boredom.corner

2012-02-08T01:06:00.002+08:00

why
i
cant
say
NO????

2012-02-03T21:57:00.002+08:00

stress dowh!!!!

kiri nampak org tu.

kanan nampak org ni.

i really cant endure it!

MS vs ms

2012-01-31T15:44:00.003+08:00

jgn poyo sgt boleh?
u were a medical student once.
baru Master Student tapi ckp dh mcm kerek.
ngn ktorg mmg blh ckp cam hebat.
bila specialist tanya, ketar2 gak nk jawab.
dh jawab siap slh lg.
klu korg x bajet terer.
mst ktorg x gelakkan klu korg kna mrh ngn specialist.
tp klu ngn ktorg ckp mcm registrar padahal bru 1st year master.
konfem kena gelak sakan.
sory to say la dr.
ktorg respect korg amek master.
yela, dh ktorg degree pon x lps lg.
but ONCE AGAIN!
sila jangan poyo. terima kasih.

greenlight

2012-01-31T00:19:00.004+08:00

those traffic light.
has 3 different colours.
green. yellow. red.

graduated.
work.
bank accounts has at least 5 digits number not including .00
most important!
fully prepared to become a wife and daughter-in-law.

marriage life

2012-01-31T00:11:00.003+08:00

when u read the title its like i am married.
no! i'm still single.

just when seeing people around me change their title to Puan, i do respect them.
bcoz they already prepare to take responsibility to be a wife.

but!
as usual.
not all women can carry those burden@RESPONSIBILITY!!!!
walaupon dr segi pakaian, u kena jaga.
u also carry ur husband's pride.
anytime. any place.

u'r so different before and after u married.
amazingly surprised!!!!!!

i hope i'm not going to be like that after i married 1 day.

naughty

2012-01-19T20:45:00.002+08:00

lama x stalk org yg tahap stalk cipannnnnzi.
dulu suka usyar dak2 laki.
of course la. kang usyar pompuan pelik la plak.
ak pny taste kena la lelaki yg x bper cerah tp xla gelap sgt.
rmbut bkn yg terpacak2 tanpa pakai gel.
muka comel2 je n cam kacak ckit.
dulu klu stalk tahap curi2 tau no.fon n DOB.
pastu ble result exam kluar, g usyar result dia.
n tgk IC utk tau dia asal mne.
pastu usyar dia ada awek ke blm.
klu dh ada konfem!!! awek dia kena kutuk.
pastu cam sedih gler sbb mamat tu dh ada org lain.
tp still! couple je blm kawen pon.harhar~~
pastu sggup g kafe pada mse yg sama mamat tu suka lepak.
n control ayu dgn bajet gler cam mamat tu akn notice.
even cmtu pon still bahagia.
pastu balik bilik cter kt roommate smbil blushing sndri.
mula stalk2 ni since upper form n klimaks kt matriks.
after that xtvt stalk2 ni dh kurang.
coz since fly g indon x ramai sgt choice.
n of course biasanya budak2 fizik yg dipilih.
skrg pon ada jgak la stalk2.
tp biasa2 sudah.
karang selingkuh la plak.
tp xla smpi tahap sehari x tgk x boleh.
haih~~ ttbe rindu zaman remaja2 dulu.
hmm...skrg dh adult. kena blaja utk setia plak.
haih~~ bosan....hehehehehhehehehehhehehe
selekeh gler cter benda ni.
insaf weyh!!!

...

2012-01-16T22:04:00.003+08:00

nak story.tp mcm buka pekung di dada.
xnak story.tp rasa nk meletup je chest ni.
Allah knows better.NO! Allah knows BEST!
suddenly rasa cam xde kawan kat dunia ni.
salah! actually ada.
tapi cuma x caya dia akan simpan rahsia kalau ak share cter.
sedihnya rasa!!!

2011-12-30T12:24:00.003+08:00

.MEMORY.

.EITHER THEY WERE HAPPY OR FULL OF SORROW.

.THEY WERE PART OF YOUR LIFE.

aigoo!!

2011-12-20T21:25:00.002+08:00

prove me right and they were wrong.
it's more than enough.

miss the old him.

2011-07-14T23:03:00.002+08:00

i miss him.as who he is before.that's all.fullstop.

may i borrow ur shoulder???

2011-07-05T23:57:00.002+08:00

sudden onset of sadness d/t multiple causes.
hmm.....xtau la.tp cam nak nangis je....really i cant focus on my study at all. thought x lama lg ak ada major depressive disorder mcm ni. ak mcm dh fulfill semua criteria je. huh....

hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm................................................
plz wake up honey!

worst day in the 1st week in 4th year

2011-06-10T20:26:00.002+08:00

pagi2 tersentap ble tgk jam kol 8.57 pagi. mcm mne ni????????!!!!!!!!!!!!! ak ada lecture kol 9 pagi. arghhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! stress...nk nangis. klu ak mandi. or at least gosok gigi n basuh muka.then siap2 konfem lmbat smpi. jauh tu nk g department. pasrah. akhirnya ak decide xnk g. sedih....smlm ak dh bce utk lecture arini. ada yg x phm igt nk dgr doctor lecture cmne. sedih. terkilan. mcm nk hentak2 kepala kt dinding. ak x pnh kot nk ponteng lecture. x kisah la ak ready ke x, malas ke rajin ke. akn aku gagahkan gak diri ni utk g. tp aini mmg worst day dlm 1st week psychiatry posting. tertekan. mula bangun smpi kol 10 lbih ak xleh nk duduk ngn aman kt uma. bimbang la x g lecture. tu la farhana, len kali ble pagi2 dh bgun jgn la tdo smle. ni gne selimut babi sbb tu x bgun. sedih sgt2...........

dh la plak....tbe2 paip wat hal. tersumbat lagi. kena kemas lagi ngn bau yg x sedap. eeeeee~~~~~~~~~~~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! rasa klu ada mnusia kt depan aku mmg dh kna maki.

pastu hujan. alamak.perut dh lapar.nk turun bli mknn tp sgt mls coz hujan agak2 lebat. mkn megi je....

then kol 2.30 g lecture utk forensik posting. dh la pilih tempat duduk bwh econ. sejuk x hengat. introduction plak akak yg gedik n mayb ada bipolar disorder yg bagi intro. rimas gler dengar.
then kol 4++ bru stat lecture btol. kol 6.45 kot habis. perut ak dh la lapar nk mati. nk masuk angin dah.

rasa cam busy sgt je 4th year. forensik at least observe 10 n ~4h/postmorterm. adoi~~!! SSM lg. mcm x terkawal je.

adoi~~~ smoga ak dpt wat ngn baik utk 4th year ni. igt farhana nk baiki pointer. nk jd org paling last dipanggil utk grad ke? xnak kan???? jadi blaja la leklok.

blurrrrr....!!!

2011-06-06T13:15:00.003+08:00

kol 8 g dept psychiatry. ok as usual la, 1st day mesti start dgn briefing.

dpt jadual for the whole 8 weeks. tapi!! x phm 1 habuk pon. until now. malas nk phm. harap2 ketua akn sentiasa chain msj utk igtkan aku.

act, i'm not in study mood. masih blur2. ngn buku selai pon tarak. otak mmg dh diformat semula pas reseat aritu. xtau la plak ble nk isi. ak dh spacekan 500GB utk 4th year. cukup ke x ekh? x cukup ak tmbh external. hihi....

ya Allah.bagilah aku kekuatan dan kerajinan.sesungguhnya kemalasan telah menghantui diri ini....tabahlah..~~~

ok.td pnjm buku kt library dh.so no more excusessss utk x study. rajinkanlah diri anda ye farhana ye. sekian~~~

i am just NOT happy.

2011-06-04T18:47:00.005+08:00

alhamdulillah...finally im 4th year UKM medical student. stlh berpenat lelah mengerah segala keringat akhirnya i pass my reseat posting. utk 4th year, my 1st posting is psych --> triad --> exam -->paeds -->ortho. syukur sbb hampir merapatkan jurang utk jd grad.

but im just not happy as others. actually not happy at all. happy 30% or maybe less. and the other 70% or more,,,im SAD.very very SAD. no words can describe how i felt.

org lain dpt result sume happy.
ak nangis dpt result. mcm mse ak tau ak pass ong n surgery. tp bkn la sbb aku hepy sgt2. tp sbb sumone who very close to me didnt make it.

bkn nk over, tp ak rasa tempias jugak.
thats y aku pon x smgt sgt nk nek 4th year. sumone yg u cari utk share everything xde. sumone yg akn temankan u bila u ssh sng xde. when u bored, he the one u seek.

hmm....xtau sbnrnya nk ckp apa. but hope he will be fine. really hope. Allah promises u somthing better..n Allah knows awk boleh trima. bkn dia sahaja, buat kawan2 yg lain jgak, especially yg study sesama mse kte reseat aritu, Allah dh tulis semuanya utk kte. HE knows the best.

n hope sgt Allah bagi aku kekuatan to continue my journey.sape2 yg kata ak over mcm ak yg *ai*, sory coz u r not the one who carry this burden. same goes with me actually. ak cme blh bg advice. tp batu tu bkn hempap ats kepala aku. sakit yg aku rasa x sehebat yg dia n korg rasa.

for those yg officially 4th year MS, jgn lalai plak. kna usaha lg. perjalanan kte pon mayb x semudah yg disangka. to remind me myself also.

berharap sgt2 biar kte semua blh grad. n jd HO --> MO-->registrar --> specialist --> consultant. insyaAllah aminnn...~~

age is not just number

2011-04-07T08:31:00.002+08:00

umur tu cuma sekadar angka.
wah.......ak sokong sgt ayat tu.
tapi....
bila dh terkena kt hidung sndri, mak aih...
terasa babe...
nk kena cari org lagi tua ni..
nk cari yg sebaya tp tua beberapa bulan pon payah gak..
dh aku lahir bulan 2..nk kena cari yg bulan 1 plak..
dush2..susah..
sudah2..
jgn nk bermonolog..
nnt tensyen sndri.

cinta dua benua

2011-04-06T17:36:00.003+08:00

dlm Islam pon dah kata. nk kawen tu cri yg sekufu. meaning setaraf. bkn la nnt jd cinta dua darjat la. ibu mertuaku la.

huh..dush2..
makin lama makin terasa ada gap la plak kan. saya pon xkenal awak sgt. awak pon x kenal saya sgt. wlupun dh bertahun2 kenal. hmm...
again, xtau nk ckp apa. tp dlm dilema la plak skrg ni. huhuhuhu...tolong2..!! spe nk dgr cter aku? huhu...

source : other's blog. :p

pre-? post-?or prolonged MS?

2011-04-06T17:31:00.004+08:00

MS = menstrual syndrome

hmm...dulu ak ada prolonged MS. smpi tercalon jd mrs.emo kt bndung. tp x menang. ada org len yg continuously MS.

makin lama MS aku dh x teruk. biasa2 saje. tp ada org len yg makin teruk. atau sbnrnya ak je yg bru perasan ada org len yg prolonged MS.

ak sbnrnya xtau nk ckp apa. cme jgn nk slahkan hormone semata2. klu kte leh handle, xla smpi prolonged MS. kesian org2 kt sekeliling kita. (sory bee)

hmm...stop talking nonsense.
kecewa. kata nk g bowling. nk g karok. tp x jd pon. adoi~~!! dush2..

yes!! i was addicted.

2011-03-20T14:00:00.009+08:00

ni sume pengaruh dak2 uma aku. biasa la umur meningkat ni, pengaruh rakan sebaya mmg bahaya gler. x kukuh iman, mmg terjebak la. huhu...dan mmg dh terjebak pon.

act, this show started on 2009. but i only watch this show in early 2011. hehe...:)
they are ridiculous. i enjoyed watching them and make me laugh non-stop.

my fevret, sunny, sunkyu, the chicken catcher. she really like someone from the countryside.

KIM TAE WOO
the only guy in this show. actually not. there are 2 other men. handsome and his voice nice. i love his 'love rain'.

KIM TAE WOO + YURI 'SNSD'
look like a couple. blessed them. :) :) :) dunno y, just like them to be together. another pic of them below.

note: sape2 yg ada episode depa yg setrusnya, pass la kt aku eh. :)

merong terbaik!

2011-03-16T23:58:00.004+08:00

thanks syg belanja tgk merong mahawangsa. seriously i enjoyed watching that movie. ada part sedih, gelak2 sakan, serius. sume la.

terbaik la bro2 sekalian. wlupun ada ckit2 part yg cam x logik, biasa la kan. but great job and well done... (dgn harapan KRU baca blog aku)...x rugi sesen pon tgk cter ni. tabik spring la..n merong pon mantap. superb!! apa lg ekh nk puji?? nk tlg promote ni. korg g la tgk eh.

utk director dan pereka filem yg lain, biarla buat cerita 10 tahun sekali yg penting hasilnya TERBAEK!!!! daripada hasilkan filem tiap2 bulan tp hasilnya???? lu ada otak, lu pikir la sendiri...

strength

2011-03-15T21:30:00.004+08:00

emotion instability

2011-03-09T17:10:00.002+08:00

once again, my heart broke into pieces...~~~

dream comes true...

