ward dan clinic

salam
rasanya ni post pertama ak post since aku start posting internal medicine for my 3rd year clinical year. :P :p
overall??? hmm....speechless.no comment.
xtau la nk describe apa.mayb sbb bru pas 3 hari mggu kedua, ak msih nk jinak2 ngn dunia hospital ni.tp ak dpt rasa changes dr 1st week ke 2nd week la.
mse mggu pertama, nk g ward pon mls.nk clerk patient pon nk x nk.dok menumpang org lain je. but now, ak dh leh tegur patient dulu utk nx permission utk diclerk. well, bila dh try sekali n succeed, mula la cam ketagih.hihi...best gak berbual2 ngn patient yg cooperate la.prnh gak ak kna reject ngn patient sbb patient x larat. ada patient plak yg x patience.bkn patient tu mrh2 ke apa, tp patient tu blm smpat tanya dh jawab mcm2.tp xpela, dgr je la.syok gak. sbb patient mostly dh berumur, byk nasihat diorg bagi. :) :)

hmm....next story ni mayb unethical ckit.tp we r in learning process. nk amek blood patient igt sng ke? nk cucuk jarum pny la pyh.utk menembusi kulit tgn kita ni memerlukan kekuatan fizikal utk tolak jarum msuk, dan kekuatan mentally utk tgk patient sakit sbb kna cucuk. :D well,1st practise sesama ktorg.x dpt pon. pastu rasa agk down la. tbe2 rasa cam x layak jd doktor la apa la. but then, 2nd time wat, dpt la amek drh. WOW!!!!!!! rasa bersemangat tbe2. trus rasa cam nk cucuk sume org. hihi..

tapi yg x bestnya.....
bila logbook x dpt lg.dh observe some procedures.dh g workshop 2 kali. dh g teaching several times. but still x dpt nk sign pape pon. d latest news dgr psl logbook, pejabat kata bru print coverpage. ak mle rasa cam nk mencarut. bengang la weyh...dh 2 mggu posting. mcm x wat keje je.print je pon ssh ke...??? ayoyo~~ ni sesi luahkan perasaan. sana cni sma aja. huh~~ kna bersabar la camni..

1 more thing!!! n the most important ONE!
MAJLIS AMANAH RAKYAT @ MARA bila nk masukkan pinjaman student2 bwh tajaan anda ni? kasihanilah kami yg x berapa nk berduit ni. tensi la cmni. haiya!!~!!!!~~!!!!!!! cmni kami nk blaja klu duit xde..?? (alasan semata2) hopefully, duit masuk real SOON.

ok la,setakat ni je kot nk cter. nk cter psl patient xleh. its private n confidential. hehe..daa.

myself

ada org kata aku garang. actually most of people who knew me kata aku garang. and ada gak org complaint ak garang even dgn pakwe sndri. bkn ak x prnh nk berubah. tapi ni la diri aku. bkn suka2 hati nk mrh. i've tried to control my temper. but it juz didn't work. huh~~ kdg2 ak benci ngn sikap ak cmni. tp xpela, sape nk kwn ngn aku kna prepare mental n fizikal. huhi. for him, sory for scolding u too much (if any and sure there is). sory.sory.sory.

tua or matured?

mggu mesra dh habis. within that week, a lot of new people i knew. but still can't remember their name except for certain people. hee~~ n of course la, diorg tau ak bdk twinning UKM-UNPAD. n of course again, they know that i am older than them. bila kenal2 tu ada yg tny nk pggil akak ke?? OMG!!! tidak!!! sungguh ku terasa diri ini begitu tua. terasa berlaku inferiority complex d ctu. dh tu je nk bgtw. bye~~ hahahahaha~

