1 stesen to go~~!! dush2x..

wargh!!! harapanku hancur lebur bila tgk result osce..hmm, nmpknya ak kna tmbh usaha utk lepas sume stesen..mungkin blm rezki ak lg utk tergolong dlm org2 yg pass osce tanpa remedial..

but ak puas hati dgn keputusan ak..dh ak pn bkn blaja sgt psl ECG..dat's why la failed stesen tu..but it's ok..ak akn usaha lg..

chang!!! ak pening kepala..n sedih gak sbnrnya..cuma ak xnk terikut2 sgt perasaan sedih ni..bkn sbb failed osce sbb ak dh bajet gak mst akn failed gak wlupn 1..tp ada sbb len...huhu...

mnekah???
apakah???

evrything's is not the same anymore...time is running, n people change..d only thing that play around in my mind is just my family..i want 2 go home..now!!! huhu..

nk gak cter psl soca~~

dot!!! (bkn DOTS management TB tau!!) tu bunyi loceng mse soca..klu dlu aku cme dgr bunyi tu tiap 10 minit selama 2-3 jam..n aku akn dgr lg bunyi dot!!! tu khamis nnt...
ak ada mission utk complete A utk sume stesen osce nnt...ak hrp sgt...tp cme berharap nk watpe.. tgk je la skrg ni, HT ada melambak2 nk bce, ECG lg, PE lg, apa2 ntah lg tp smpt men facebook, update blog, ym lg..berangan2, nyanyi2, sedih2, nangis2, gelak2, marah2, hangin2,,, adoi, tu la dia aku..study klu bkn last minute x sah...smpi ble la nk berubah,,study last minit tu dh la leh simpan short term je..patutla byk bnda ak blaja dh lupa..huhu..

td soca??? expected case la, same like our senior last year..got case about COPD, but only COPD not until dvlop its complication --> cor pulmonale...that case about blablablabla...nk tau g la cari sndri...i'm not good enough at that case...prognose patient pn salah..apa la..

tp byk gak kot peristiwa klaka present td...
1. as i mentioned earlier, prognosis slh...COPD xkan good prognosis sbb COPD is IRREVERSIBLE dsz...so how come dia leh ada good prognosis??? ayoyo..

2. nme pn menghafal pathophysio, so hbs sume s&s ak state dlm patofisio...tbe2 ak explain psl clubbing finger...n then pastu bru sedar yg patient tu xde clubbing finger...aku dgn sepantas kilat ckp kt doktor, "eh?? patient ni no clubbing"

3. doc kata BHP ak ga nyambung ngn case..haha...ak dgr time tu nk gelak (tp x mmpu gelak sbb mmg pk failed la..huhu..)

tp ada gak perkara menusuk kalbu
1. doc said i'm presented not systematically (ye kot sbb ak terang management dulu bru patho)

2.i should not read the case but interprete the case (yg ni ak x phm, klu x bce case cmne nk interprete??? nnt ak pk...)

3. ak x complete explain psl histo...haha...

but, overall my result still ok...under expectation..x brani nk target tggi2 sbb takut kecewa coz i know myself..i'm not good enough to talk in public (wlupun examiner cme 2 org) but, hopefully MDE can help me to get GPA above 3.0...God, help me and us..amin..

awak currrr eh??? huhu..~~

arini bangun lewat gak la...kol 7...td pas Subuh tdo balik smle...hoho..klu la ak nk kawen ngn Azam dlm KCB, mst dh kna reject awal2 sbb mak Azam x suka perempuan yg ada kebiasaan tdo pas Subuh...sbb makcik tu kata pas Subuh la pintu rezki terbuka...n aku sbnrnya dh tau lme bnda tu..tp ttp tdo...dgn selimut kulit babi?? pnjg tol intro aku....promo2 KCB, ak kecewa sbb KCB dh hbs kt wayang..bru nk tgk lg skali pas exam nnt...hee..:D

tgh2 study psl CROUP, tbe2 ak cam rindu gler kt seseorang...tp jeng2XXXX, bukan dia la...mati ak klu dia bce post ni...tp xpela, paling2 pn dia x ckp ngn ak 2-3-4-5 hari je...hehe...

bkn la aku rndu smpi nk call2 mamat tu, mesej2 mamat tu, cme nk ym je...haha...cme cam teringt kt dia je..sbb dulu ak admire dia...prnh la dulu calling2, mesej2, kenyit2 mata, rindu2, sayang2 (eh, mcm xde je...ngeh2x)..tp tu sume dulu la..klu tbe2 bdk tu bce blog aku, mst dia dh perasan2 tahap tapir+tenuk=tanuk...

ak rasa dia la lelaki last ak admire...(dia jgn jeles yer...diz writing juz for fun je)..tipu la klu pompuan2 kt luar sne xprnh admire kt sape2...tipooooooooooooo!!!

nk list!!!~~~
1. mse ak djh.6 ak admire bdk dlm team koir ktorg..so, tgh praktis2 nyanyi smpat lg skodeng2..

