peace~

semangat22!!!
saya sgt semangat nk study utk final year.
hope everything will go smoothly.
saya sudah sgt x sabar nk habis blaja.
nak keje.
nak kawen.
nak jd ibu.
sekian~~~

:(

knpe kadang2 ada org x igt apa yg dia dh buat dulu ekh?
u do the same thing as what i was doing now.
no. WE! US!

thank you to Allah..

alhamdulillah..
tamat sudah exam 4th year..
hope result nnt ak pass...
xnk reseat...
bg ak pluang cuti lama2 plak...

apapun redha je...
ALLAH knows best.

syukur sbb spnjg study week n exam, ak dikurniakan tubuh badan yg sihat..
xde sakit2...
except for pening2 kepala ckit...

tp, trima kasih ALLAH sbb tak mem'blank'kan otakku masa jwb exam...
alhamdulillah~~

love~

im very happy for u my dear...


hope u will be happy after this moment...

wonderworld.

ttbe terberangan..
nk bangun pagi kol 5..
mandi2 siap2 nk semayang subuh jemaah ngn husband.
pastu siapkan breakfast utk husband.
then baca paper kt beranda rumah tau isu semasa dunia.
pastu masak utk lunch plak.
ptg2 g mall, window shopping.tgk wyg.
pastu dinner kt restoran seafood.
mkn udang yg besar tu. apa nme dia lpe plak..
mlm kna tdo awal sbb esoknya ari isnin.
kena keje plak.
ok2.
jom smbung study.
wakakakah~~

dwibahasa.

dulu...
mse jwb spm...
kan ada dwibahasa...
1 malay, 1 english...
of coz la i choose malay...
x pnh t'pk la nk baca soalan yg english...

sekarang...
UNIbahasa...
every single words in english...

tgh2 jwb soalan KFQ paeds td...
ttbe rasa bangga dgn diri sndri...
bkn sbb dpt jwb soalan...
tp x sangka ak blh fhm kehendak soalan yg dlm english tu...
(((except for PPD, even in malay, i dont think will understand what they want...)))

tu yg senyum sndri kt depan paper...
x sangka...
mmg x sangka...

say alhamdulillah...
walaupon dr tadika smpi menengah xde gne english...
yet still i know english...
wlupun family ak ckp melayu je kt uma...
siap campur jawa.banjar lg. huahua~~

ok2...adios~~
salam.

insyaAllah...~

finish 2 paper already. gap 1 day holiday b4 osce ortho and paeds.
tawakal to Allah.
bila berserah pd Allah, bru ak rasa tenang.
what past is past.
whether i can pass or not, Allah decide evrything.
if i pass both posting n also PPD, alhamdulillah...
if not (hopefully not), maybe i need to study more.
to overcome my weakness and become a very competent doctor.

flash back!!!~~~~
during 3rd year clinical, anxiety level 95%...
now, drop almost 50%..
xtau knape.
probably ak dh tau teknik nk jwb soalan.
or ak byk baca.
or ak mmg dh biasa ngn dunia klinikal ni.
masyaAllah...bukan nak riak.
bukan mkna ak yakin semua jwpn aku btol.
tp mayb dh desensitization~~~

n actually most important!!!!
is TAWAKAL...
bila anda percaya Allah tu yg akn bagi rezki
anda pasti akan berasa tenang.
anda dah berusaha.
sama ada anda layak atau tidak utk berjaya,
berdoa~~~

istighfar..~

tgh2 study...sempat jugak jengah facebook.
nmpk gmbr artis kawen ngn mechanical engineering student.
they look good together.
tot u know who i was talking about.

ttbe rse cemburu.
sbb yela,,,,sama cantik sama padan.
dua2 pon pandai.

ak pon berangan...
bestnya dpt kawen ngn org camtu.
ekonomi dh stabil.
ensem pon blh tahan.

ttbe tersentap!!
knpe nk cuba capai apa yang org lain capai?
kenapa nk cuba dapat apa yg org lain dpt?

astaghfirullah....
jauhkanlah perasaan cemburu yg tak berpatutan mcm ni...
Allah dan tuliskan jodoh aku.
yg perlu aku buat sekarang?? doa...
semoga Allah temukan aku dgn seorang lelaki yg terbaik utk diri aku.
yang boleh membimbing aku ke jalan yg DIA redhai...
yg boleh membimbing bakal anak2 kami kelak menuju jalan yg diredhai Allah..
yg boleh mengimamkan setiap solatku...
smoga doa aku dimakbulkan Allah...