sakit rumah

otak skrg tgh serabut. xtau nk story kt sape. hope ada la somebody yg baca post ni. bajet cam dpt release tension la konon. skrg bz ngn orientasi. actually x la bz sgt. tp ak rasa prisma ngn ppukm mcm jauh. wlupun jln kaki x smpi 15 minit. n ak rasa dh lama sgt duduk kt KL ni wlupun bru smggu. adaptation tu new place, new environment, new people going to kill me!! i hate the ice-breaking thing. nama saya farhana. awak?? huhu~~ tired wif that dialogue. tp xpe, pasni lg byk nama ak kna igt. ward round, clinic lg.
n for all that, i hope that there is always people behind to support me. n i do really222 hope so. as usual la, HOMESICK!!! mcm nk balik uma pon ada. mood study pon blm smpi lg. on off sntiasa. tp xpe, i'm trying to be tougher and stronger. insyaAllah.
xtau la knape, since register kt cni mcm sumthing wrong happened wif me. culture shock? x la gak. dunno y la...n hope it will end real soon.
dgn duit yg xde ni, xleh nk lepak2 or shoppping or men bowling even karaoke utk lps tensyen. n sbb uma skrg ni kt apartment yg kiri kanan atas bwh ada manusia, xleh nk jerit2 nyanyi lagu smbil pakai earphone. huhu~ n ak rasa skrg ak sgt tensyen.!! mayb cuma ak je kot yg tau sbb apa...huhu again~~
skrg ni sdg bertawakal. apa2 posting pon ak terima je. coz nk x nk kte ak lalui gak posting tu. n hope yg terbaik utk aku dan kawan2 aku. pass every exam. amin~~

yank? yang? sayang?

yank by wali. lagu pembukaan g karaoke smlm. lagu dia sempoi. n ak ulang2 dlm bilik smpi hafal. wali yg aku maksudkan ni bukan wali yg nk nikahkan tu plak tau. ni wali band indonesia. quite famous. lagu2 dia sblm2 ni pon byk yg sdp. contohnya dik.

byk lg band2 indonesia yg best. yg paling ak minat setakat ni KERISPATIH. aku rasa setiap lagu dia sedap. klu dgr lagu2 kt jatos or any others supermarket or shopping mall, ak mst leh detect yg tu lagu kerispatih. mmg best la. klu korg nk dgr g cari srndiri ye lagu2 diorg. tp icak kata vocalist dia kna tgkp sbb amek narkoba cause stress sbb dia tau yg dia akn dibuang dr kerispatih. huh~~ sgguh kecewa. well, pasni mst kerispatih dh x sebest yg skrg. antra lgu yg aku suka aku harus jujur, tak lekang oleh waktu, demi cinta, etc.

ni la KERISPATIH
(source :http://twin88.files.wordpress.com/2009/03/kerispatih.jpg)

mse mula2 dok cni ak menyampah gak ngn artis2 cni. sbb terlalu byk artis. kt tepi2 jalan byk yg ngamen. utk sape2 yg xtau, ngamen tu mcm seorg atau sekumpulan pemuda pemudi ,muda dan tua ,lelaki atau perempuan yg menggunakan kebolehan diorg menyanyi either merdu or x utk nyanyi n mintak duit...klu korg g bandung naik bas or angkot, 4 sure akn ada org2 yg ngamen tu. ak blh je bg, tp dgn syarat tertentu. priority kpd usia. klu dak2 kecik ak bg x kisah la suara sdp ke x. klu dh remaja2 or dewasa yg umur sebaya aku, suara sedap je dpt. hehe...

tp kdg2 kesian tgk yg ngamen. dak2 kecik yg sebaya adik laki pon bernyanyi dgn gitar kecik. ak pernah nangis tgk dak tu. mse tu ak dlm damri (nama bas) nk g bandung. xtau npe. sayu hati aku tgk. sbb ak bayangkan klu adik ak terpaksa cari rezki sndri sedang sepatutnya umur2 cmtu g sekolah utk blaja. korg mayb xde perasaan sbb x nmpk sndri yg mata korg. or aku je yg touching sndri. :(

aku blh accept klu ada lelaki2 dewasa yg ngamen. TAPI.............
bila banci ngamen. ee...nausea, vomiting, headache, increase ICP sume pon blh. bukan nk kutuk, tp sbg perempuan yg bertudung rasa terhina ngn banci2 ni. mne taknya, dh la 'tukar jantina', siap pakai tudung plak tu. dgn badan yg besar mcm kayu balak, kaki tangan besar cam tiang letrik, blh plak pakai cam pompuan then nyanyi2. x leh blah bila diorg ni nyanyi lgu nasyid. disgusting. ak x terniat nk mengutuk, tp kutuk gak la. yg ada siap meraba dak2 lelaki. ak bkn fitnah coz ada member ak kna raba. eeewww~~~ disgusting!!!