2011-03-07T17:28:00.004+08:00

my first external HD. akan ku jaga dgn baik. cewahhh mewahhh...
habis duitku melayang2...tp aku puas hati!!!

bercita-cita nk beli yg warna hijau. tp u all pon tau klu nk wrna2 ni mahal ckit. jd beli yg xde kaler2 la...putih is nice what....

cita-cita saya

2011-03-03T21:48:00.002+08:00

ada 1 lg benda aku nk beli. iaitu external hard disc. aku dh 15 ratus kali g survey harga since kt bandung. smpi dh kt msia x beli2 jugak. jadi aku berniat la nk beli pas blik dr melaka ni. harap2 kali ni niat aku tercapai. laptop alu pon dh full memory. merah menyala je kan. nk yg bper ratus gig ni? atau nk yg tera? pening nk pk ni..lala..

cokolat celup..celup celup..:)

2011-03-02T23:25:00.004+08:00

ni akak saya bg. sekalian dgn broadband. hadiah befday yg ke-18. hehe....

new bb from my sis!!

2011-03-02T19:34:00.004+08:00

bb is not for blackberry tp broadband. hehe...thnk kakakku sbb sponsor. leh dpt anugerah kakak penyayang ni. lala...

berbelog

2011-02-20T12:04:00.001+08:00

sgt rndu dgn www.secretous.blogspot.com

waaaaaaaa!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! sy ingin berbelog dgn jayanya. tp apakan daya internet xde. tggu aku ada BB (bkn blackberry maupun bluberry tp broadband). masa tu siap la klu ada hal yg ak x suka. konfem jd entry.sbb skrg pon dh terkumpul kt minda aku yg tepu ni dgn benda2 karut aku nk ckp.

sgt rindu dgn blog sndri wlupon xde follower. jd cepat2 la follow aku.

2010-12-23T01:07:00.003+08:00

korang ada terbau benda hangit x? rasa macam hangus je. dah hitam legam sbb tebakar. macam berada dalam microwave pon ada gak ni. pastu tambah la spice of india. jadi la "cikfun hot n spicy!!!"

can u imagine?? balik2 'keje' dgn letih penat tensyen banyak keje kena setel dgn cover bed plus cover patient, kuar dr hospital di bwh cahaya matahari yang terik....jeng2...somebody yg ko nk sgt jumpa bertukar jadi orang yg kalau boleh ko xnak jumpa pon petang tu. tbe2 rasa menyesal sbb balik masa tu. berbasa-basi btol la aku ni. just don want to hurt or blame anybody, hope so. huhu...those yg baca pon stress agaknya coz x paham aku tulis apa. but at least, some of my burden release. :( :( :(

hmm.....bila waktu2 mcm ni terigt lagu fevret 'tak selamanya selingkuh itu indah'. yes! i do trust but there still a little doubt. jahat ke if feeling this way? no, right??? actually i like to kept it myself, but i just can't. huhu...sorry...

syukur

2010-11-16T22:55:00.004+08:00

alhamdulillah....
wlupun result tak sehebat dan segah orang lain ,masih ttp syukur. mungkin dan aku pasti bak ayat dalam blog farah ' Allah menjanjikan yang lebih baik'. terima je apa yang Dia bagi ngn hati terbuka. tu rezeki yang Dia bagi setimpal dgn usaha kita. sebagai pengajaran, jgn anggap sume perkara mudah dan ambil ringan. jgn terlalu letak harapan yg terlalu tinggi, coz ia akan mengecewakan. boleh berharap, tapi berpada-pada.

tipu la klu aku kata aku gembira dgn result aku. jauh kt sudut hati, sedih tu tetap ada. tapi kalau nk diikutkan perasaan, hanyutlah posting2 sem 2 ni...so, PERJUANGAN HARUS DITERUSKAN!!! for those yang doing well and pass, congratulation tapi jgn lalai. teruskan kejayaan korg n jgn lokek ilmu k. then utk those yg ada sangkut ckit2 tu, jgn terlalu down. g la dgr lagu DOWN. best! (hihi.. =.=)

all the best for our next 2 postings. may Allah bless us. insyaAllah amin..~

masam-masam manis

2010-10-27T12:20:00.008+08:00

keychain ni beli masa kt bandung. setengah yang word true tu ada kt aku. yang lagi setengah word love g la cari ekh kt mne. nnt klu korg jumpa aku bagi hadiah. hihi...

ini gambar masa jalan-jalan kt KLCC dgn dia. well, dlm x pandai nak mengayat n x pandai nak berlawak, kadang2 dia ni blh tahan jiwang gak. gambar ni nmpk cam xde pape, tapi ada pape bg aku. jgn la fokus kt bangunan yg menggunung tinggi tu. sila fokus dekat 2 pokok yang cantik lagi berseri-seri serta indah dipandang tu.

mereka berdua ni antara bear kesayangan aku. previous entry pon ak pnh letak gmbr ni. selalu wat teman aku tidur. yela, karang kalau bear x digunakan dikara cam perhiasan plak. kan dh haram hukumnya. x masuk malaikat dlm rumah. :)

actually, ni antara perkara penting yang mengingatkan aku kat dia. pejam celik pejam celik dah 2 tahun ktorg 'kawan' wlupun sbnrnya kawan dh lme. thank you sbb sggup bersabar dgn kerenah n perangai org yg huru hara dan porak peranda ni. n sentiasa percaya kat org. thank you for everything. i will always love you~~ :) :) :)

bye tg.karang

2010-10-13T02:37:00.002+08:00

dh habis posting tg.karang. slmt tggal~~ sayonara dunia hiburan.

salam tg.karang

2010-08-19T21:39:00.002+08:00

ak xde benda pon nk cter. cume JKM quite best setakat ni. bak kata dr.fazilah JKM xde bedside teaching.xde bedside kena mrh. sempoi shj. lecture pon simple. x heavy n x perlu difahamkan smpi pecah kepala.

hmm....x sangka dh 2 hari tg.karang. td dh bg grup utk survey n intervention program. wow!! tbe2 rasa x sabar nk g wat survey. mmg la diorang kata ada yg kena reject bagai. xpe, mse kt ward dlu pon slalu je kena reject. smbil wat survey leh jln2 kampung. tp hope kampung yg btol2 kampung la. dh lama x rasa suasana kampung. hehe~~~~

smlm tido lmbt. bkn setadi. tp tgk film hindustan. SALAM NAMASTE. saya suka saif ali khan. lalalalalalalalala my dil goes hmmm~~~

ok2. cikfun jgn lupa nnt jkm akn bz ngn report n assignment.plus kna bce medicine utk osce, OBA, blabla...jgn berangan byk2. igt mak ngn abah kt uma. daa frenz...pape pon saya x sabar nk blik cuti raya,,,,

cerita berkarat

2010-08-16T12:39:00.003+08:00

mcm klaka.tp ak nk crite ltk number.nmpk cam kemas.mujur x ikut format UKM. :)

tahun ni 1st day puasa kt uma. 3 tahun 1st day puasa kt bandung.sadis..dh 3 tahun x dgr pengumuman puasa kt tv. ...setelah diperkenankan oleh duli......puasa jatuh tanggal....seronok oooo dgr...hihi...
seminggu b4 1st posting habis MARA msukkn duit.tq.so shopping x hengat dunia. duit pon tgl singgit2 je.mujur puasa.kurang ckit kuar duit makan.
jumaat b4 cuti aritu short case. dpt lower limb ngn CVS. actually simple. tp its hard to hear a murmur.
cuti kt uma tv rosak plak.n mak ayah ak agk bz utk g anta tv baiki. tp xpe, adik2 aku je dh wat aku hepy. rndu kt diorg sume. :) :) :)
g bli mcm2 mse cuti. ngn mak aku.ngn adik2 aku. smpi habis duit. n ak g wat spek mata. coz penglihatan dh mula kabur. kurang mkn carrot kot. :)
g 1 kedai. then ada auntie tu kata muka ak cam umor 14. ada org kata sje nk bodek.tp ak still rasa tu ikhlas. hahahahahaha perasan.
then makcik n pakcik ak kata ak obviously dh kurus. wow!! maksudnya ak gemok dulu. hihi...tp ak suka.
balik prisma 15hb. smpi2 je jmpe dia.g bukak pose sme. ni yg aku hot. ak g buka kt pizza. ak last person yg dpt seat.pastu fullhouse. ak kan suka bercakap. mse mkn soup, ak borak2 la ngn dia smbil suap soup. dtg pompuan @ pekerja kt ctu, dia g hangkat mangkuk soup ak. mmg mangkok hayun btol. soup tu ada lg kot. dgn sudu tu msih ada kt tgn aku. mmg terbantut selera aku. rasa nk hangin je. ak mg dh cukup hot. mujur la dia yg dpn ak ni penyabar. ak plak terpaksa ikut sabar. rasa nk hayun je sudu tu kat budak tu. manner pon xde. at least ckp la nk amek ke.tanya dh siap makan ke. awat hang x angkat je piza, air, spageti ke sume yg ada ats meja. bengang btol la aku. huh.
arini dh start JKM. dh knl dh dr.rohaizat tu yg mne. tp ak pny mentor dr.rozhan. ak dpt team kuala selangor. n x sabar nk mkn seafood jeram.haha.
rabu ni g tg.karang. going to miss cheras n some people here especially him n farahain. tp korg pon skrg tgh dlm killer posting which are inMed n O&G, so goodluck!
tu je la nk cerita. duit dh dpt, broadband ttp blm beli. still gne yak piper. hehe..tq piper.
bye. salam ramadhan.

love letter.

2010-08-01T17:55:00.006+08:00

saya dah lama tengok dia.
tapi dia x pernah nampak saya.

saya sentiasa nak dia dekat dengan saya.
tapi dia selalu jauh dari saya.

saya nk dia teman saya setiap masa.
tapi dia sntiasa dengan kawan2 dia.

saya nak capai dia.
tapi dia sntiasa jauh.

saya nak peluk dia.
tapi x boleh.

saya selalu nak menjerit2 supaya dia tau saya nak dia.
tp lidah saya kelu.

tapi akhirnya..
perasaan saya selama ni rupanya berbalas.
saya dah dapat dia....!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

p/s : cayang, TQ... :)

i really miss him 2. :(

2010-07-16T15:01:00.000+08:00

When a GIRL is quiet,
Millions of things are running in her mind

When a GIRL is not arguing,
She is thinking deeply

When a GIRL looks at u with eyes full of
questions,
She is wondering how long you will be
around

When a GIRL answers "i'm fine" after a
few seconds,
She is not at all fine

When a GIRL stares at you,
She is wondering why you are lying

When a GIRL lays on your chest,
She is wishing for you to be hers forever

When a GIRL calls you everyday,
She is seeking for your attention

When a GIRL sms's u everyday,
She wants you to reply at least once

When a GIRL says I love you,
She means it

When a GIRL says that she can't live
without you,
She has made up her mind that you are
her future

When a GIRL says "i miss you",
No one in this world can miss you more
than that.

http://www.boardofwisdom.com/default.asp?start=21&topic=1006

i really miss him. :(

2010-07-16T14:49:00.001+08:00

"Find a guy who calls you beautiful instead of hot, who calls you back when you hang up on him, who will lie under the stars and listen to your heartbeat, or will stay awake just to watch you sleep... wait for the boy who kisses your forehead, who wants to show you off to the world when you are in sweats, who holds your hand in front of his friends, who thinks you' re just as pretty without makeup on. One who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares and how lucky he is to have YOU... The one who turns to his friends and says, "thats her"....

ward dan clinic

2010-06-23T14:41:00.002+08:00

salam
rasanya ni post pertama ak post since aku start posting internal medicine for my 3rd year clinical year. :P :p
overall??? hmm....speechless.no comment.
xtau la nk describe apa.mayb sbb bru pas 3 hari mggu kedua, ak msih nk jinak2 ngn dunia hospital ni.tp ak dpt rasa changes dr 1st week ke 2nd week la.
mse mggu pertama, nk g ward pon mls.nk clerk patient pon nk x nk.dok menumpang org lain je. but now, ak dh leh tegur patient dulu utk nx permission utk diclerk. well, bila dh try sekali n succeed, mula la cam ketagih.hihi...best gak berbual2 ngn patient yg cooperate la.prnh gak ak kna reject ngn patient sbb patient x larat. ada patient plak yg x patience.bkn patient tu mrh2 ke apa, tp patient tu blm smpat tanya dh jawab mcm2.tp xpela, dgr je la.syok gak. sbb patient mostly dh berumur, byk nasihat diorg bagi. :) :)

hmm....next story ni mayb unethical ckit.tp we r in learning process. nk amek blood patient igt sng ke? nk cucuk jarum pny la pyh.utk menembusi kulit tgn kita ni memerlukan kekuatan fizikal utk tolak jarum msuk, dan kekuatan mentally utk tgk patient sakit sbb kna cucuk. :D well,1st practise sesama ktorg.x dpt pon. pastu rasa agk down la. tbe2 rasa cam x layak jd doktor la apa la. but then, 2nd time wat, dpt la amek drh. WOW!!!!!!! rasa bersemangat tbe2. trus rasa cam nk cucuk sume org. hihi..

tapi yg x bestnya.....
bila logbook x dpt lg.dh observe some procedures.dh g workshop 2 kali. dh g teaching several times. but still x dpt nk sign pape pon. d latest news dgr psl logbook, pejabat kata bru print coverpage. ak mle rasa cam nk mencarut. bengang la weyh...dh 2 mggu posting. mcm x wat keje je.print je pon ssh ke...??? ayoyo~~ ni sesi luahkan perasaan. sana cni sma aja. huh~~ kna bersabar la camni..

