GIS after 3 weeks

yg di sana..yg tudung ungu..pliz explain about pathogenesis of H.pylori..
kamu, pliz explain about histology of pylorus (part of stomach)..
yg 2 dr hanim, terangkan blood supply of the liver..

3 weeks in a row, i've been pointed by dr.nova, dr.cut and dr.nova again to present those assignment...ok, fine...4 the 1st 2 weeks, i can answer those Q..but not for the 3rd time..n then, when i can't tell the answer...feel down gler..huhu..

malas nk study GIS!!! tulun2!!! ada kaitan x x dpt jwb ngn mls nk study???
sepatutnya x dpt jwb trus study...apala ak ni...yg pntg ak mmg sgt mls nk study GIS..dh la 1 case tutorial, x nk ada 3,4,5,6 dsz plak...ssh x hengat~~ hoho..

a four letters word

for everything i have done...SORRY~~
i did know i hurt u much..
put u in too much trouble..
no other word i can say except SORRY..
i know u hate that word,,,but i'm still SORRY..

alone

td habis tutorial lewat la gak...dlm 3.35 or 3.45 ptg..so balik la sorg td..mula2 g kuar duit...pastu g kedai stationary sblh mulia abadi nk bli ink printer...but b4 tu g alfamart, igt nk bli telor tp kecewa sbb alfamart dh xde jual telor la skrg...postponed lg niat ak nk mkn megi..wargh!!! sy sgt lapar skrg ni..huhu..

dipendekkan cter, ak pn nek la angkot nk blik mulana..ak dok kt row pintu hujung skali dkt ngn tingkap blkg..korg dpt byaangkan x?? dlm angkot tu mle2 ramai org...tbe2 ada sorg laki naik..mula2 dok blkg driver...then, ble ramai dh turun, tggl la aku sorg, n sblh ak ada ruang kosong..tbe2 lelaki 'X' tu beralih duduk sblh aku..huhu..ak mle2 cool je..tbe2 dia kata, "neng, ada 2000rp ga??" ak trus rasa cam nak nangis..ak rasa perjalanan nk smpi mulana td sgt la jauh...huhu...time ni la tbe2 keberanian aku merundum jatuh..tidak!!! maybe pd korg tu biasa kot, tp klu korg tgk the way mamat tu dress, muka comot, seram la...huhu..

sumpah!! ak cuak gler...ble dh smpi mulana cepat2 ak ckp kiri, then angkot blm stop ak dh gerak nk turun..habis terhantuk bumbung angkot..tp ak x kre, ak seram..yg pnting ak trun cepat2..

tp mamat tu dgn peliknya, pas ak ckp kiri pn msih sbok nk duit lg..mcm tau2 je ak bru pas cocok duit..tp ak still x bg..nk tgk muka mamat tu pn takut..yg peliknya, dlm byk2 manusia dlm angkot tu, aku gak yg dia minx duit..padahal ada je lelaki lain dlm tu...seram!!!

xnak la balik sorg2 lagi...nak nangis takut!!!~

cutiku cutimu jua

syukur internet dh laju ckit dr siput..upgrade dr siput babi ke siput sedut..hee~~
actually ak habis wat li dlm kol 9.30 kot..siap je trus je tgk cd..'august rush'..yela, sementara dia bg pnjm laptop, nnt kempunan plak nk tgk cd..hihi..TQ..

sape2 yg belom tgk august rush, g la bli CD kt kedai pindahan jatos yg kt gerbang UNPAD tu ye..drpd 10, ak bg 8 1/2 markah..cter dia best, sbb mcm best..n x boring wlu agak slow..n bapak august rush @ evan taylor tu mcm ensem..hehe..moh la tgk cter tu yer..

back to main point......lala~

so, dr 25/10-1/11 ak kembali ke rumahku yg tercinta utk bersama2 dgn keluarga kesayanganku...wargh!!! seronoknya perasaan tu..tp cuti kali ni quite x best sbb mak aku bz sgt..dok g rewang kt uma jiran..sbb ank jiran ak nk kawen..adoi~~ n adik aku yg pompuan tu x balik coz bz sbb nk exam..dudukla ak kt uma bertemankan TV dan makanan2 yg enak..hihi..

ak plak jd babysitter kt uma kna jga my lil bro..fuh..nseb bek x meragam..ala, rndu fakhrul lg la..cmne ni?? nk balik!!! tidak!!! ok farhana!! stop it!! enuf!!