well, tu bru psl ngamen. byk lg perkara2 yg 'menarik' or 'menyedihkan' kt indonesia ni. wlupun ramai org kata malaysia dan indonesia mempunyai budaya yg sama, but still kte adalah 2 negara yg berbeza. all for now~~~

fakulti kedokteran,UNPAD.

bila kenang2 balik kisah2 ak kt bandung ni, rasa sayu plak hati nk tinggalkan. wlu cmne truk pon keadaan org cni, demo sne sini.ngamen.yg mintak sedekah. still,kt BANDUNG atau lebih specific KAMPUS UNPAD JATINANGOR ni la tmpt ak menuntut ilmu. 3 tahun ak mengabdikan diri dgn jadual FK yg berterabur mcm debu2 kna tiup angin. still, FK la tmpt ak belajar. utk kawan2 yg masih berjuang kt FK, UNPAD ni teruskanlah perjuangan korg. perjalanan kita masih jauh. n klu korg rasa FK xde 1 team management yg bagus, pekata korg manage masa korg sendiri utk blaja.

utk dosen2 yg dah ajar aku, THANK YOU...

hari2 yang memenatkan...but finally, i had a really big smile.

salam.
perjuangku di FK UNPAD, jatinangor bandung akhirnya tamat. for about 3 years berhempas pulas (ye ke??) study, akhirnya ak brjaya gak habiskan theory kt cni. bkn nk riak atau berbangga, jmpe rasa happy akhirnya ak dpt result yg boleh dibanggakan. bkn la smpi dpt 4.0, but still above 3.0. n for a medical student, nk dpt 3.0 tu blh stress yg kronik wooo~~

10/04/2010
ramai member2 dh start blik msia. cuti ngn family diorg kt uma. housemate ak 2 org dh bli. ak blik lmbt lg. sje ngada nk amek paper. kot2 dpt nekkan pointer at least kalahkan dia. cukupla..hihi..sorry la ye kamu, jgn mrh..

skrg ni internet dh xde kt uma. x amek dah. so xleh nk update slalu. n now, sdg berharap ada la junior2 nk bli peti ais, tong gas, mesin basuh, tilam, etc yg ada kt uma tu.klu dpt jual. leh shopping sakan kot..hihi..

ok la. ak dh mls nk taip. n b4 lpe, bru tau dila ada blog. congrates utk kamu. :)
n goodluck for ur coming exam. daa readers~~~

dedicated to all TWP07/08

And so we talked all night about the rest of our lives
Where we're gonna be when we turn 25
I keep thinking times will never change
Keep on thinking things will always be the same
But when we leave this year we won't be coming back
No more hanging out cause we're on a different track
And if you got something that you need to say
You better say it right now cause you don't have another day
Cause we're moving on and we can't slow down
These memories are playing like a film without sound
And I keep thinking of that night in June
I didn't know much of love
But it came too soon
And there was me and you
And then we got real blue
Stay at home talking on the telephone
And we would get so excitedand we'd get so scared
Laughing at ourselves thinking life's not fair
And this is how it feels

As we go on
We remember
All the times we
Had together
And as our lives change
From whatever
We will still be
Friends Forever

So if we get the big jobs
And we make the big money
When we look back now
Will our jokes still be funny?
Will we still remember everything we learned in school?
Still be trying to break every single rule
Will little brainy Bobby be the stockbroker man?
Can Heather find a job that won't interfere with her tan?
I keep, keep thinking that it's not goodbye
Keep on thinking it's a time to fly
And this is how it feels

La, la, la, la:
Yeah, yeah, yeah
La, la, la, la:
We will still be friends forever

Will we think about tomorrow like we think about now?
Can we survive it out there?
Can we make it somehow?
I guess I thought that this would never end
And suddenly it's like we're women and men
Will the past be a shadow that will follow us 'round?
Will these memories fade when I leave this town
I keep, keep thinking that it's not goodbye
Keep on thinking it's a time to fly