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.

Who is your true self:
You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

our HEROES...~~~~

bermula la fiesta futsal anjuran KUBI..ak xtau ble exact tarikh start...
but, this sunday (15th march 2009) will be the day to know who will go to the next liga...

all the best wishes for all teams...
n for GROUP B (for blood type B...hehe...), please play with ur full strength....like wat hani said, if u want to lose, lose with pride...

so, for the next sunday, our LACK FINDING vs SUPER PETS...hmm...which one i'm going to support..???..hehe...of course la my batch...

hmm..for LACK FINDING, jgn mengalah sblm berjuang...we all know (kelab penyokong) all of u can do it...PROVE IT!!!

at least, dpt enter 2nd round pn jadila...kre ada improvement if compared to last year...rite???

korg wajib menang...klu seri???? hmm...hope will only be hope...tggu je la next year pny competition...

by the way..all the best n gudluck....~~~~

jom diet....~~~~

meh follow tips aku untuk berDIET....jeng2x...

1. makan bila lapar
2. jgn skip breakfast
3. jgn skip lunch
4. dinner is not compulsory
5. makan seimbang...antra sayur n sumber2 daging...
6. klu korg lapar tapi ngantok, better tido
7. klu hujan lebat, n korg lapar..dok je uma, study..
8. tdo pas isyak, then bgun kol 1 pagi..konfem klu lapar pon korg xleh kuar uma
9. jgn beli stok mknn yg terlampau
10. fikirkan exam..mst x selera makan..(tp ak mcm makin byk mkn je..)
11. klu nk g kelas macet, jalan kaki...ikutla cikuda ke, uma ibu dada ke (btol ke eja??)
12. jgn nek ojeg g FK
13. jgn slalu timbang berat badan
14. makan "hati" sokmo
15. jogging setempat dlm bilik
16. enough sleep..(IMPORTANT!!!!)

hmm...actually there still a lot of tips i want to share..but for now, only these i can remember... let's try...haha...~~~~

seriously...i'm worried....~~~~

ak nk bgtw yg ak btul2 rsau...mcm2 bnda la...yg paling penting adalah ak pny study..exam mkin nk dkt, byk gler bnda ak nk kna cover...risau ngn result sem 4 ak..ak x nk repeat paper weyh... cuak sey...ak nk blik uma...nk cuti...

tapi aku ni...
risau je lebih..tp effort nk study tu mcm makin xde je...huhu...
GOD, help me...give me strength...

then, actually..there are still a lot of thing i'm worried about...huhu...
when the day has come, i will post them as my new post....~~~~

Heartbreak....~~~~

A boy was born to a couple after eleven years of marriage. They were a loving couple and the boy was the apple of their eyes. When the boy was around two years old, one morning the husband saw a medicine bottle open. He was late for work so he asked the wife to cap the bottle and keep it in the cupboard. The mother, preoccupied in the kitchen, totally forgot the matter.

The boy saw the bottle and playfully went to the bottle and, fascinated with its color, drank it all. It happened to be a poisonous medicine meant for adults in small dosages. When the child collapsed, the mother hurried him to the hospital, where he died. The mother was stunned. She was terrified how to face her husband.

When the distraught father came to the hospital and saw the dead child, he looked at his wife and uttered just four words.

What do you think were the four words?

The husband just said "I Love You Darling "

The husband's totally unexpected reaction is proactive behavior. The child is dead. He can never be brought back to life. There is no point in finding fault with the mother. Besides, if only he have taken time to keep the bottle away, this will not have happened. Nopoint in attaching blame. She had also lost her only child. What she needed at that moment was consolation and sympathy from the husband. That is what he gave her.

Sometimes we spend time asking who is responsible or who to blame, whether in a relationship, in a job or with the people we know. We miss out some warmth in human relationship in giving each other support. After all, shouldn't forgiving someone we love be the easiest thing in the world to do? Treasure what you have. Don't multiply pain, anguish and suffering by holding on to forgiveness.

If everyone can look at life with this kind of perspective....