ak keluar bandar g summit parade kebanggaan aku ngn adik ak yg drjh 2...ak nk bli mcm2..yg ak dok pintar lg bijaksana lg adil ni pergi tny pendapat adik aku.. "woh, kak na nk bli kasut ke baju??" "woh, beg ni ngn beg tu mne cantik??" "baju ni pn cantik gak kan??"
adik ak dgn gigi kapak 2 btg tersengih2 mls nk lyn aku..mne la bdk kecik setahun jagung tu tau..igt bdk tu dh 21 tahun ke?? adoi ak ni,,,

tp yg penting ak dpt mkn cheezy wedges...sedap!! enak!! berkrim!! disukai ramai!! nk lagi!! xpe2, tggu tahun dpn..npela KFC kt indonesia ni xde wedges, yg ada nasi nasi nasi dan nasi..x mesra alam lgsung..

dok uma, ak mkn, tdo, mandi, tdo, tgk tv, makan, makan, makan, tido, bangun, makan lagi, makan lagi, mesej 2-3 ayat, makan lagi, tgk tv, makan, makan,,,,,dan MAKAN!! kenyangnya rasa...haha..

syok gak la dok uma walau x g mne2..:P :P :P

dah2..smpi mse nk tdo..perut mle lapar, jd utk elak gastric juice kuar dr perot, better for me to sleep...(PENUTUP YG BERILMIAH) sbb klu teman2 nk tau, when we think about food, it will induce our stomach to secrete acid..bahaya2..nnt leh kna ulcer..jadi??? mari tdo..zzzzZzzz..

1 stesen to go~~!! dush2x..

wargh!!! harapanku hancur lebur bila tgk result osce..hmm, nmpknya ak kna tmbh usaha utk lepas sume stesen..mungkin blm rezki ak lg utk tergolong dlm org2 yg pass osce tanpa remedial..

but ak puas hati dgn keputusan ak..dh ak pn bkn blaja sgt psl ECG..dat's why la failed stesen tu..but it's ok..ak akn usaha lg..

chang!!! ak pening kepala..n sedih gak sbnrnya..cuma ak xnk terikut2 sgt perasaan sedih ni..bkn sbb failed osce sbb ak dh bajet gak mst akn failed gak wlupn 1..tp ada sbb len...huhu...

mnekah???
apakah???

evrything's is not the same anymore...time is running, n people change..d only thing that play around in my mind is just my family..i want 2 go home..now!!! huhu..

nk gak cter psl soca~~

dot!!! (bkn DOTS management TB tau!!) tu bunyi loceng mse soca..klu dlu aku cme dgr bunyi tu tiap 10 minit selama 2-3 jam..n aku akn dgr lg bunyi dot!!! tu khamis nnt...
ak ada mission utk complete A utk sume stesen osce nnt...ak hrp sgt...tp cme berharap nk watpe.. tgk je la skrg ni, HT ada melambak2 nk bce, ECG lg, PE lg, apa2 ntah lg tp smpt men facebook, update blog, ym lg..berangan2, nyanyi2, sedih2, nangis2, gelak2, marah2, hangin2,,, adoi, tu la dia aku..study klu bkn last minute x sah...smpi ble la nk berubah,,study last minit tu dh la leh simpan short term je..patutla byk bnda ak blaja dh lupa..huhu..

td soca??? expected case la, same like our senior last year..got case about COPD, but only COPD not until dvlop its complication --> cor pulmonale...that case about blablablabla...nk tau g la cari sndri...i'm not good enough at that case...prognose patient pn salah..apa la..

tp byk gak kot peristiwa klaka present td...
1. as i mentioned earlier, prognosis slh...COPD xkan good prognosis sbb COPD is IRREVERSIBLE dsz...so how come dia leh ada good prognosis??? ayoyo..

2. nme pn menghafal pathophysio, so hbs sume s&s ak state dlm patofisio...tbe2 ak explain psl clubbing finger...n then pastu bru sedar yg patient tu xde clubbing finger...aku dgn sepantas kilat ckp kt doktor, "eh?? patient ni no clubbing"

3. doc kata BHP ak ga nyambung ngn case..haha...ak dgr time tu nk gelak (tp x mmpu gelak sbb mmg pk failed la..huhu..)

tp ada gak perkara menusuk kalbu
1. doc said i'm presented not systematically (ye kot sbb ak terang management dulu bru patho)

2.i should not read the case but interprete the case (yg ni ak x phm, klu x bce case cmne nk interprete??? nnt ak pk...)

