nk gak cter psl soca~~

dot!!! (bkn DOTS management TB tau!!) tu bunyi loceng mse soca..klu dlu aku cme dgr bunyi tu tiap 10 minit selama 2-3 jam..n aku akn dgr lg bunyi dot!!! tu khamis nnt...
ak ada mission utk complete A utk sume stesen osce nnt...ak hrp sgt...tp cme berharap nk watpe.. tgk je la skrg ni, HT ada melambak2 nk bce, ECG lg, PE lg, apa2 ntah lg tp smpt men facebook, update blog, ym lg..berangan2, nyanyi2, sedih2, nangis2, gelak2, marah2, hangin2,,, adoi, tu la dia aku..study klu bkn last minute x sah...smpi ble la nk berubah,,study last minit tu dh la leh simpan short term je..patutla byk bnda ak blaja dh lupa..huhu..

td soca??? expected case la, same like our senior last year..got case about COPD, but only COPD not until dvlop its complication --> cor pulmonale...that case about blablablabla...nk tau g la cari sndri...i'm not good enough at that case...prognose patient pn salah..apa la..

tp byk gak kot peristiwa klaka present td...
1. as i mentioned earlier, prognosis slh...COPD xkan good prognosis sbb COPD is IRREVERSIBLE dsz...so how come dia leh ada good prognosis??? ayoyo..

2. nme pn menghafal pathophysio, so hbs sume s&s ak state dlm patofisio...tbe2 ak explain psl clubbing finger...n then pastu bru sedar yg patient tu xde clubbing finger...aku dgn sepantas kilat ckp kt doktor, "eh?? patient ni no clubbing"

3. doc kata BHP ak ga nyambung ngn case..haha...ak dgr time tu nk gelak (tp x mmpu gelak sbb mmg pk failed la..huhu..)

tp ada gak perkara menusuk kalbu
1. doc said i'm presented not systematically (ye kot sbb ak terang management dulu bru patho)

2.i should not read the case but interprete the case (yg ni ak x phm, klu x bce case cmne nk interprete??? nnt ak pk...)

3. ak x complete explain psl histo...haha...

but, overall my result still ok...under expectation..x brani nk target tggi2 sbb takut kecewa coz i know myself..i'm not good enough to talk in public (wlupun examiner cme 2 org) but, hopefully MDE can help me to get GPA above 3.0...God, help me and us..amin..