one and the only one

Ayah

ketika berjauhan
masihku rasa hangat kasihmu ayah
betapaku rindukan redup wajahmu
hadir menemaniku
terbayang ketenangan
yang selalu kau pamerkan
bagaikan tiada keresahan
walau hatimu sering terluka
tika diriku terlanjur kata
tak pernah sekali kau tinggalkan
diriku sendirian
ketikaku dalam kedukaan
kau mendakap penuh pengertian
disaat diriku kehampaan
kau setia mengajarku erti kekuatan
terpancar kebanggaan dalam senyummu
melihatku berjaya
bilaku kegagalantak kau biarkan
aku terus kecewa
dengan kata azimat
engkau nyalakan semangat
restu dan doa kau iringkan
tak dapatku bayangkan
hidupku ayah tanpa engkau disisi
semua kasih sayang
yang kau curahkan
tersemat dihati.....

abah, lelaki yg paling aku agungkan di muka bumi ini..lelaki yg aku sanjung atas ketabahan dan semangatnya dalam membesarkan kami adik-beradik..dengan kasih sayang abah membuat aku rasa akulah orang paling kaya dalam dunia ni...
tapi aku tahu, dalam abah membesarkan kami, aku seringkali buat abah terasa dengan kedegilan aku...maaf banyak2 kerana terlalu sering menyusahkan abah...
sempena ulangtahun kelahiran abah yg ke-54 pada hari ini, dan juga hari bapa pada ahad nnt, tiada kata yg mampu diungkap selain terima kasih, abah...
semoga abah dipanjangkan umur dan bahagia di dunia mahupun di akhirat kelak
insyaAllah, amin...

A W A R D ! ! !

1. copy award di atas untuk diletakkan di blog anda.

• ok..dh copy dh..
  

2.nyatakan 5 fakta menarik tentang pemberi award ini.

1. hani
   

• blh tau dia mndi atau x dgn tgk mke dia, klu ada merah2 kt dahi especially, mknanya dia bru pas mandi la tu..
• klu dia msk sardin, dia akn goreng dulu ikan sardin tu, then bru msukkan kuah sardin tu
• dia prnh nangis dpn aku, coz dia ada probs ckit mse tu
  
• dia suka tdo kt bilik aku mse kt bale, then aku plak tdo kt bilik dia..
• mse kt bale, dia slalu ceroboh bilik aku, sbb kunci bilik dia leh buka bilik aku

2. pojie

• dia kawan ngn aku sbb LI..oo, x ikhlas eh?? hehe..
• dia suka cembam @ hani @ wani @ ....ntah
• dia org ngeri smbilan
• dia ni kdg2 moody gak klu dlm tutor
• ak prefer handout dia in typewriting, coz handwriting dia halus sgt n totally differ from his size..joking..~~

3.farahain

• makin lama farah makin garang
• dia comel, naturally wif blushing cheek
• dia bijak..
• suka bnda2 comel..cth, smpul hadiah, kipas la, apa2 la yg comel
• kantoi!!! dia ske skodeng org yg slalu balik smyg terawih dr uma imam..hihi...peace farah!!
  

4. cici azmi

• aku x rapat sgt ngn dia mse kt bale, tp skrg blh gak r g ngn dia...
• dia slalu settlekan psl keta klu kami berenam nk berjalan mkn angin n habiskan duit
• dia slalu sbut or tulis words ni "cikfun yg sengal"
• dia bijak
• klu jwb soalan or explain dlm lecture or lab, suara dia kuat wlupn x gne mikrofon...

5. nadia

• klaka
• kdg2 kalut
• risau bila pk yg abg dia nk kawen (ak pn risau..hehe..)
• mak or ayh dia slalu post buku mse kt bale, almost evry week...tp xtau la klu skrg msih post lg..
• dia, ngn bdk2 uma dia skali, ske sgt cter2 or artis japan...
  

3.setiap blogger mesti menyatakan 10 fakta/hobi diri sendiri sebelum memilih penerima award seterusnye

• suka org yg 1st sekali akn aku bg award ni
  
• like green..very2 much
  
• suka mknn yg pedas2 especially asam pedas ikan parang...delicious..yummy.!!
  
• suka nangis utk release tension or lepas geram
  
• ada allergic contact dermatitis
  
• x b'minat ngn manusia who love to use sarcasm...!!
• lbih suka senyap ble moody coz nk avoid dr mrh manusia yg ada di sekeliling..pliz pay attention on this fact..!!
• bila raya, paling suka muruku
• x prnh miss bli biskut bantal klu balik malaysia
• megi yg paling disukai adalah megi kari...megi lain??? sory la yer...
  