1 more thing!!! n the most important ONE!
MAJLIS AMANAH RAKYAT @ MARA bila nk masukkan pinjaman student2 bwh tajaan anda ni? kasihanilah kami yg x berapa nk berduit ni. tensi la cmni. haiya!!~!!!!~~!!!!!!! cmni kami nk blaja klu duit xde..?? (alasan semata2) hopefully, duit masuk real SOON.

ok la,setakat ni je kot nk cter. nk cter psl patient xleh. its private n confidential. hehe..daa.

myself

2010-06-04T07:46:00.002+08:00

ada org kata aku garang. actually most of people who knew me kata aku garang. and ada gak org complaint ak garang even dgn pakwe sndri. bkn ak x prnh nk berubah. tapi ni la diri aku. bkn suka2 hati nk mrh. i've tried to control my temper. but it juz didn't work. huh~~ kdg2 ak benci ngn sikap ak cmni. tp xpela, sape nk kwn ngn aku kna prepare mental n fizikal. huhi. for him, sory for scolding u too much (if any and sure there is). sory.sory.sory.

tua or matured?

2010-06-02T12:13:00.002+08:00

mggu mesra dh habis. within that week, a lot of new people i knew. but still can't remember their name except for certain people. hee~~ n of course la, diorg tau ak bdk twinning UKM-UNPAD. n of course again, they know that i am older than them. bila kenal2 tu ada yg tny nk pggil akak ke?? OMG!!! tidak!!! sungguh ku terasa diri ini begitu tua. terasa berlaku inferiority complex d ctu. dh tu je nk bgtw. bye~~ hahahahaha~

sakit rumah

2010-05-30T17:27:00.003+08:00

otak skrg tgh serabut. xtau nk story kt sape. hope ada la somebody yg baca post ni. bajet cam dpt release tension la konon. skrg bz ngn orientasi. actually x la bz sgt. tp ak rasa prisma ngn ppukm mcm jauh. wlupun jln kaki x smpi 15 minit. n ak rasa dh lama sgt duduk kt KL ni wlupun bru smggu. adaptation tu new place, new environment, new people going to kill me!! i hate the ice-breaking thing. nama saya farhana. awak?? huhu~~ tired wif that dialogue. tp xpe, pasni lg byk nama ak kna igt. ward round, clinic lg.
n for all that, i hope that there is always people behind to support me. n i do really222 hope so. as usual la, HOMESICK!!! mcm nk balik uma pon ada. mood study pon blm smpi lg. on off sntiasa. tp xpe, i'm trying to be tougher and stronger. insyaAllah.
xtau la knape, since register kt cni mcm sumthing wrong happened wif me. culture shock? x la gak. dunno y la...n hope it will end real soon.
dgn duit yg xde ni, xleh nk lepak2 or shoppping or men bowling even karaoke utk lps tensyen. n sbb uma skrg ni kt apartment yg kiri kanan atas bwh ada manusia, xleh nk jerit2 nyanyi lagu smbil pakai earphone. huhu~ n ak rasa skrg ak sgt tensyen.!! mayb cuma ak je kot yg tau sbb apa...huhu again~~
skrg ni sdg bertawakal. apa2 posting pon ak terima je. coz nk x nk kte ak lalui gak posting tu. n hope yg terbaik utk aku dan kawan2 aku. pass every exam. amin~~

yank? yang? sayang?

2010-04-24T11:04:00.005+08:00

yank by wali. lagu pembukaan g karaoke smlm. lagu dia sempoi. n ak ulang2 dlm bilik smpi hafal. wali yg aku maksudkan ni bukan wali yg nk nikahkan tu plak tau. ni wali band indonesia. quite famous. lagu2 dia sblm2 ni pon byk yg sdp. contohnya dik.

byk lg band2 indonesia yg best. yg paling ak minat setakat ni KERISPATIH. aku rasa setiap lagu dia sedap. klu dgr lagu2 kt jatos or any others supermarket or shopping mall, ak mst leh detect yg tu lagu kerispatih. mmg best la. klu korg nk dgr g cari srndiri ye lagu2 diorg. tp icak kata vocalist dia kna tgkp sbb amek narkoba cause stress sbb dia tau yg dia akn dibuang dr kerispatih. huh~~ sgguh kecewa. well, pasni mst kerispatih dh x sebest yg skrg. antra lgu yg aku suka aku harus jujur, tak lekang oleh waktu, demi cinta, etc.

ni la KERISPATIH
(source :http://twin88.files.wordpress.com/2009/03/kerispatih.jpg)

mse mula2 dok cni ak menyampah gak ngn artis2 cni. sbb terlalu byk artis. kt tepi2 jalan byk yg ngamen. utk sape2 yg xtau, ngamen tu mcm seorg atau sekumpulan pemuda pemudi ,muda dan tua ,lelaki atau perempuan yg menggunakan kebolehan diorg menyanyi either merdu or x utk nyanyi n mintak duit...klu korg g bandung naik bas or angkot, 4 sure akn ada org2 yg ngamen tu. ak blh je bg, tp dgn syarat tertentu. priority kpd usia. klu dak2 kecik ak bg x kisah la suara sdp ke x. klu dh remaja2 or dewasa yg umur sebaya aku, suara sedap je dpt. hehe...

tp kdg2 kesian tgk yg ngamen. dak2 kecik yg sebaya adik laki pon bernyanyi dgn gitar kecik. ak pernah nangis tgk dak tu. mse tu ak dlm damri (nama bas) nk g bandung. xtau npe. sayu hati aku tgk. sbb ak bayangkan klu adik ak terpaksa cari rezki sndri sedang sepatutnya umur2 cmtu g sekolah utk blaja. korg mayb xde perasaan sbb x nmpk sndri yg mata korg. or aku je yg touching sndri. :(

aku blh accept klu ada lelaki2 dewasa yg ngamen. TAPI.............
bila banci ngamen. ee...nausea, vomiting, headache, increase ICP sume pon blh. bukan nk kutuk, tp sbg perempuan yg bertudung rasa terhina ngn banci2 ni. mne taknya, dh la 'tukar jantina', siap pakai tudung plak tu. dgn badan yg besar mcm kayu balak, kaki tangan besar cam tiang letrik, blh plak pakai cam pompuan then nyanyi2. x leh blah bila diorg ni nyanyi lgu nasyid. disgusting. ak x terniat nk mengutuk, tp kutuk gak la. yg ada siap meraba dak2 lelaki. ak bkn fitnah coz ada member ak kna raba. eeewww~~~ disgusting!!!

well, tu bru psl ngamen. byk lg perkara2 yg 'menarik' or 'menyedihkan' kt indonesia ni. wlupun ramai org kata malaysia dan indonesia mempunyai budaya yg sama, but still kte adalah 2 negara yg berbeza. all for now~~~

fakulti kedokteran,UNPAD.

2010-04-22T15:18:00.005+08:00

bila kenang2 balik kisah2 ak kt bandung ni, rasa sayu plak hati nk tinggalkan. wlu cmne truk pon keadaan org cni, demo sne sini.ngamen.yg mintak sedekah. still,kt BANDUNG atau lebih specific KAMPUS UNPAD JATINANGOR ni la tmpt ak menuntut ilmu. 3 tahun ak mengabdikan diri dgn jadual FK yg berterabur mcm debu2 kna tiup angin. still, FK la tmpt ak belajar. utk kawan2 yg masih berjuang kt FK, UNPAD ni teruskanlah perjuangan korg. perjalanan kita masih jauh. n klu korg rasa FK xde 1 team management yg bagus, pekata korg manage masa korg sendiri utk blaja.

utk dosen2 yg dah ajar aku, THANK YOU...

hari2 yang memenatkan...but finally, i had a really big smile.

2010-04-11T22:04:00.003+08:00

salam.
perjuangku di FK UNPAD, jatinangor bandung akhirnya tamat. for about 3 years berhempas pulas (ye ke??) study, akhirnya ak brjaya gak habiskan theory kt cni. bkn nk riak atau berbangga, jmpe rasa happy akhirnya ak dpt result yg boleh dibanggakan. bkn la smpi dpt 4.0, but still above 3.0. n for a medical student, nk dpt 3.0 tu blh stress yg kronik wooo~~

10/04/2010
ramai member2 dh start blik msia. cuti ngn family diorg kt uma. housemate ak 2 org dh bli. ak blik lmbt lg. sje ngada nk amek paper. kot2 dpt nekkan pointer at least kalahkan dia. cukupla..hihi..sorry la ye kamu, jgn mrh..

skrg ni internet dh xde kt uma. x amek dah. so xleh nk update slalu. n now, sdg berharap ada la junior2 nk bli peti ais, tong gas, mesin basuh, tilam, etc yg ada kt uma tu.klu dpt jual. leh shopping sakan kot..hihi..

ok la. ak dh mls nk taip. n b4 lpe, bru tau dila ada blog. congrates utk kamu. :)
n goodluck for ur coming exam. daa readers~~~

dedicated to all TWP07/08

2010-03-24T18:58:00.002+08:00

And so we talked all night about the rest of our lives
Where we're gonna be when we turn 25
I keep thinking times will never change
Keep on thinking things will always be the same
But when we leave this year we won't be coming back
No more hanging out cause we're on a different track
And if you got something that you need to say
You better say it right now cause you don't have another day
Cause we're moving on and we can't slow down
These memories are playing like a film without sound
And I keep thinking of that night in June
I didn't know much of love
But it came too soon
And there was me and you
And then we got real blue
Stay at home talking on the telephone
And we would get so excitedand we'd get so scared
Laughing at ourselves thinking life's not fair
And this is how it feels

As we go on
We remember
All the times we
Had together
And as our lives change
From whatever
We will still be
Friends Forever

So if we get the big jobs
And we make the big money
When we look back now
Will our jokes still be funny?
Will we still remember everything we learned in school?
Still be trying to break every single rule
Will little brainy Bobby be the stockbroker man?
Can Heather find a job that won't interfere with her tan?
I keep, keep thinking that it's not goodbye
Keep on thinking it's a time to fly
And this is how it feels

La, la, la, la:
Yeah, yeah, yeah
La, la, la, la:
We will still be friends forever

Will we think about tomorrow like we think about now?
Can we survive it out there?
Can we make it somehow?
I guess I thought that this would never end
And suddenly it's like we're women and men
Will the past be a shadow that will follow us 'round?
Will these memories fade when I leave this town
I keep, keep thinking that it's not goodbye
Keep on thinking it's a time to fly

structural oral case analysis @ SOCA

2010-03-18T16:08:00.000+08:00

weyh weyh BPH @ benign prostatic hyperplasia...dgn struggle ak hapal psl prostate, urethra, bladder blabla...

nur farhana bt mahat...
nama ak dah kena pggil. gigil weyh, tercabut skru lutut aku. ok, nme ak no.5 so duduk kt paling blkg skali. teteh pon bg soalan. A 6 years old girl..blabla...teka apa otak aku pikir? knp BPH dlm dak kecik? dan perempuan plak tu. pompuan mne ada prostate. x caya? korg g cek. this girl has been diagnose as having ACUTE DIARRHEA WITH MILD TO MODERATE DEHYDRATION DUE TO SHIGELLA DYSENTRY. tidak!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

baik2 ak hapal prostate pny anat, tuptup kna ckp psl large intestine.
baik2 ak hapal urination, tuptup case defecation. tidak!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