Take off all your envies, jealousies, unwillingness to forgive, selfishness, and fears and you will find things are actually not as difficult as you think....~~~~

aKu....~~~~

nme ak sume dh tau..klu xtau pn pura2 tau je la...hehe...ak dh lme gak hidup kt dunia ni, mencecah lbh dr 2 dekad...byk bnda ak dh tempuh dlm hidup ni n byk yg ak dh blaja...hoho...
kt cni ak sje nk story kisah pendidikan ak yg serabut ckit..huhu..

1. 6 tahun - ak msuk Tabika Kemas Peserai. cikgu ak tersangatlah garang..tapi ak ni antara murid kesayangan gak la...anak cikgu ak tu sebaya aku, selalu kena kurung dlm bilik meeting sbb apa ntah...kt cni la ak blaja membaca, menulis, mewarna..selain dr kt uma...cikgu tu smpi skrg ak igt..dia pn dh tua..x garang mcm dulu dh...


2. 7 -12 tahun -ak masuk la SKPeserai...drjh 1 je ak dh jd penolong kelas...dr ctu kot ak start develop jadi garang..hehe...drjh 2 ak xde jawatan..but dr drjh 3 smpi la ak drjh 6, ak jadi prefect...double2 ak jd garang...plak tu mse ak drjh 6, ak AJK tertinggi prefect, lg la besar kepala...ak aktif gak kot kt skola, msuk netball, kuiz la apa la..but Alhamdulillah UPSR ak dpt 5A's...syukur...


3. form 1-hahahahaha....akak aku dulu skola STA (sekolah tun aminah) kt bp gak...ak pn konon2 la nk ikot jejak lgkh dia nk amek RKA (rancangan khas agama) yg mne ak perlu blaja arab...bapak la best..ak ske arab...sedap gler blaja..then, aku pn ngada2 la nk dok hostel..sbb skola tu dr uma ak lbh 30 minit (kalau mak aku anta)..klu ak nek bas??? ak bertahan slma smggu je...pastu ak blah...pndah skola yg cme 5 minit je dr uma ak...hehe


4. SMKDO (form 1-3)-ak blaja la kt skola ni...form 2 ak start smle jd prefect..ak pnt kutuk baju prefect skola aku, ak kata mcm wrna taik kucing..tbe2 je cikgu pggl nme ak isi borang utk interview prefect..lemah lutut ak..penat gelakkan diri sndri..hahahahahah.....PMR aku??? dpt straight A..alhamdulillah again...


5. SBP panggil ak mse form 4..ak dpt STF(sekolah tun fatimah)..skola tu bapakla femes nyer...tp abah, sory..ana cme mmpu bertahan kt skola tu lbh krg 2 bln je...pastu ak balik smle skola lme...ak igt lagi mse mak aku kata posmen anta surat tawaran...ak debor gler..mak aku dh buka sampul tu and tau ak dpt STF..abah mcm nk nangis ble tau ak dpt skola tu..sbb kata abah, dr mse dia skola dulu, nme STF sangatlah terkenal..n dia x sangka anak dia yg sorg ni, dpt g skola tu...tp ak dh kecewakan abah...ana minta maaf sgt byk2...


6. back to school-ak smbung balik kt SMKDO (sekolah menengah kebangsaan dato onn) yg jauh sgt beza dgn STF..dh r bdk2 nya nakal thp cipan..zi..ak diterima jadi pengawas smle..smpaila ak form 5..mse form 5, best gler sbb ak AJK tertinggi lg...so, ak pny keje x byk, cme pantau keje anak2 buah aku..tp teruk gak r klu ada prblm kt skola tu..huhu...mse nk SPM???? bz gler...then, ble result kuar..alhamdulillah, ak bkn la best student, juz 3rd best student..unbelievable...ak terkejut gler...ak tensyen ngn fizik, klu x mst ak dpt straight..but, syukur dgn rezki aku..


7. PLKN-ak dpt kt kem warisan, melaka..bapakla best...hitam legam muka aku...sama ngn wrna boot..haha...


8. PAHANG-ak dpt matrik pahang...sedih gler mse mle2 dpt..ak x expect pn dpt ctu..sbb tu cme my 3rd choice je..ak nk msuk KMJ..ak sedih sbb ak ngn member ak b'2 je dpt KMPh...ak x bper bek sgt plak tu dgn member ak tu..huhu...tp ak kuatkan gak semangat blaja kt ctu..ak x sangka pn ak x homesick..mayb sbb ak dh besar kot..abah pesan, kalau ak menangis2 nk balik pn, ayah ak takkan layan..abah kata, klu kuar matrik nk g mne???? takut ak ngn ayah aku...ayah aku bab2 blaja ni, menyeramkan...huhu...ak akhirnya habis matrik with flying colours...x dpt 4.0, tp still dpt IPT yg ak mnx gak la...