4.Anda perlu memilih 10 penerima award seterusnye dan describe tentang mereka

• dia..ank bongsu yg sgt222 suka men game, n suka habiskan duit bli patung2 apa ntah, fan of chelsea, dia x ske mrh2, x ske cheese, x ske carrot, x terer mkn pedas
  
• farahain..dia garang, tp baik, suka gelak2, her handwriting kemas so suka bce handout dia
  
• piper..dia sengal2 ubi, dia nk pakai high heel tp kna sound ngn mak dia sbb dia dh ckup tggi
• syudud..sbb dia je housemate aku yg ada blog, putih melepak, ada adik kembar yg lg besar dr dia
  
• nadia..dia prnh nazar sumthing yg pelik mse kehilangan dompet kt angsana dulu (ye ke kt angsana??)
  
• noi..dia ank sulong, dia suka kucing, dia seorg yg busy, bertanggungjawab
  
• hadi..dia menyebabkan tersebarkannya virus IDBinlove and westwind..dia student kegemaran utk lecture CHOP
  
• lutfi..our brave leader, pandai bercakap, suka tidur dlm tutor
  
• cici..rajin, ank perempuan tunggal dlm family, cuti aritu g wat facial b4 men bowling, dulu dia basketballer
  
• hani..dia ada adik yg lg tggi n bakal lg tggi dr dia
  

wargh..!!! berjaya jugak siapkan..ssh gak trima award ni kan???

wow NOI!!!

thnx coz still remember the 1st time we met...nothing much to

say, i've became speechless..huhu..

nk nangis pn ada...terharu pn ada..sume2 la pn ada...

i will always remember our friendship till the end of my life

....huhu....

wow...rasa mcm tetiba nk buang blog...

aku rasa tu bkn 1st post aku, but may be bcoz the latest entry is about sensitive issue which is polygamy...i've just give my opinion la...jgn emo2 ok...

by the way, sorry klu ada yg terasa or mrh2...

wargh..!!! pasni nk kna hati2 klu cter isu sensitif ni...hehe....

ok...thank u...

. . . . . .

i love him/her...very very much...

n after a day, a week, a month, a year, a decade...???
i hate him/her....go to hell...what the tut tut tut..

when u decide to love him/her, it means u're ready to be hurt..that's love mean...

for you out there that trying to love someone, pliz do be strong...not every story come to an end with a happy ending, but not all end with sad ending...one day, u'll find a person who love you as much as u love him/her or may be more...

sorry for those "yang terasa"..this is nothing than to remind me...

a year to remember

we can plan what we want to do tomorrow, but can you make it exactly in the way you plan???

yesterday is history,
tomorrow is mystery,
but TODAY is a gift..that is why we called it PRESENT...

....I"M YOURS....

Well, you done done me and you bet I felt it
I tried to be chill but your so hot that I melted
I fell right through the cracks, now I'm tryin to get back
before the cool done run out I'll be givin it my best test
and nothin's gonna stop me but divine intervention
I reckon it's again my turn to win some or learn some

But I won't hesitate no more,
no more, it cannot wait
I'm yours

Well open up your mind and see like me
open up your plans and damn you're free
look into your heart and you'll find love love love love
listen to the music at the moment people dance and sing with me
Were just 1 big family
And it's our godforsaken right to be loved loved loved loved loved

So, i won't hesitate no more,
no more, it cannot wait i'm sure
there's no need to complicate our time is short
this is our fate
I'm yours

Scooch on over closer, dear
And I will nibble your ear

I've been spendin' way too long checkin' my tongue in the mirror
and bendin' over backwards just to try to see it clearer
But my breath fogged up the glass
and so I drew a new face and I laughed
I guess what I'd be sayin' is there ain't no better reason
to rid yourself of vanities and just go with the seasons
it's what we aim to do
our name is our virtue

But I won't hesitate no more,
no more it cannot wait
I'm yours

well open up your mind and see like me
open up your plans and damn you're free
look into your heart and you'll find love love love love
listen to the music of the moment come and dance with me
ah, la one big family
it's your god forsaken right to be loved, loved, loved, loved

open up your mind and see like me
open up your plans and damn you're free
look into your heart and you'll find love love love love
listen to the music of the moment come and dance with me
ah, la happy family
it's our god forsaken right to be loved loved loved loved

it's our god forsaken right to be loved loved loved loved
listen to the music of the moment come and dance with me
ah, la peaceful melodies
it's you god forsaken right to be loved loved loved loved

bioethical and humanism programme...