3. ak x complete explain psl histo...haha...

but, overall my result still ok...under expectation..x brani nk target tggi2 sbb takut kecewa coz i know myself..i'm not good enough to talk in public (wlupun examiner cme 2 org) but, hopefully MDE can help me to get GPA above 3.0...God, help me and us..amin..

awak currrr eh??? huhu..~~

arini bangun lewat gak la...kol 7...td pas Subuh tdo balik smle...hoho..klu la ak nk kawen ngn Azam dlm KCB, mst dh kna reject awal2 sbb mak Azam x suka perempuan yg ada kebiasaan tdo pas Subuh...sbb makcik tu kata pas Subuh la pintu rezki terbuka...n aku sbnrnya dh tau lme bnda tu..tp ttp tdo...dgn selimut kulit babi?? pnjg tol intro aku....promo2 KCB, ak kecewa sbb KCB dh hbs kt wayang..bru nk tgk lg skali pas exam nnt...hee..:D

tgh2 study psl CROUP, tbe2 ak cam rindu gler kt seseorang...tp jeng2XXXX, bukan dia la...mati ak klu dia bce post ni...tp xpela, paling2 pn dia x ckp ngn ak 2-3-4-5 hari je...hehe...

bkn la aku rndu smpi nk call2 mamat tu, mesej2 mamat tu, cme nk ym je...haha...cme cam teringt kt dia je..sbb dulu ak admire dia...prnh la dulu calling2, mesej2, kenyit2 mata, rindu2, sayang2 (eh, mcm xde je...ngeh2x)..tp tu sume dulu la..klu tbe2 bdk tu bce blog aku, mst dia dh perasan2 tahap tapir+tenuk=tanuk...

ak rasa dia la lelaki last ak admire...(dia jgn jeles yer...diz writing juz for fun je)..tipu la klu pompuan2 kt luar sne xprnh admire kt sape2...tipooooooooooooo!!!

nk list!!!~~~
1. mse ak djh.6 ak admire bdk dlm team koir ktorg..so, tgh praktis2 nyanyi smpat lg skodeng2..

2. akhir2 tahun b4 msuk form.1, ak minat jiran aku yg berlagak tahap nk mati (GCS = 5)

3. ak minat classmate balak aku..gimana tuh?? haha...mmg minat tahap baboon la kt mamat tu...sggup cri no tepon lg...n ak dpt gak no.fon bdk tu, but i'm not too desperate that time, so ak x call la...buang karen jew..n adik aku tau yg bdk bdk tu suka kat aku gak, tp x ckp sbb aku dh ada pakwe mse tu...kejam la adik aku ni..

4.ak dh putus ngn pakwe ak sbb ak dh bosan...hee...then ak teruskan perjuangan aku meminati bdk yg aku state kt no.3....haha

5. ak dh start minat ****...minat2 gitu je...sbb time tu ak mmg angau gler ngn pakwe ak yg kononnya ensem nk rak tu...huh...playboy, biasala...

6. ak minat **** lagi...

7. **** msih diminati...

then smpi la aku tau yg dia sbnrnya dah ada awek...mse tu mmg ak nangis gak la, sbb dia tipu ak...dia kata dia xde awek...kuang aja punya mamat...tp lek2 sudey...ak cuma admire je...tp frust la ckit..mse tu mmg bengkek la...ak nk rak minat dia, dia leh lak tipu ak...

but now??? ak ngn dia kwn je cukupla..sbb ak dh ada org lain skrg...n nk cuci2 mata pn mcm x seronok...(tp cuci mata gak, wlupn dia ada kt sblh...haha)...ak ngn **** still kwn smpi skrg, cuma ak yg malu sndri sbb prnh minat kt dia...haha...

mengarut + mencarut nk dkt soca ni mmg best....jom2 study filariasis~~~ lala..

side effect

cuba bayangkan.....

ada org ajak kau kawen dlm pd umo korg skrg??? 20-21 tahun??? apa response korg???
nak ke x nak??? ke jual mahal??? ke korg approve??? apa alasan korg klu nk??? apa alasan gak klu x nk???

mse ckp2 cmni mmg la sng. tp klu berlaku btol2 kt hidup korg, mst blur kan??? mula la kalut thp nenek kebayan.

adoi~~ dush2x..