5 minit yg pertama ak sgt blank. cam nk tutup balik pen. nk give up. nk nangis. nk g bilik quarantine bce lg skali. tp mne la blh kan. gila ke apa. well, tarik nafas dlm2. dan aku terigt kt someone yg slalu kata, "jgn stress2, nnt x msuk apa pon." ak pon deep and rapid breathing @ Kusmaul breathing, ak pon tulis la case analysis. blabla...

cukup 30 minit msuk bilik dr.najwa ngn dr.kusman. bentang la. blablabla...hentam keromo je. dot!!!!!!!! cukup 20 minit. tggu kt luar bilik, smntra doktor tggu mrkh. mse ni ak pikir cukupla klu lulus. then, dpt la _ _. alhamdulillah. syukur. wlupun x dpt A, but at least ak pass wlupn presentation teruk. huhu...

tutup cter soca. g tutup mata tido plak. nk rehat smpi esok. b4 kembali struggle utk osce slasa nnt. hope dpt pass sume stesen dgn A. amin..~~

A+T+T+I+T+U+D+E = 100

2010-01-27T19:56:00.003+08:00

salam muhasabah diri.... :( :( :(
ari isnin arity dpt tau roughly psl result sem 5 aritu. doc kata ada bbrpa students dpt 4.0. and average IPK above 3.7. wow!! wonderful result. but still dunno la individual result cmne. but the main point post kali ni bkn psl result. but about TWINNING 07/08 's MANNER.
dak2 kita xde manner. NO MANNER!!! mula2 ak dpt tau doctor ckp cmtu, ak berang gak la. ak tau ak bkn la student yg hebat, mantap, sntiasa dpt best student utk sem. tp at least i still hv respect to all doctors k.
and bila td ada discussion, baru sedar kot...rupanya perangai ktorg mmg teruk. bkn nk memburukkan batch. tp kena sedar la. doctor UKM pn kata, nnt kt msia the most important value is ATTITUDE. pandai la mcm mne pon, klu perangai buruk, sorry la yer. mintak maap byk2. nah tgk antara list2 yg aku dpt :

x bce skill lab manual b4 start skill lab
x wat flip chart utk tutor
dtg kelas lmbt (lbih dr 15 minit)
x dpt jwb soalan
x wat li
tido dlm kelas
x respek member yg tgh prsent li
g kantin masa skill lab berjalan
borak2 kt blkg bila ada org present assignment
x wat assignment
etc. klu ada spe2 nk tmbh sila la yer.

ak tau bkn sume student twp cmni. ada je yg ok, actually bukan ada, but mostly mmg elok je perangai. maybe sbb ada setitik dua nila, tu yg rosak susu sebelanga. bukan mengutuk, tp memperingatkan sesama kita. ak pon pernah je wat antara prkara kt ats tu. so sama2 la kita berubah. nk balik msia dh ni, jgn la smpi dosen2 igt kte sbg student yg bermasalah. ok??? any comment?? suggestion?? huh....

love is not only about feeling

2010-01-07T12:03:00.003+08:00

"mcm mne klu 1 hari nnt org ada sakit or accident, then smpi kena amputation??? dia tinggalkan org x?"
'ak cuma mmpu telan air liur yg penuh ngn enzyme ni.'

can u imagine what answer will come out from my mouth?? huh..that's a big meaningful question. and my answer might be, "yes, i will leave u." i dont think im going to answer, "no, i will never leave u till the end of my breath."

not bcoz im not love him. not bcoz i don't care about him. but love also need me to think about myself. i cannot spend my whole day to take care of him. coz i know, if i stay with him, i hv no gut to leave him alone doing those daily living stuff by himself. but, then i'm not sure i can forget him. mayb u all that read this entry will say that i'm selfish, watsoeva. it just me. and if that thing happen to me which is i'm the one who will be amputated or etc, i will let him go. coz, one day i will know that the "love" is already change into "sympathy". don want that happened. it will hurt u so muchhhhh then.

tapi aku harap dan aku berdoa yg this thing takkan berlaku kt aku. wlupun ak xtau apa yg Allah dh tulis utk masa depan aku, ak cuma mampu berdoa dan harap yang terbaik utk kami.

p/s : mencintai seseorang tak bermakna memiliki dirinya

paper yg bangang!

2010-01-06T12:46:00.000+08:00

xde story pon nk cter. just nk post entry baru. cme nk bgtw semua org aku dh hbs exam. wlupun dua2 paper susah, tp tawakal je. dh try my best. 1st paper susah sbb ak x bce. but at least aku still igt n leh ikot logik akal. push2, perah2 otak msih leh berputar2 cari jwpn. wlupun CHOP psl health promotion xde slide. 2nd paper mmg bengang tahap bangang. ada plak kuar soalan anesthetic. klu 1 je xpe, ni dkt 10 soalan kot psl bnda bodoh tu. xde prnh dgr pon dlm tutorial, xde dlm lecture pon. klu ak ni kaki carut, mmg dh kena carut dh doktor2 yg wat soalan. tp xpe, ak sabar lh, then BHP pn sama. lecture psl ethic utk pediatric and adult GI disease, n psl techno2 dlm GI. tp kluar psl ntah teori manusia2 mne ntah. counselling apa bnda ntah. bangang2222!!! ak mmg tensyen. pas exam patyut relax, kurang dh beban, tp ni dh mcm double burden plak. huhu....sedih sbb soalan mmg xleh nk jawab. we are going to be a GP only. GENERAL PRACTITIONER, not an ANESTHETIST...nnt klu ak nk jd specialist anesthetic, ntah kuar soalan apa la agaknya. berpikir berpikir.. chow~~

woman, with or without her...man should decide.

2010-01-04T11:16:00.002+08:00

If you kiss her, you are not a gentleman
If you don't, you are not a man

If you praise her, she thinks you are lying
If you don't, you are good for nothing

If you agree to all her likes, you are a wimp
If you don't, you are not understanding

If you visit her often, she thinks it is boring
If you don't, she accuses you of double-crossing

If you are well dressed, she says you are a playboy
If you don't, you are a dull boy

If you are jealous, she says it's bad
If you don't, she thinks you do not love her

If you are a minute late, she complains it's hard to wait
If you visit another man, you're not putting in 'quality time'

If you fail to help her in crossing the street, you lack ethics
If you do, she thinks it's just one of men's tactics for seduction

If you stare at another woman, she accuses you of flirting
If she is stared by other men, she says that they are just admiring!

If you talk, she wants you to listen
If you listen, she wants you to talk

in SHORT:
So simple, yet so complex
So weak, yet so powerful
So confusing, yet so desirable

can't live with them..
can't live without them …

source: http://www.englishbaby.com/forum/AskEnglish/thread/310514

movie fever

2010-01-03T20:53:00.004+08:00

salam.ni baru balik dr JATOS. td g mkn paparon. sedapnya chicken mushroom soup. sedap!!! td dok angkot sorg2. on d way nk smpi jatos, terngiang2 grey's anatomy. td tgk season 6A. episod 1 pon x hbs lg. pape pon, ak nk follow smle cter tu. aku stop kt season 4. season 5 x tgk. nnt pas exam nk tgk la. nk list down la movie apa yg aku tgk n suka.

1. HOUSE
skrg dh season 6. ada org kata aku suka cter ni sbb ak bdk medik. maybe tu first reason. sbb lain, ak suka the way dr.gregory house solve those case. with his own style. with his "stone head". dgn doctor2 under diagnostic department yg bijak. mula2 ak x ske sbb dia xde ethic. tp rules is made to be broken ok. so, x kisah la. as long as he can solve the case, then the patient satisfied, those patient will never sue him. i love dr.gregory HOUSE!!

2.GOSSIP GIRL
skrg dh seaseon 3. ni mmg xde kaitan dgn life ak sbg medical student. tp ada kaitan dgn dunia sbnr. how poor people have been tretaed by the rich. how love influence their life. social life in teenage. but i don like the multiple partners. they can get STD or STI easily ok. a love CHUCK BASS and BLAIR. both are very very very very very very sweet couple. i really love them.

3.VAMPIRE'S DIARIES
skrg bru season 1. ak baru je follow cter ni. then cter ni pun still baru. kenapa suka cter ni? sbb vampire dia x putih mcm edward cullen. STEFAN SALVATOR is HOT ok. he have 6 packs yg superb. teruknya aku. haha..n cter ni wat ak rasa best la. heroin pon cute . witch dlm cter ni pon comel. can't wait till next episode.

4.PRISON BREAK
skrg season 4 klu x silap. i'm not sure sbb ak stuck kt season 2. hihi..nnt pas exam kot start nk follow smle. why i love this movie? first of course la hero ensem. his name is MICHAEL SCOFIELD .i love all parts of this story. i like the way he use his little brain to make a biggggggg plan. woman always love bad people. ye ke?? haha. he so macho u know?? sgt creative. sgt bijakkkkkkk...!!!

5.GREY'S ANATOMY
now dah season 6. ak stop kt season 4. diz another medical story. intern's life. resident's life. a lot of obstacle. mistakes. loves. tp cter ni ada yg x elok gak. klu dr.house suka break rules, doctor2 dlm grey's anat suka sex. hmm...tapi, tgk ni amek yg baik je ok. i love DR.SHEPERD.

6. HEROES
cter ni ak TERfollow sbb terikut dia. syok gak tgk cter ni. tapi totally ridiculous kot. x logik. tp klu ak blh pilih nk jd apa dlm watak2 cter ni, i choose to be a "mind reader". ak xnk jd claire bennet yg blh heal. xnk jd peter petrelli yg leh absorb kuasa org lain. dlm cter ni, ak suka NATHAN PETRELLI. x ensem, tapi xtau npe aku suka.

7. CSI (x kisah miami ke, new york, vegas ke)
i love forensic!!. i love investigate. hihi..sbb tu ak suka. aku suka cmne nk solve problem. nk kena pk logic. pk sume kebarangkalian yg ada. wow!! mantap...yg ni x follow. just tgk kt tv je. xpe2, nnt ak beli sume season. wait n see ok.

ok2.skrg dh dekat kol 9 WIB. so nk study PHOP plak. jom~~

PANGANDARAN BEACH - - - - DAY 2

2010-01-01T17:35:00.013+08:00

salam.

seawal jam 8 pg (krg lbh la tu) g cek out. time ni dh siap2 kemas bilik, kemas baju sume. pack msuk dlm beg ltk dlm keta. nk balik. TAPI!!!

sblm balik, g green canyon dulu. rugi klu dh smpi pangandaran ni x g nek boat then capture gmbr. tp malang ckit nsb ktorg sbb pagi tu hujan. so air jd keruh. klu x hijau je. but still ok. nek boat ke green canyon tu 5 org/boat. harga 75000/boat. kat cni, korg leh je main air. tp air terlalu deras smpi korg kena berpaut pd tali. then korg kna byr kot. tapi xtau bper. ak teringin gak nk men. tp sbb dh cun2 pakai jeans, tudung belit2 tercekik leher, mcm xnak la. len kali la yer.

pastu, men flying fox. cuma ak, isma, cici, amin ngn hadi je yg main. syudud x sehat. harga 15000rp/org. tapi rugi sbb xde gmbr. menarik coz ak dh lme x main.

then, bergerak ke batu hiu. kt cni korg akn jumpa batu artificial yg berbentuk hiu atau nme lain ikan yu. kt cni, ktorg jln2 je. amek gmbr. minum air kelapa. hirup udara yg x tau segar ke x. mkn rojak buah. dan etc.

pastu lebih kurang jam 2, bergerak pulang ke jatinangor. ooopss~~ silap, g bandung dulu. singgah kt IP utk dinner. mkn kt rice bowl. total out x igt brape. kami amek paket 6 org. coz syudud x sehat, dia x selera nk mkn.
then balik. odw balik, singgah pertamina jap.g semayang jamak. karang klu dh smpi uma xleh dh nk jamak. smpai uma dlm kol 11 malam. balik dgn x sempat nk kemas. g bilik air, basuh2 muka terus tido.

zzzZZzZzzz~~~

PANGANDARAN BEACH - - - - DAY 1

2010-01-01T02:33:00.025+08:00

salam.

dipendekkan cerita. 28-29 dec 2009 kemarin, kami ber'7 (aku, isma, cici, amin, farah, syudud, hadi) menghabiskan duit bercuti di pantai pangandaran, ciamis. bergerak seawal 2 pagi 28/12 (sepatutnya jam 12 mlm, tp salsabilla mcm tahi, so keta lmbt 2 jam). time ni ak dh nk start hangin dh. tp still ok. n sampai kt mustika ratu (sumthng like chalet) dalam waktu yang dijangkakan. lebih kurang jam 7.30pg. sampai je kt ctu g cek-in. 2 bilik kelas ekonomi. 1 bilik muat 3 org. (utk kami yg pompuan muat 4 org.) harga rp200k/bilik. agak lumayan. tp xde AC.juz fan. tp tu dh cukup sejuk kot. oleh sbb hujan, ktorg stay dlm uma dulu. mkn breakfast yg dimasak sndri dr jatinangor. ada bihun gorng, kuey tiaw grg, roti sardin gulung, puding jagung, puding marble. kenyang~~

pas mkn lepak2.ujan stop lbh krg kol 9.30. then ,men air x hengat dunia. main ombak ala2 surfing (board surf to 5ooorp). g pasir puteh nek boat(klu x silap la nama dia).ktorg amek yg 200k/boat (jln jauh ckit) , then snokelling. utk sewa barang2 snokeling tu 20k tanpa kaki katak.