1. justice
2. autonomy
3. beneficence
4. non-malficence

what are those 4 words above mean??? hmm...no need to explain i think but those 4 are the basic ethical principle in becoming a doctor...my lecturer said, "always remembered that 4 principals"
insyaAllah, i'll remember n practise in when doing my job...

tapi x sah klu lecture x diselangi dgn agenda2 atau isu lain...
1st case for CVS is about Tetralogy of Fallot (TOF) which is a congenital heart defect, meaning occur because of 1 of these 3 factors:

1. genetic
2. environment
3. interaction of genetic and environment

she told bout her experience...
"after i've done the echocardiography, it shows that her child had that kind of disease (if i'm not mistake)...so for the solution, her child need to undergo a surgery...then the mother asked, how much it cost?? then she said, it will cost about 70juta rupiah...then??? what happened?? the mother fainted....huhu...

you know what?? it is difficult to break a bad news...she said there were 7 steps in breaking the bad news...but i don't know how...(hehe..) maybe i'll learn next time...

then doctor advice us, "same goes if you want to find your spouse...there are also 3 principles:

1. genetic (history for any hereditary disease i think)
2. soul (iman, peribadi, perilaku)
3. good job (good economical status, punya pangkat)

BERTUKAR KE BAHASA MELAYU (BAHASA KEBANGGAANKU)!!!!!!!!!!!

saya sebagai wanita hari ini tidak merasakan ciri2 di atas itu terlalu keterlaluan...siapa yang tidak mahu bersuamikan seorang yang sempurna di mata kita...??walaupun manusia memang tiada yang sempurna, tetapi kita hidup seharusnya untuk saling melengkapi....

• andai kata lelaki berpangkat besar, baik keturunannya, tetapi iman di dada tidak cukup kuat untuk membimbing bakal isteri???? bagaimana bisa mencipta keluarga bahagia???
• andai kata beriman, tetapi hanya terlalu berserah kepada Allah supaya diturunkan rezeki dari langit tanpa secebis usaha??? bagaimana mahu menyara keluarga, membesarkan anak2 dan menjaga kebajikan isteri dan keluarga??

kalau lelaki2 di luar sana menganggap wanita2 di zaman sekarang terlalu meminta2, itu terserah...memang diciptakan perempuan itu lemah dan harus ada lelaki untuk melindungi...
TETAPI!!!
tanpa lelaki tidak bermakna wanita itu rapuh...mudah untuk diperkotak-katikkan...

sebelum mengundur diri, fikirkan ayat yang dipetik dari buku motivasi hasil tulisan dr.H.M Tuah Iskandar:

"woman, without her man, is nothing...."

@

"woman, without her, man is nothing..."

melon juice..

"mas, jus melonnya 1 ya...makasih..."

wow!!! am i looked so expert to talk in bahasa indonesia??? 1 of my favourite drink in bandung is melon juice...if i was in malaysia, i prefer carrot susu n lychee..wat a delicious..nyummy..!!

last friday i woke up n feel too lazy to go to the lecture..u know why?? coz from the previous2222 experience, admin aweys cancel the class at last minute...sumtime the doctors themselves never know that they need to give the lecture...how did those people in admin works??????? haiya!!!! do u only
"makan gaji buta"..????

ok,,,forget bout it..wat i'm going to tell actually????
my lecturer said, "don't feel stress with your life..don't be too much stress...n feel free to enjoy your life.." (lbh kurang la mcm tu aytny..)
was she right??? i think so...
from the bottom of my heart, i know that's right..we live once...n we need to enjoy our life...

she said, "your CGPA will be not as good as others if you think it is a must to study, to go to class, but it will be higher if you think it is a need"... that's y she said we need to enjoy our life...no need to push so much effort to get a job with "gaji berjuta2 IDR" if we didn't hepy wif that job...

betol2...x perlu nak keje sampai patah2 tulang semata2 nk jadi kaya-raya...andai diri n keluarga terabai...1 prinsip hidup aku "kita hidup biar sederhana, ada keluarga bahagia, cukup makan pakai, x pyh meminta2 pada org lain...." n i hope i will find that "juice of my life" one day..
insyaAllah..amin...

Jika anda bekerja semata-mata untuk uang, anda tidak akan menjadi kaya kerananya. Tetapi jika anda menyintai pekerjaan yang anda lakukan itu, kejayaan akan menjadi milik anda ~
Ray Kroc (Pengasas McDonalds)