9. UPU-ak dpt offer physioterapy kt UKM...syukur..


10. MARA-ak dpt offer wat medic under MARA...pnt g interview..dr mse kt matrik, smpi la hbs matrik...interview je kejenya...dgn exam mse kt UKM lg..byk duit habis..ak asyik ulang-alik g KL je..nsib bek pak uda tu dok KL...senang ckit..xyah abah sokmo trun KL..ak rse beribu duit abah hbs utk smpi ak diterima wat medik..tu blm fly lg tu...


11. KLIA n MAS-diz my first time nek flight...takut..ak nangis bagai nk rak sbb indonesia tu tersangatlah jauh pada aku...biarla org len kata "ala, indon je pn...", hey! igt indon tu jalan kaki smpi ke???? kna terbang tau x?? ak cuak sey sbb takut ak homesick, n nk blik mcm mse zaman ak skola dulu..huhu...tp semua berjalan lancar..

and NOW...ak dh nk hbs 2nd year wat medic kt UNPAD ni, ada setahun lg ak dok cni..pastu ak akn fly balik msia utk clinical year kt HUKM...ak nk dpt ijazah kedoktoran n title Dr.farhana tu depan mata family aku..especially abah ngn mak..susah payah mereka besarkan aku..perit jerih diorang didik aku..susah payah diorg layan kerenah ak dr kecik smpi besar...huhu..ana sayang sangat kt mak ngn abah...ampunkan dosa ana...ana tau ana banyak buat salah, susahkan mak ngn abah...ana xtau cmne nk balas jasa mak abah..cme kejayaan ana (insyaAllah) yg dpt ana bagi untuk mak abah...hanya doa yg ana mampu...

confident.....ial....~~~~

ak xtau la nk kata ak ske ke, x ke, apa ke..
ak actually rimas ble ada manusia2 kt luar sne yg terlalu bz body..
ak bkn la nk kata yg ak ni x bz body..
cme kna la ctrl n pndai2 la nk tau hal duniawi ni..
ni tidak..
dahla bz body @ penyebok @ paparazzi atau mamarazzi thap cipanzi,
ni smpi nk wat ak doubtful..
sje nk wat ak goyah..
n ak pn bkn la goyah..sbb ak yakin dh ngn keputusan yg ak buat...
ko letak la sejuta halangan pn, or ribuan andaian...ak x mudah berubah sekelip mata..
paling2 pn 2x kelip....(aikhh..???)))
ak x ske la org yg terlalu jaga tepi kain org..smpaikan kain sendiri koyak pn x perasan..

fine la klu skrg nk kata psl ak..
but tomorrow??? who knows???
klu esok ko x sehappy arini...xpyh la nk pura2 heppy hanya nk jaga ego ko..
rahsia takkan selamanya jadi rahsia...
hope ko always hepy dgn sape je yg ada di samping ko...ok???

sape yg bce post ak ni,,,may be xtau kot sape yg ak maksudkan...
sbb di keliling ak mmg ramai sgt wartawan yg x dpt gaji...
kalah abang nazz melodi...bajet nk terjah
tp jgn tersergah diri sendiri sudah la....

Exam fever….~~~~

day after day....then d day will come....~~~~
study la jom...asyik men je banyak...
konon wat jadual study, tp x prnh ikot..keje asyik postpone je..
apa ni farhana?????
ayoyo...
wake up la...
tdo je kejenya....haiya!!!!
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introduce + attention = introduction....~~~~

assalamualaikum....pembuka bicara

sje je nk introduce yg sy bru je jd blogger kt blogspot.com ni...
before this blog kt fs je...

rajin2 la yer view post sy yg may be membosankan...
maybe kt fs dh xde post d latest kot pasni...sowie la yer...
hehe..

adios....~~~~