pastu, naik beca dlm 5 minit (10000rp/beca) g pantai pangandaran timur. kt ctu la ktorg men banana boat. harga 50k/org. ktorg men dgn 3 kali jatuh dlm air. time ni sume rg cuak2. takut x timbul. tapi hakikatnya, sume org tbe2 reti berenang.

then, ktorg balik bilik g amek duit.sbb x cukup duit nk men donut. harga normal 150k/donut. tp sbb td dh men banana boat. dptla diskaun 125k/donut. 1 donut nek 2 org ok.

mlm!!!!!!g mkn seafood. ikan, ketam, sotong, udang, lobster, plus air2 minum yg ktorg pesan. total 505000rp. divide by 7, plus minus 72000rp/org. sungguh lumayan. kenyang perot.

pastu makan durian sat. 2 biji 25000rp. then, g shopping2 ckit.bli souvenir utk diri sndri. ak dpt selai baju. hihi..

pastu?? g nek beskal lak. sewa 10000k/hour/beskal. pusing la mne pon yg korg nk.
then apa lagi?? g balik bilik tido la.

zzzz..~~~

2009...year of freedom

2010-01-01T00:01:00.000+08:00

salam muhibah~
arini dh tahun baru. azam tahun baru?? hmm..as usual la, azam tahun ni adalah utk mencapai azam tahun lepas. azam tahun lepas apa?? ha...azam tahun lepas adalah azam tahun lepasnya yg x tercapai. begitulah seterusnya... :P

actually bkn xde azam baru. azam setiap tahun pn sama. nk jadi seorang anak yg baik, muslimah yg solihah, pelajar yg rajin dan dedikasi. wow!! xnak blaja last minute. xnk asyik burn solat. xnk wat jahat. krenya azam every year adalah utk jadi seorg yg lbh optimis. optimis tu apa? ak men sebut je. hihi..well, every person pn mst ada azam yg baik2. yg positif. tapi xtau la klu ada sape2 yg berazam nk jd perompak ke, pencuri ke, drug addict ke. who knows. tapi hopefully xdela yer.

2009 adalah tahun di mana umur aku bertambah jd 21. apa org kata, 21 thun tu dh dpt kunci kebebasan. hmm, betul kot.tp jgn terlalu bebas. (peringatan utk diri sndri)
sempena tahun 2009 yg bakal melabuhkan tirai, jom kenang2 balik la apa yg kte dh buat n dh capai n apa2 la. mana yg buruk, kte perbaiki. mana yg baik, kte kekalkan.

emo memo

2009-12-16T21:21:00.003+08:00

ok. firstly, this week will be the worst week i've never had here. WORST WEEK. not worst day. starting from sunday till today. schedule packed.
x suka mggu ni. tapi terpaksa bersabar sbb next week dh cuti. and next week lg nk g jln2 meronggeng. can't wait till that date. then on 5th and 6th, midsem exam. wow!! sgguh tidak seronok. yg pntg pape pun, kena juga hadapi minggu ni.

actually, nk say sorry kt tutor 2 cause i'm kind of moody for this whole week. so sorry cause x dpt nk handle discussion dgn elok. sorry. but td mkn2 seronok. tp sbb ak mengalami sakit perut yg agak teruk, smpi tekak aku loya gler nk mati. makan pun agak ckit (byk gak sbnrnya..hehe,,)

ak x ske jalan sorg2!!! tbe2 je kan?? tapi ak mmg x suka jalan sorg2. pergi makan sorg2. pergi mana2 la sorg. xtau kenapa. pd korg aku bkn independent person. but that's me. x kisah la korg nk cop aku apa pun. ak cme x ske jln sorg2. 1 sbb adalah takut. 1 sbb lg ak akn ctrl cun dgn memasamkan muka aku yg mmg dh masam mcm cuka ni. adoi cik~~~ tp aku ttp jln sorg2 gak. bukan mati pon g mne2 sorg2 kan?? normal la babe.

cepat2 siapkan slide. baca LI. pastu leh tido b4 sakit perut menerukkan hari yg agak teruk ni. bla!!

RSHS --> Rumah Sakit Hasan Sadikin

2009-12-15T18:24:00.009+08:00

wake up at 4a.m. done my LI, anatomy and histology of breast. still not finish yet coz my laptop hanged. ****. then t8 a shower , clear my room, ready for the extramura and blablablabla.

tired deh. arrived at RSHS at 9 sumthing. n then still wait for for Dr.Diki (if not mistake la ejaan) for several minutes.gue kecapekan deh. penantian kami berbaloi-baloi. having a little conversation with him. talk and talk and talk. about bioethic in pediatric GI surgery. nice department. *my dream to be a pediatrician* tp mcm susah je. he talked about one interseting case:

a 9 years old boy diagnosed as having a tumor at his retroperitoneal abdominal cavity. and when surgery is done, the tumor is like a fetus. which is we called it as fetus-in-fetu. that tumor have a sheet of brain. but without lungs and heart.

another interesting case:

a 7 years old girl diagnosed as having renal tumor. 5 years ago underwent surgery to remove the tumor. but 3 years after surgery, come again . and when biopsy is done, there are tumor at palm and axillary due to previous tumor metastasis. need to undergo surgery once again. she already done the axilary tumor removal. but need to postpone to amputate her arm bcoz excessive bleeding. sedih tgk dak tu. her father already know that the prognosis is poor or even worse. but still want to do the surgery, so his girl can still play with her friends and do the daily activity. and now, the doctor suspect that her lung also have that metastasis cancer cell.

next department we go is the surgery for GI with dr.maman. still best eventhough we can only have 3 steps into the surgery room, which is to non-sterile area. hehe..

well, today's extramural quite best. but tired. tired. tired. tired. tired. tired. tired.

men and women have more than 78 different genes

2009-12-13T15:44:00.009+08:00

so, in the mood of forcing myself study and done the summary for case 6, still got time to surf the internet. lala~ some of my girlfriends in the mood of "men from mars and women from venus". coz i dunno where to buy that book, i'm just surfing the internet to look for the different between man and woman. and i found a web http://news.bbc.co.uk/2/hi/uk_news/3002946.stm. guys, just look the list if u're interested ok.. can u imagine that both gender have about 78 different genes?? but they can still live together in this EARTH.

wow!!! incredible hulk. :p

my pleasure to list some of them that i'm sure enough they are true.

Men cannot watch sports and talk to their wives at the same time.
If a man knows an acquaintance has given birth to a baby, he will remember the sex and name - if you are lucky. If a woman is told about a birth, she will remember names (first and middle), weight, time, how long the labour took and whether medical intervention was required.
Women know that washing machines have programmes for every kind of fabric, colour and quantity and use them appropriately. Men will put a months supply of laundry through the 40 degree cycle (safest guess), regardless of any other detail.
Men look at going down the gym as a physical activity, to women it is a social event.
Men have a gene which enables them to answer any question, no matter how complex or important, with Mmm.
Men have the ability to make a la, la, la, not listening face.
Men can watch an entire film without having to ask who is that, what does he do?
Men use I or me when they should use we or us. Women use we or us when they should use I or me.
If you told a woman that you had just returned from a trip to the surface of the Moon, she would show her interest by asking who you had gone with.
Men speak in sentences. Women speak in paragraphs.
Women have a built in calendar gene - we remember birthdays, anniversaries and appointments effortlessly.
Women put things on the bottom stair to take up next time she has to go upstairs. Men just step over them until told to pick them up

well. just for nice to know things. :D

ketagihan baru

2009-12-11T00:49:00.003+08:00

aerobic!!! yee haa~~

now, i've got new thing to do.not everyday. but some days in a week. lala. just to maintain my body weight and build the 6 packs. wakakah. n also to maintain my healthy. n when i do so, i didnt wasting my time by only sleep sleep and sleep. (mcm jwb soalan UPSR je)

some of my friends segan bila ada boys tau g aerobik.but now, most of them dah tau. wat xtau je la. bkn g merompak bank pn. g bersenam je pun. bersenam kan bagus. klu ada sape2 yg mengutuk sbb g bersenam, diorg tu yg TAK BIJAK sbb xtau nk amalkan cara hidup sehat. so, berusahalah utk trus bersenam. n jgn la plak cuma hangat2 taik ayam je. nk kurus, nk sihat kna sabar beb.

aritu anim marah (actually bkn la mrh). ak kata la ak gemok. then anim kata ak ada PERSONALITY DISORDER. sbb diorg ramai kata ak dh kurus. x mcm dulu2 mse dok kt bale. maybe kot. berat ak pon dh trun lbih dr 5 kg. berat ak prnh smpi 5*kg. wow!! beratnya saya dulu.

mayb sbb dok mulana ni, byk jalan kuar msuk, mendaki bukit yg landai utk smpi kt tepi jalan. n dr gerbang nk ke FK pn kna jln kaki. klu g JATOS plak pusing2 smpi berkali2. baik2 kenyang trus lapar balik. n lg 1 sbb mayb ak stress kot. so, i'm losing weight. GREAT!!

sbnrnya ak x berniat pn nk post story ni. td ak g gatal sgt mnum nescafe, igt nk stay up. tp tbe2 ak hbs study awal. nk study byk2 bkn larat pon. then, kol 10 nk tdo. smpi kol 12 pn x tdo lg. huhu...kesimpulannya??? jgn mnum nescafe. korg akn pening, xleh tdo n korg akn kehilangan berat badan.

btol kata hanim

2009-12-08T17:42:00.004+08:00

td ptg b4 start discussion BHP. as usual, kami akn bincang psl hal lain yg lbh berkaitan psl LIFE ktorg. n mostly is about LOVE.

borak22222...then hanim kata sesuatu yg kurang lebih mknanya cmni, "biasa org klu putus slalu sbb diorg bkn sbb ada org lain. (org ke-3)"

ak totally bangkang. sbb ak kata, biasa mst ada org ke-3. sbb tu pas putus mst org tu akn cepat2 ada bf/gf baru. (sbb prnh berlaku kt aku....hihi..:D)

tbe2 dh smpi rumah ni. terpikir plak. btol kata hanim.

klu korg cukup hebat utk jaga pakwe korg, mst dia xkan cari org lain
klu korg cukup memahami, mst dia xkan cari org lain
klu korg cukup jujur, mst dia xkan cari org lain
klu korg cukup pandai, mst dia xkan cari org lain
klu korg cukup matang, mst dia xkan cari org lain

pathophysio lbh kurang gtu r....ble korg suka sama suka --> declare --> berborak2, berkongsi cerita --> korg tau ada persamaan dan perbezaan --> bila masa berlalu --> sorg start cemburu buta, tipu sana sini, pemalas, perangai macam bdk2 kecik, merajuk sne cni, etc --> boring --> look for sumone else yg leh cter mslh --> break --> couple ngn org lain

wow!!! hebat x? so kesimpulan di cni, klu ada antra korg yg clash konon sbb org ke-3, forget it. korg g depan cermin, muhasabah diri. mst korg akan sedar korg sbnr yg silap. n let him/her go. n anggap dia sbnrnya bkn utk korg. FINISH!!~~

musim @ season

2009-12-08T17:20:00.003+08:00

namun aku tahu
musim kan berganti
kini musim putus
mungkin besok musim jadian

sape prnh dgr lagu 'musim putus' by melly goeslow. tu ost cter chika. tp tu psl musim putus cinta. tp korg jgn xtau. bkn cinta je ada musim putus. kawan pun ada musim putus gak. tp mgkin x declare mcm clash la. nk list ckit apa beza cinta n kawan dlm part declare2 ni.

klu korg suka kt somebody n nk declare, mst korg akan approach minah/mamat tu. then tny, "awk nk jd gf/bf sy x?" sumthng like that la.
but then ble korg dh start benci 1 sama lain, ble nk declare korg clash pn mst akn ckp, "sorry, kte clash je la. sy dh x rasa yg kte serasi." blablabla.

but klu dlm persahabatan plak.

ada ke korg nk bila korg berkawan korg dgn skema mnx permission. "nama saya farhana. jom kte jd kawan." mcm pelik je. paling2 pn knl nama then trus jd kawan. but still mayb ada yg kt luar sne mnx permission.
ble tbe2 korg gado, ada kr korg kata, "aku dh xnk kawan ngn ko." "kte putus kawan" tp akn tbe2 ko ngn kawan baik ko akan jd renggang scr tbe2 bcoz of UNKNOWN REASON.

bkn la ak nk kata apa. ak pn prnh alami gak. n bnda ni sume mula menghantui life aku since matrik. ak tau ak bkn perfect person. bukan seorg kawan yg baik. tp ak heran sbb org kata "once you become a friend, it's always be." n benda ni bkn berlaku kt aku je. but still member2 ak pn prnh rasa. so, nmpk mcm mslh kecik. but it's actually a GIANT MATTER. huhu :(

don wanna blame others but me. maybe ak bkn kawan yg terbaik buat sape2 kt luar sne, but i'm still a learner to live in this "temporary" life.

ngarut2..

