Friday, June 10, 2011

worst day in the 1st week in 4th year

pagi2 tersentap ble tgk jam kol 8.57 pagi. mcm mne ni????????!!!!!!!!!!!!! ak ada lecture kol 9 pagi. arghhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! stress...nk nangis. klu ak mandi. or at least gosok gigi n basuh muka.then siap2 konfem lmbat smpi. jauh tu nk g department. pasrah. akhirnya ak decide xnk g. sedih....smlm ak dh bce utk lecture arini. ada yg x phm igt nk dgr doctor lecture cmne. sedih. terkilan. mcm nk hentak2 kepala kt dinding. ak x pnh kot nk ponteng lecture. x kisah la ak ready ke x, malas ke rajin ke. akn aku gagahkan gak diri ni utk g. tp aini mmg worst day dlm 1st week psychiatry posting. tertekan. mula bangun smpi kol 10 lbih ak xleh nk duduk ngn aman kt uma. bimbang la x g lecture. tu la farhana, len kali ble pagi2 dh bgun jgn la tdo smle. ni gne selimut babi sbb tu x bgun. sedih sgt2...........

dh la plak....tbe2 paip wat hal. tersumbat lagi. kena kemas lagi ngn bau yg x sedap. eeeeee~~~~~~~~~~~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! rasa klu ada mnusia kt depan aku mmg dh kna maki.

pastu hujan. alamak.perut dh lapar.nk turun bli mknn tp sgt mls coz hujan agak2 lebat. mkn megi je....

then kol 2.30 g lecture utk forensik posting. dh la pilih tempat duduk bwh econ. sejuk x hengat. introduction plak akak yg gedik n mayb ada bipolar disorder yg bagi intro. rimas gler dengar.
then kol 4++ bru stat lecture btol. kol 6.45 kot habis. perut ak dh la lapar nk mati. nk masuk angin dah.

rasa cam busy sgt je 4th year. forensik at least observe 10 n ~4h/postmorterm. adoi~~!! SSM lg. mcm x terkawal je.

adoi~~~ smoga ak dpt wat ngn baik utk 4th year ni. igt farhana nk baiki pointer. nk jd org paling last dipanggil utk grad ke? xnak kan???? jadi blaja la leklok.

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  1. lebih pling last daripada x naik langsung

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