ward dan clinic

salam
rasanya ni post pertama ak post since aku start posting internal medicine for my 3rd year clinical year. :P :p
overall??? hmm....speechless.no comment.
xtau la nk describe apa.mayb sbb bru pas 3 hari mggu kedua, ak msih nk jinak2 ngn dunia hospital ni.tp ak dpt rasa changes dr 1st week ke 2nd week la.
mse mggu pertama, nk g ward pon mls.nk clerk patient pon nk x nk.dok menumpang org lain je. but now, ak dh leh tegur patient dulu utk nx permission utk diclerk. well, bila dh try sekali n succeed, mula la cam ketagih.hihi...best gak berbual2 ngn patient yg cooperate la.prnh gak ak kna reject ngn patient sbb patient x larat. ada patient plak yg x patience.bkn patient tu mrh2 ke apa, tp patient tu blm smpat tanya dh jawab mcm2.tp xpela, dgr je la.syok gak. sbb patient mostly dh berumur, byk nasihat diorg bagi. :) :)

hmm....next story ni mayb unethical ckit.tp we r in learning process. nk amek blood patient igt sng ke? nk cucuk jarum pny la pyh.utk menembusi kulit tgn kita ni memerlukan kekuatan fizikal utk tolak jarum msuk, dan kekuatan mentally utk tgk patient sakit sbb kna cucuk. :D well,1st practise sesama ktorg.x dpt pon. pastu rasa agk down la. tbe2 rasa cam x layak jd doktor la apa la. but then, 2nd time wat, dpt la amek drh. WOW!!!!!!! rasa bersemangat tbe2. trus rasa cam nk cucuk sume org. hihi..

tapi yg x bestnya.....
bila logbook x dpt lg.dh observe some procedures.dh g workshop 2 kali. dh g teaching several times. but still x dpt nk sign pape pon. d latest news dgr psl logbook, pejabat kata bru print coverpage. ak mle rasa cam nk mencarut. bengang la weyh...dh 2 mggu posting. mcm x wat keje je.print je pon ssh ke...??? ayoyo~~ ni sesi luahkan perasaan. sana cni sma aja. huh~~ kna bersabar la camni..

1 more thing!!! n the most important ONE!
MAJLIS AMANAH RAKYAT @ MARA bila nk masukkan pinjaman student2 bwh tajaan anda ni? kasihanilah kami yg x berapa nk berduit ni. tensi la cmni. haiya!!~!!!!~~!!!!!!! cmni kami nk blaja klu duit xde..?? (alasan semata2) hopefully, duit masuk real SOON.

ok la,setakat ni je kot nk cter. nk cter psl patient xleh. its private n confidential. hehe..daa.

myself

ada org kata aku garang. actually most of people who knew me kata aku garang. and ada gak org complaint ak garang even dgn pakwe sndri. bkn ak x prnh nk berubah. tapi ni la diri aku. bkn suka2 hati nk mrh. i've tried to control my temper. but it juz didn't work. huh~~ kdg2 ak benci ngn sikap ak cmni. tp xpela, sape nk kwn ngn aku kna prepare mental n fizikal. huhi. for him, sory for scolding u too much (if any and sure there is). sory.sory.sory.

tua or matured?

mggu mesra dh habis. within that week, a lot of new people i knew. but still can't remember their name except for certain people. hee~~ n of course la, diorg tau ak bdk twinning UKM-UNPAD. n of course again, they know that i am older than them. bila kenal2 tu ada yg tny nk pggil akak ke?? OMG!!! tidak!!! sungguh ku terasa diri ini begitu tua. terasa berlaku inferiority complex d ctu. dh tu je nk bgtw. bye~~ hahahahaha~