2009-12-08T07:03:00.003+08:00

dlm pd org len sibok2 nk g kelas. ak plak xnk ntah pape plak g tukar layout blog aku. xla comel sgt pn.tp sbb dh boring ngn layout lme.pilih la dgn sepantas kilat layout baru. so hasilnya?? ak akn lmbt g kls. sbb pas tukar layout, post bnda ni plak. ngarut sgguh la. hahahaha..

so today adalah ari selasa. kls start jam 7, n ikut jadual habis dlm kol 3 lbh. tp slalu jadual x prnh nk btol. kls cancel sne cni. so ak dgn rajin akn bwk buku anatmony moore yg berat nk mati tu sbb nk wat time ada mse2 free. kdg2 time lecture pn ak akn wat keje sndri then copy lecture note so bce kmdian. sbb smlm ak tido je pas aerobik, ak x dpt nk siapkan li utk dibagi kt group aku. sory frens. coz mggu ni ngn dr.I**. so diz week will be a stress week AGAIN.. lala..nk g siap2. nnt lmbt. daa~~

trust and honesty

2009-12-06T13:36:00.003+08:00

salam...
aritu kuar ngn member2 pompuan ak. farah, piper, ecah, niza ngn anim. g mkn ikan bakar. ikan ayam 2, ikan sblh 2, n x lupa sotong 2. total out lbh krg 200,000rp. wow!! sory la sbb sy mmg x mmpu nk mkn byk2 mcm dlu. perut dh mengecut la kot. huhu..~ well pastu g mkn eskrem. diorg ada yg bli cornetto, eskrem rainbow, eskrem wrna ungu yg comel tp kurang sedap (farah kata). then, g tgk wyg cter 2012. ak rse syok gler. 1st sbb dh lme hang out ngn dak2 pompuan shj. 2nd, ak ada probs ckit ngn bf ak, so dpt la release tension. 3rd, sbb ak rse best. lala~~ actually niza yg nk mkn ikan bakar. dkt 2 mggu postponed. niza kn PM, so bz memanjang. hee~~

well,life is all about love. tp love di cni x bermkna antra couple shj. ngn mak ayh korg, family, kwn2 pn still "love" gak. kan2?? mmg sayang r korg sume.

dan dlm stiap hubungan pn mst kna ada basic which are TRUST and BEING HONEST. bkn nk kata ak baik. tp ak pyh nk bohong. x kisah ngn spe2 pn. n klu ak bohong, mst korg leh tau. ngn mak ayh lg la konfem ak x reti bohong. klu mak ayh aku tny pape, better for me to keep my mouth shut then to tell the lie.

n...
once ak berkata2 benar, pliz do trust me. cbe bayangkan 1 day ko g kuar makan ngn member2 PEREMPUAN shj. then, balak ko call. tny dh balik ke blm. ko pn kata la on the way (sbb msih dlm angkot). tp balak ko x caya, smpi call byk kali. as a woman, ak rasa bengang la weyh sbb dia x caya aku. maybe kali prtama or 2n time call ak leh accept lg klu x caya. tp klu dh beribu2 kali call still x caya?? gmana atuh.??

utk lelaki2 dan perempuan di luar sne. klu korg rasa xleh nk percaya dan berlaku jujur, xyah la nk ngada2 ada balak or awek skalipun. kt cni, LELAKI dan PEREMPUAN sme je sbnrnya. n sometimes, be single is better than having relationship. TRUST ME!!

p/s: cter ni xde kaitan ngn KITA pn tau. :p

sakit

2009-11-29T09:18:00.003+08:00

dh bper lme dh ak postponed wat summary case..aduh..next week dh start kot study group.. totally out of mood..dh la bru pas prg dunia yg ke 19 ratus...*hee*..
mlm td tbe ak sakit kepala tahap tibe2 ak rse cam nk blank je..tbe2 gelap, tp blm smpi tahap pengsan la yer..but cuak..coz takut ada sakit2 yg kronik. ak ni dh la penakut n pemalas nk g klinik. ak lg suka bed rest utk apa pn jenis penyakit yg ak ada..gimana atuh?? bakal doktor pn xnk g klinik, patient lg la..hoho..well, mmg ak nangis la smlm sbb takut sgt. ak pn cam kerap gak sakit2 kepala. tulun2!!

befday : reply tag farahain

2009-11-23T06:06:00.004+08:00

so b4 i start to story bout my best befday ever..nk ckp dulu, "ak x sangka farah igt lg 1st time smbut befday dia kt cni,,mse tu dh lewat bbrp hari gak la. mst ko x expect ada org msih nk smbut befday ko. ak ada gmbr ak gelak nk mati mlm tu. dgn tudung ko yg basah kuyup. mmg klu tbe2 ada datok mlm tu kna reject awal2 dh kte ber'5. dgn gelak mcm 1 jatinangor leh dgr. (cam tipu je)"

STOP!!!!!!! tu sbnrnya nk komen kt farah..tp xpela, sekalian aja post dlm blog, paket hemat..:D

yg ak nk cter ni xtaula best befday ever or watever. tp ak mmg igt smpi skrg.

mse tu befday ak kt matrik. n kt matrik ak ada 3 roommates yg sememangnya takut ngn kegarangan aku wlupun mereka ada yg lg besar dr aku (sowie klu anda terbaca blog sy ni). ak hari2 kelas start kol 7, n akan pulang kol 4. n ble dh pulang kol 4 tu, sure r tdo dulu sblm tggu asar. ak tido n mse tu bgun agk lmbt. so ak dgn kalut nk g smyg, buka la kain (oops, pliz do not notice that...*wink*). but still wearing my bju kurung ok..ak g la amek smyg dgn kalutnya..

tup2, smpi dpn pntu bilik, ak kna kunci dr luar. ak ble bru bgun tdo meaning there's no time for joking ok. ak akn berada dlm keadaan xde mood sbb mcm mamai. ak ketuk pintu bagai nk rak. jerit2 nme roommate ak. ak cakapla cepat. ak nk smyg lg. apa kejadahnya nk kunci ak. ak hangin2 then diorg buka pintu, trus je nyanyi smbil pgg kek.

huhu..ak mse tu mmg malu la sbb ak mrh2 rupa2nya diorg prepare birthday aku. ble dh hbs celebrate, syafa (one of my roommate) cter yg diorg sume mmg takut sgt nk buka pintu ble ak dh ngamuk2 tu..sorry guys, x tau pn..ak nk smyg mse tu..still smpi skrg ak igt n ada gmbr kek n kami mse celebrate tu..but xleh nk upload here, -bahaya!!!-

well farah,
mmg btol pn apa ko kata. birthday or wateva la, x perlu sbnrnya nk sambut grand2, kek smpi kna tempah 2,3 hari awal, hadiah 15 bulan b4 befday dh kna pk. cukupla ada besfren n spe2 extra tambahan. n lg best klu ada family. mst syok beb!!!

tapi sbnrnya, sume befday ak best. member2 celebrate. karang klu ak cter sume, x cukup space plak. ok??

GIS after 3 weeks

2009-11-21T06:43:00.002+08:00

yg di sana..yg tudung ungu..pliz explain about pathogenesis of H.pylori..
kamu, pliz explain about histology of pylorus (part of stomach)..
yg 2 dr hanim, terangkan blood supply of the liver..

3 weeks in a row, i've been pointed by dr.nova, dr.cut and dr.nova again to present those assignment...ok, fine...4 the 1st 2 weeks, i can answer those Q..but not for the 3rd time..n then, when i can't tell the answer...feel down gler..huhu..

malas nk study GIS!!! tulun2!!! ada kaitan x x dpt jwb ngn mls nk study???
sepatutnya x dpt jwb trus study...apala ak ni...yg pntg ak mmg sgt mls nk study GIS..dh la 1 case tutorial, x nk ada 3,4,5,6 dsz plak...ssh x hengat~~ hoho..

a four letters word

2009-11-14T00:20:00.007+08:00

for everything i have done...SORRY~~
i did know i hurt u much..
put u in too much trouble..
no other word i can say except SORRY..
i know u hate that word,,,but i'm still SORRY..

alone

2009-11-06T17:23:00.002+08:00

td habis tutorial lewat la gak...dlm 3.35 or 3.45 ptg..so balik la sorg td..mula2 g kuar duit...pastu g kedai stationary sblh mulia abadi nk bli ink printer...but b4 tu g alfamart, igt nk bli telor tp kecewa sbb alfamart dh xde jual telor la skrg...postponed lg niat ak nk mkn megi..wargh!!! sy sgt lapar skrg ni..huhu..

dipendekkan cter, ak pn nek la angkot nk blik mulana..ak dok kt row pintu hujung skali dkt ngn tingkap blkg..korg dpt byaangkan x?? dlm angkot tu mle2 ramai org...tbe2 ada sorg laki naik..mula2 dok blkg driver...then, ble ramai dh turun, tggl la aku sorg, n sblh ak ada ruang kosong..tbe2 lelaki 'X' tu beralih duduk sblh aku..huhu..ak mle2 cool je..tbe2 dia kata, "neng, ada 2000rp ga??" ak trus rasa cam nak nangis..ak rasa perjalanan nk smpi mulana td sgt la jauh...huhu...time ni la tbe2 keberanian aku merundum jatuh..tidak!!! maybe pd korg tu biasa kot, tp klu korg tgk the way mamat tu dress, muka comot, seram la...huhu..

sumpah!! ak cuak gler...ble dh smpi mulana cepat2 ak ckp kiri, then angkot blm stop ak dh gerak nk turun..habis terhantuk bumbung angkot..tp ak x kre, ak seram..yg pnting ak trun cepat2..

tp mamat tu dgn peliknya, pas ak ckp kiri pn msih sbok nk duit lg..mcm tau2 je ak bru pas cocok duit..tp ak still x bg..nk tgk muka mamat tu pn takut..yg peliknya, dlm byk2 manusia dlm angkot tu, aku gak yg dia minx duit..padahal ada je lelaki lain dlm tu...seram!!!

xnak la balik sorg2 lagi...nak nangis takut!!!~

cutiku cutimu jua

2009-11-06T00:30:00.003+08:00

syukur internet dh laju ckit dr siput..upgrade dr siput babi ke siput sedut..hee~~
actually ak habis wat li dlm kol 9.30 kot..siap je trus je tgk cd..'august rush'..yela, sementara dia bg pnjm laptop, nnt kempunan plak nk tgk cd..hihi..TQ..

sape2 yg belom tgk august rush, g la bli CD kt kedai pindahan jatos yg kt gerbang UNPAD tu ye..drpd 10, ak bg 8 1/2 markah..cter dia best, sbb mcm best..n x boring wlu agak slow..n bapak august rush @ evan taylor tu mcm ensem..hehe..moh la tgk cter tu yer..

back to main point......lala~

so, dr 25/10-1/11 ak kembali ke rumahku yg tercinta utk bersama2 dgn keluarga kesayanganku...wargh!!! seronoknya perasaan tu..tp cuti kali ni quite x best sbb mak aku bz sgt..dok g rewang kt uma jiran..sbb ank jiran ak nk kawen..adoi~~ n adik aku yg pompuan tu x balik coz bz sbb nk exam..dudukla ak kt uma bertemankan TV dan makanan2 yg enak..hihi..

ak plak jd babysitter kt uma kna jga my lil bro..fuh..nseb bek x meragam..ala, rndu fakhrul lg la..cmne ni?? nk balik!!! tidak!!! ok farhana!! stop it!! enuf!!

ak keluar bandar g summit parade kebanggaan aku ngn adik ak yg drjh 2...ak nk bli mcm2..yg ak dok pintar lg bijaksana lg adil ni pergi tny pendapat adik aku.. "woh, kak na nk bli kasut ke baju??" "woh, beg ni ngn beg tu mne cantik??" "baju ni pn cantik gak kan??"
adik ak dgn gigi kapak 2 btg tersengih2 mls nk lyn aku..mne la bdk kecik setahun jagung tu tau..igt bdk tu dh 21 tahun ke?? adoi ak ni,,,

tp yg penting ak dpt mkn cheezy wedges...sedap!! enak!! berkrim!! disukai ramai!! nk lagi!! xpe2, tggu tahun dpn..npela KFC kt indonesia ni xde wedges, yg ada nasi nasi nasi dan nasi..x mesra alam lgsung..

dok uma, ak mkn, tdo, mandi, tdo, tgk tv, makan, makan, makan, tido, bangun, makan lagi, makan lagi, mesej 2-3 ayat, makan lagi, tgk tv, makan, makan,,,,,dan MAKAN!! kenyangnya rasa...haha..

syok gak la dok uma walau x g mne2..:P :P :P

dah2..smpi mse nk tdo..perut mle lapar, jd utk elak gastric juice kuar dr perot, better for me to sleep...(PENUTUP YG BERILMIAH) sbb klu teman2 nk tau, when we think about food, it will induce our stomach to secrete acid..bahaya2..nnt leh kna ulcer..jadi??? mari tdo..zzzzZzzz..