2. akhir2 tahun b4 msuk form.1, ak minat jiran aku yg berlagak tahap nk mati (GCS = 5)

3. ak minat classmate balak aku..gimana tuh?? haha...mmg minat tahap baboon la kt mamat tu...sggup cri no tepon lg...n ak dpt gak no.fon bdk tu, but i'm not too desperate that time, so ak x call la...buang karen jew..n adik aku tau yg bdk bdk tu suka kat aku gak, tp x ckp sbb aku dh ada pakwe mse tu...kejam la adik aku ni..

4.ak dh putus ngn pakwe ak sbb ak dh bosan...hee...then ak teruskan perjuangan aku meminati bdk yg aku state kt no.3....haha

5. ak dh start minat ****...minat2 gitu je...sbb time tu ak mmg angau gler ngn pakwe ak yg kononnya ensem nk rak tu...huh...playboy, biasala...

6. ak minat **** lagi...

7. **** msih diminati...

then smpi la aku tau yg dia sbnrnya dah ada awek...mse tu mmg ak nangis gak la, sbb dia tipu ak...dia kata dia xde awek...kuang aja punya mamat...tp lek2 sudey...ak cuma admire je...tp frust la ckit..mse tu mmg bengkek la...ak nk rak minat dia, dia leh lak tipu ak...

but now??? ak ngn dia kwn je cukupla..sbb ak dh ada org lain skrg...n nk cuci2 mata pn mcm x seronok...(tp cuci mata gak, wlupn dia ada kt sblh...haha)...ak ngn **** still kwn smpi skrg, cuma ak yg malu sndri sbb prnh minat kt dia...haha...

mengarut + mencarut nk dkt soca ni mmg best....jom2 study filariasis~~~ lala..

side effect

cuba bayangkan.....

ada org ajak kau kawen dlm pd umo korg skrg??? 20-21 tahun??? apa response korg???
nak ke x nak??? ke jual mahal??? ke korg approve??? apa alasan korg klu nk??? apa alasan gak klu x nk???

mse ckp2 cmni mmg la sng. tp klu berlaku btol2 kt hidup korg, mst blur kan??? mula la kalut thp nenek kebayan.

adoi~~ dush2x..

borink

masa ak post ni, ak tgh bce case heart failure...tp mls nk memahamkan n menghafalkan case ni..coz pathophysio terlalu complicated..berpeluh2 baca (???)
smlm tbe2 laptop ak baik gler..x wat perangai pn, ak pn dpt la peluang ym ngn akak aku yg berada jauh di kuala lipis, pahang...ngeh2..

1st story...story2 psl one of my big bro want to get married next june...insyaAllah..n my becoming sister-in-law is from Sarawak...huh...nk join g srwk?? meh ramai2...lalala~~~
cter2 ni ak x taula abg ak tu dh cukup duit ke x nak kawen...tp dulu dia prnh kata, paling2 pun nk kawen kna ada RM20-30k..tu yg paling minimum la...dh dia dpt xnk org sarawak plak, duit lg byk gne...nk ke sana je dh telan belanja banyak..bersabar la yer abg oi...nk kawen kna la berkorban ckit..wahai lelaki2 di luar sana, klu anda rasa nk kawen atau xnk kawen sekalipun, kumpul la duit dr skrg yer, buatnya tbe2 jodoh tergolek dpn mata, terus je la g kawen, xyah tggu lama2...ngeh2..

2nd topic hot psl "WORLD-WAR III"...most of malaysian in indonesia of course know bout diz..
hmm...nothing much to say...but FOOL!!! STUPID!!! ak xleh la igt psl isu2 2 negara ni, ak jd emo...logik eh nk separate bantuan dr malaysia dgn alasan malaysia ada pusat perjudian terbesar??? kata duit tu x halal...BODOH!!!! dh la negara korang ditimpa bencana, sempat lg nk wat psl ngn malaysia...apa korg pk negara2 lain yg bantu ko (x dinyatakan di cni) tu halal la sgt...
x pyh nk tuding jari kt negara lain kata x halal...sumber uang negara korang??? bkn byk dlm btk korupsi @ corruption??????? patutla negara x maju2...rasuah tu pn x halal...berterima kasihla kat negara2 yg bantu ko tu...jgn x sedar dek untung...~~

3rd topic, psl ak nk balik cuti ni la...akak ak nk bli kebaya la, pelikat la, kain batik la...hisyh, mcm2 demand org pregnant ni...xpe2, ak x kisah, yg pntg dia bg duit...haha...lagipun nnt ak dpt ank sedara lagi...:) :) :)

ok chow...nk smbg study plak....daa~~