1 stesen to go~~!! dush2x..

2009-10-22T19:24:00.004+08:00

wargh!!! harapanku hancur lebur bila tgk result osce..hmm, nmpknya ak kna tmbh usaha utk lepas sume stesen..mungkin blm rezki ak lg utk tergolong dlm org2 yg pass osce tanpa remedial..

but ak puas hati dgn keputusan ak..dh ak pn bkn blaja sgt psl ECG..dat's why la failed stesen tu..but it's ok..ak akn usaha lg..

chang!!! ak pening kepala..n sedih gak sbnrnya..cuma ak xnk terikut2 sgt perasaan sedih ni..bkn sbb failed osce sbb ak dh bajet gak mst akn failed gak wlupn 1..tp ada sbb len...huhu...

mnekah???
apakah???

evrything's is not the same anymore...time is running, n people change..d only thing that play around in my mind is just my family..i want 2 go home..now!!! huhu..

nk gak cter psl soca~~

2009-10-20T22:32:00.002+08:00

dot!!! (bkn DOTS management TB tau!!) tu bunyi loceng mse soca..klu dlu aku cme dgr bunyi tu tiap 10 minit selama 2-3 jam..n aku akn dgr lg bunyi dot!!! tu khamis nnt...
ak ada mission utk complete A utk sume stesen osce nnt...ak hrp sgt...tp cme berharap nk watpe.. tgk je la skrg ni, HT ada melambak2 nk bce, ECG lg, PE lg, apa2 ntah lg tp smpt men facebook, update blog, ym lg..berangan2, nyanyi2, sedih2, nangis2, gelak2, marah2, hangin2,,, adoi, tu la dia aku..study klu bkn last minute x sah...smpi ble la nk berubah,,study last minit tu dh la leh simpan short term je..patutla byk bnda ak blaja dh lupa..huhu..

td soca??? expected case la, same like our senior last year..got case about COPD, but only COPD not until dvlop its complication --> cor pulmonale...that case about blablablabla...nk tau g la cari sndri...i'm not good enough at that case...prognose patient pn salah..apa la..

tp byk gak kot peristiwa klaka present td...
1. as i mentioned earlier, prognosis slh...COPD xkan good prognosis sbb COPD is IRREVERSIBLE dsz...so how come dia leh ada good prognosis??? ayoyo..

2. nme pn menghafal pathophysio, so hbs sume s&s ak state dlm patofisio...tbe2 ak explain psl clubbing finger...n then pastu bru sedar yg patient tu xde clubbing finger...aku dgn sepantas kilat ckp kt doktor, "eh?? patient ni no clubbing"

3. doc kata BHP ak ga nyambung ngn case..haha...ak dgr time tu nk gelak (tp x mmpu gelak sbb mmg pk failed la..huhu..)

tp ada gak perkara menusuk kalbu
1. doc said i'm presented not systematically (ye kot sbb ak terang management dulu bru patho)

2.i should not read the case but interprete the case (yg ni ak x phm, klu x bce case cmne nk interprete??? nnt ak pk...)

3. ak x complete explain psl histo...haha...

but, overall my result still ok...under expectation..x brani nk target tggi2 sbb takut kecewa coz i know myself..i'm not good enough to talk in public (wlupun examiner cme 2 org) but, hopefully MDE can help me to get GPA above 3.0...God, help me and us..amin..

awak currrr eh??? huhu..~~

2009-10-16T09:47:00.003+08:00

arini bangun lewat gak la...kol 7...td pas Subuh tdo balik smle...hoho..klu la ak nk kawen ngn Azam dlm KCB, mst dh kna reject awal2 sbb mak Azam x suka perempuan yg ada kebiasaan tdo pas Subuh...sbb makcik tu kata pas Subuh la pintu rezki terbuka...n aku sbnrnya dh tau lme bnda tu..tp ttp tdo...dgn selimut kulit babi?? pnjg tol intro aku....promo2 KCB, ak kecewa sbb KCB dh hbs kt wayang..bru nk tgk lg skali pas exam nnt...hee..:D

tgh2 study psl CROUP, tbe2 ak cam rindu gler kt seseorang...tp jeng2XXXX, bukan dia la...mati ak klu dia bce post ni...tp xpela, paling2 pn dia x ckp ngn ak 2-3-4-5 hari je...hehe...

bkn la aku rndu smpi nk call2 mamat tu, mesej2 mamat tu, cme nk ym je...haha...cme cam teringt kt dia je..sbb dulu ak admire dia...prnh la dulu calling2, mesej2, kenyit2 mata, rindu2, sayang2 (eh, mcm xde je...ngeh2x)..tp tu sume dulu la..klu tbe2 bdk tu bce blog aku, mst dia dh perasan2 tahap tapir+tenuk=tanuk...

ak rasa dia la lelaki last ak admire...(dia jgn jeles yer...diz writing juz for fun je)..tipu la klu pompuan2 kt luar sne xprnh admire kt sape2...tipooooooooooooo!!!

nk list!!!~~~
1. mse ak djh.6 ak admire bdk dlm team koir ktorg..so, tgh praktis2 nyanyi smpat lg skodeng2..

2. akhir2 tahun b4 msuk form.1, ak minat jiran aku yg berlagak tahap nk mati (GCS = 5)

3. ak minat classmate balak aku..gimana tuh?? haha...mmg minat tahap baboon la kt mamat tu...sggup cri no tepon lg...n ak dpt gak no.fon bdk tu, but i'm not too desperate that time, so ak x call la...buang karen jew..n adik aku tau yg bdk bdk tu suka kat aku gak, tp x ckp sbb aku dh ada pakwe mse tu...kejam la adik aku ni..

4.ak dh putus ngn pakwe ak sbb ak dh bosan...hee...then ak teruskan perjuangan aku meminati bdk yg aku state kt no.3....haha

5. ak dh start minat ****...minat2 gitu je...sbb time tu ak mmg angau gler ngn pakwe ak yg kononnya ensem nk rak tu...huh...playboy, biasala...

6. ak minat **** lagi...

7. **** msih diminati...

then smpi la aku tau yg dia sbnrnya dah ada awek...mse tu mmg ak nangis gak la, sbb dia tipu ak...dia kata dia xde awek...kuang aja punya mamat...tp lek2 sudey...ak cuma admire je...tp frust la ckit..mse tu mmg bengkek la...ak nk rak minat dia, dia leh lak tipu ak...

but now??? ak ngn dia kwn je cukupla..sbb ak dh ada org lain skrg...n nk cuci2 mata pn mcm x seronok...(tp cuci mata gak, wlupn dia ada kt sblh...haha)...ak ngn **** still kwn smpi skrg, cuma ak yg malu sndri sbb prnh minat kt dia...haha...

mengarut + mencarut nk dkt soca ni mmg best....jom2 study filariasis~~~ lala..

side effect

2009-10-11T10:53:00.001+08:00

cuba bayangkan.....

ada org ajak kau kawen dlm pd umo korg skrg??? 20-21 tahun??? apa response korg???
nak ke x nak??? ke jual mahal??? ke korg approve??? apa alasan korg klu nk??? apa alasan gak klu x nk???

mse ckp2 cmni mmg la sng. tp klu berlaku btol2 kt hidup korg, mst blur kan??? mula la kalut thp nenek kebayan.

adoi~~ dush2x..

borink

2009-10-10T09:48:00.002+08:00

masa ak post ni, ak tgh bce case heart failure...tp mls nk memahamkan n menghafalkan case ni..coz pathophysio terlalu complicated..berpeluh2 baca (???)
smlm tbe2 laptop ak baik gler..x wat perangai pn, ak pn dpt la peluang ym ngn akak aku yg berada jauh di kuala lipis, pahang...ngeh2..

1st story...story2 psl one of my big bro want to get married next june...insyaAllah..n my becoming sister-in-law is from Sarawak...huh...nk join g srwk?? meh ramai2...lalala~~~
cter2 ni ak x taula abg ak tu dh cukup duit ke x nak kawen...tp dulu dia prnh kata, paling2 pun nk kawen kna ada RM20-30k..tu yg paling minimum la...dh dia dpt xnk org sarawak plak, duit lg byk gne...nk ke sana je dh telan belanja banyak..bersabar la yer abg oi...nk kawen kna la berkorban ckit..wahai lelaki2 di luar sana, klu anda rasa nk kawen atau xnk kawen sekalipun, kumpul la duit dr skrg yer, buatnya tbe2 jodoh tergolek dpn mata, terus je la g kawen, xyah tggu lama2...ngeh2..

2nd topic hot psl "WORLD-WAR III"...most of malaysian in indonesia of course know bout diz..
hmm...nothing much to say...but FOOL!!! STUPID!!! ak xleh la igt psl isu2 2 negara ni, ak jd emo...logik eh nk separate bantuan dr malaysia dgn alasan malaysia ada pusat perjudian terbesar??? kata duit tu x halal...BODOH!!!! dh la negara korang ditimpa bencana, sempat lg nk wat psl ngn malaysia...apa korg pk negara2 lain yg bantu ko (x dinyatakan di cni) tu halal la sgt...
x pyh nk tuding jari kt negara lain kata x halal...sumber uang negara korang??? bkn byk dlm btk korupsi @ corruption??????? patutla negara x maju2...rasuah tu pn x halal...berterima kasihla kat negara2 yg bantu ko tu...jgn x sedar dek untung...~~

3rd topic, psl ak nk balik cuti ni la...akak ak nk bli kebaya la, pelikat la, kain batik la...hisyh, mcm2 demand org pregnant ni...xpe2, ak x kisah, yg pntg dia bg duit...haha...lagipun nnt ak dpt ank sedara lagi...:) :) :)

ok chow...nk smbg study plak....daa~~

shift to exam mode

2009-09-22T18:30:00.002+08:00

huhu...org len sbok beraya sebulan...masa ni la kami2 yg bergelar student nk kna study...adoi...
org len sbok menambahkan berat badan, ktorg sbok memerah otak menghafal n memahamkan sume benda...soca, osce, MDE...argh!!

ha...time nk exam ni la aku pny homesick jd berganda2...
mula la aku nk mengamuk, nk menangis...n yg slalu jd mangsa mstila si dia...sbb dia je yg slalu kt sblh aku...klu korg nk try rasa "homesick" aku, meh la jom...join ramai2...:)

tp gagahkan juga hati, kuatkan juga semangat demi nk menggulung sebuah ijazah 3 tahun lg...(lama lg)...bak kata tetangga kt cni, umurnya tua di kuliah aja...hee...

org lain yg beraya di malaysia xtaula diorg study ke x..
tp ak yg stay kt jatinangor ni study dlm lbh kurang 3-4 jam je sehari dlm masa 24jam sehari...
teruknya perangai...tp tu la aku...suka study last2 minute...hampeh tol la..

but for all TWP student, study smart k...
good luck sume..
adios~~~

look the differences

2009-09-22T10:28:00.008+08:00

...the proposal...

...5 dara pingitan...

...dulu dan kini...

...cool beb...

raya 09...raya 08...raya 07

2009-09-20T19:19:00.007+08:00

raya 07...
almost sume bdk twp 07 raya kt DUBES...mse tu msih hingusan lg kt ngara org ni...g DUFAN, g TA (taman anggerik)...at TA,men ice-skating..that's my 1st time men...jatuh berdebak debuk...sakit punggung aku...hee...tp tu pengalaman...

raya 08...
tahun 08, ak beraya kt uma..tema uma aku wrna ungu...dr bapak aku, smpi la ke adik ak yg paling kecik, sume pakai bju wrna ungu...best2...mkn ketupat buatan sndrik,,,mkn rendang n kuah kacang mak, sdp btol...:P

raya 09...
this is the final year kami beraya kt indonesia insyaAllah...raya kt mulana...msk2 sndri..mkn2 di pagi raya; amek2 gmbr...seronok...

. . . .

2009-09-13T23:32:00.001+08:00

Demi Cinta -Kerispatih-

Maaf, ku telah menyakitimu
Ku telah kecewakanmu
Bahkan ku sia - siakan hidupku,
dan kubawa kau s'perti diriku
Walau hati ini t'rus menangis
Menahan kesakitan ini
Tapi ku lakukan semua demi cinta
Akhirnya juga harus ku relakan kehilangan cinta sejatiku
Segalanya t'lah ku berikan
Juga semua kekuranganku
Jika memang ini yang terbaik
Untuk diriku dan dirinya
Kan ku t'rima semua demi cinta

Jujur, aku tak kuasa, saat terakhir ku genggam tanganmu
Namun yang pasti terjadi, kita mungkin tak bersama lagi
Bila nanti esok hari
Ku temukan dirimu bahagia
Ijinkan aku titipkan kisah cinta kita selamanya

hisyh...

2009-09-12T18:29:00.002+08:00

mlm td mak aku call..."selamat selamat hari raya...." (ringtone)...ak pn angkat la..dia cter adik ak balik uma mlm2 nnt..tket kol bper ntah...ala...

td ptg..
ak call adik aku...
dia kata, "npe tbe2 aku rasa mcm ada kt uma ni?? byknya bju raya gantung2?? eh, npe kt dapur dh xde lgsir....owh, nk psg langsir baru...kn dh nk raya..."

sedih!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
nk balik!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
argh!!!!

duit di mana kau menghilang..???

2009-09-11T12:44:00.003+08:00

wargh...dh msuk 10 hari terakhir bulan ramadhan 1430H...gema takbir makin hampir terngiang2 kt telinga...hihi...tp raya kt mulana je...hoho..

smlm g shopping (xla shopping sgt)..
ak g bli baju 2 helai...300k gak hbis...
dia g bli kasut and baju...(XXXk habis..)

kami nk bli beg, tp kecewa sbb xde yg sesuai ngn citarasa...

ni keta yg ktorg nek...bapak la besar...hihi...

bumbleebee

2009-09-09T01:15:00.005+08:00

smlm befday dia..

finally dia dh 21 tahun..
which is the age that most people said the "umur utk dpt kunci kebebasan"..
i actually cannot define that statement clearly..
yg penting, dia dh 21..
dh masa utk dia jd lebih matang..early adult..

for those yg terlibat..
tq for the cooperation..
tq guys..
korg mmg sporting la..
caya la..!!

cme ak suka sgt bila dia happy..
rasa mcm ak pn happy sgt2..
xleh nk gmbr la perasaan masa tu..
mmg suka gler la bler dia happy..
wah..
yeah!! ak dh wat dia happy..
ak suka!!
suka sangat2!!

happy birthday bee~~
may Allah bless him..

past year 2002...ga nyambung...

2009-08-30T06:07:00.002+08:00

td tgh hari nk masuk2 ptg, dpt mesej....
dilla send msej kata tiket train g jakarta ada lg...!!! yeah!!! dpt naik train (bayangkan aku bergembira smbil terlompat2...)....!!! dh 21 tahun hidup x prnh naik train...mst korg kata aku jakun, tp tu la fact...slalu nek keta je..x pun motor..x pon bas..klu stkt kt johor tu nk nek train g mne je?? dh la kna g segamat klu nk nek train pn...pastu? nek train smpi gambang?? sungguh x logik...len la klu aku ni blja kt KMK ke dlu...logik gak la...hihi...

lpe plak..!! tq hani ngn pojie ngn dilla....appreciate sgt22...hihi..

so, nnt raya nk g ancol n dufan..
1st time nk g ancol..
but 2nd time nk g dufan...

klu dulu g dufan nek mcm2 bnda..n mse tu g ngn member2 pompuan...diz year?? hmm..x tahu la lg...(hihi)..hopefully best mcm dulu la..wlupn mgkin xkan sme 100%..

yg penting kna saving...byk nk pakai duit la skrg ni...mcm2 nk bli...

selipar raya (sbb raya kt uma je, xyah bli high-heel...pembaziran), tudung raya, butang tudung raya, beg raya, baju raya, seluar raya, kuih raya, hmm....ada spe2 nk bg duit kt aku?? trima kasih byk2....hehe...

gue kangen bangat!!!

2009-08-30T05:55:00.003+08:00

salam ramadhan..
wow!! dh terlambat ke aku nk wish selamat berpuasa?? ah..x kira...ak nk ucapkan selamat menyambut bulan ramadhan yg penuh barakah ini utk sume umat Islam...hmm...dh 9 hari kte puasa...syukur alhamdulillah...

well, tahun ni kna puasa kt negara org lg...sme mcm tahun2 lepas...huh...best ke puasa kt cni??? mstila x best..a lot of things kna wat...xleh nk bergantung kt mak mcm dulu2...klu dulu, order je nk mkn apa, mesti mak masak...mee hailam, mee sup, mee goreng, nasi ayam, ayam goreng, sotong udang...pergh!!! sedapnya..sedap giler!!!!

tp skrg?? kna kuar g cari lauk nk msk apa...kna pk nnt ptg nk buka apa...klu dh mls sgt kuar g jatos, buka puasa kt luar...

puasa tahun ni x sama ngn tahun lepas...sgt lain...makin best?? makin x best?? tepuk dada tanya selera...mls nk bg komen...fuh...

tahun ni mak kata Woh blaja puasa...demand btol la bdk tu..nk mkn yg sedap2 je...klu dlu ktorg sahur mkn nasi sejuk ngn lauk smlm je....(ye ke?? mcm panas je nasi yg aku mkn dlu...hmm..) tp adik aku nk suoh mak aku goreng nasi plak, siap nk mkn ngn keropok plak...dh mcm org2 tua je dh adik aku tu...

tp rugi r x dpt tgk adik aku blaja puasa...rugi!!!! tp xpe, tahun dpn aku puasa kt uma...ak nk bwk adik aku g bazar...biar adik aku tgk nafsu akak dia klu nk berbuka...kihkih...

aritu adik aku call, tp aku dgr background voice (suara mak aku) yg suoh ckp td diorg buka kuih hijau atas bawah pulut....wargh!!!! sedapnya kuih seri muka....mak, ana nak!!!! kuih fevret aku tu...bkn bulan puasa pn mmg aku suka melantak kuih tu..tiap kali g pasar lambak mst x miss beli..klu dlu aku suka cara berlauk, tp skrg dh kurang...

alamak!!! terigt rangka ayam, ayam percik, mee lambak, kuey teow kerang, air tahu, air cincau, kuih keria, kopok lekor....sedap!!!!!!!!! nk balik2!!!!!!!!

kesal

2009-07-15T03:33:00.003+08:00

npe la suka sgt bz body..

dok sbuk2 psl hal org len..

jaga tepi kain org..

smpikan sume cerita pn nk amek tau..

tp kisah diri sndri pn sama teruk gak..

malah mungkin lagi teruk..

x pyh la nk nyemak2 kt mslh org lain..

diri sndri pn ada mslh gak..

so xyah la nk tmbh masalah lagi..

huhu..

for me

2009-07-14T07:28:00.000+08:00

don't do the same mistake u have done yesterday today, n don't repeat the mistake u have done today tomorrow..doesn't need to blame others if u don't even have a good personality and attitude...don't only regret if u still want to repeat the same mistake again and again...please, u don have any brain damage, so why don't u use that healthy brain to think rationally what is the best for u n your future...don only think about 'keseronokan dunia'...akhirat is waiting...change urself, may be can't be drastically change but u can change slowly continuously...

"sesungguhnya Allah tidak akan mengubah nasib sesuatu kaum melainkan kaum itu sendiri yang mengubahnya.."QS ar-Ra’du [13] : 11)

nasi goreng kampung

2009-07-09T19:16:00.003+08:00

aku ni dah blh kawen ke??

ak dh blh masak ke??

aku dh blh kemas rumah ke??

aku dh blh basuh baju ke??

aku dh blh jaga bakal suami ke??

aku dh blh jaga hati keluarga mertua ke??

aku dh blh jadi seorg isteri yg solehah ke??

aku dh blh didik bakal ank2 ke??

yg menjadi tanda soal....

boleh ke bakal suami aku tu nnt terima segala kekurangan baik buruk aku?? sbb kawen hanya sekali, dia akn jd teman sehidup kita, klu la aku x pndai msk, x pndai buat keje rumah, x kuat didikan agama, masih boleh ke dia terima aku??? sanggup x dia nk berkongsi susah senang suka duka pahit maung hidup yg bakal ktorg hadapi???

p/s : npe cter psl kawen ni??? hehe...hihi...

me and my friends

2009-07-08T17:54:00.007+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO US
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO US
HAPPY BERTHDAY TO TWINNING 07
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO US

dh 2 tahun kita berhijrah ke bumi Indonesia ni..mcm2 dugaan n cabaran kita lalui..n macam2 pahit maung manis masin kenangan yg dh kita cipta... all the best for my friends, marilah kita berusaha utk menuju puncak kejayaan...insyaAllah, TWP 07 boleh..!!! amin..

ni mse orientasi ktorg....still dlm tempoh adaptasi lg mse ni..

ni la muka2 pelajar perempuan TWP07 yg comel...hihi...

ni plak pelajar2 lelaki TWP07 yg x bper nk comel..hihi...

ada x gaya mcm jaguh??? (my ans : . . . . .)

cerita kita

2009-07-05T18:33:00.005+08:00

dengan muka penuh yakin, berbaju biru berkolar dgn lambang chelsea di baju, dia melangkah keluar rumah utk memakai kasut sambil dikelilingi oleh beberapa teman serumah yg berasa kehairanan...

teman serumah, "ko nk g mana??"
I menjawab, "nk g kuliah. kat tisera"
teman serumah, "membuat muka terpinga2 dgn alasan yg tidak munasabah..."
I dgn selamba keluar jua rumah, ntah ke mana hala tuju tidak dapt dpastikan oleh teman2 serumah...haha...F yg mendengar cerita ini ketawa berdekah2...ada plak menipu nk g kuliah kat tisera..x logik lgsung...

tp tu la yg berlaku, smpi kan ada teman serumah I yg bertanyakan teman serumah F, ke mana I pergi sebenarnya...dan si E (housemate F) berkata, la...I g bandung ngn F la...

haha..dgn senang terkantoi....apa la I, ada plak nak menipu...x terer lgsung cari alasan, may be sbb gabra sgt gabra kot...huahua...

actually, kawan2 yg membaca kisah ini mungkin tahu siapa watak2 sebenar dlm cerita ini...hihi... ni la peristiwa yg berlaku pada 5 july 2008...dh setahun ia berlalu, tp masih terasa lg kekelakarannya...hihi...it will be a sweet memory on F's life...

mr.mario..!!!!!

pliz..do appreciate me

2009-07-01T19:33:00.002+08:00

hawa diciptakan dari rusuk Adam,
bukan dari kepala untuk dijunjung,
bukan dari kaki untuk dijadikan alas,
melainkan dari sisinya untuk dijadikan teman hidup, dekat di hati untuk dicintai

belajarlah bersyukur dengan jodoh anugerah Tuhan,
usah mendambakan teman secantik Balqis, andai dirimu tidak seindah Sulaiman,
mengapa diharapkan teman setampan Yusuf, andai dirimu tidak setulus Zulaika,
tak perlu mencari seistimewa Khadijah, andai dirimu tidak sesempurna Rasulullah SAW

simvastatin

2009-06-29T22:12:00.002+08:00

what actually simvastatin is?? oo...it's actually a kind of lipid-lowering DRUG..mxm of action??? by inhibiting the HmG-Coa reductase so HmG-CoA can't be converted to mevalonate..so, inhibit production of cholesterol...

wah...introduction penuh ilmiah..actually nk ckp, yg drug tu mknanya DADAH..which is klu kte amek dgn dos berlebihan akn menyebabkan addicted or akn bg rxn yg sgt dahsyat...

so, aku dh teramik "DRUG" yg byk smpi aku addicted kat lagu2 bwh ni..hihi...

ketika cinta bertasbih BY melly goeslow feat. Amee
tak lekang oleh waktu BY kerispatih
suara (ku berharap) BY luna maya feat. dide (hijau daun)
cari jodoh BY wali
hampa hatiku BY ungu
terbang bersamaku BY kangen band

npe sume lagu indonesia???? hihi...

life without friend

2009-06-28T17:34:00.002+08:00

salam..
wow!! today will be the new beginning of my younger sis's life as a U student... where??? at universiti malaysia PAHANG...sje nk highlight word PAHANG tu..hihi..

ak dgn EXCITEDnya call mak aku, tanya dh dftar ke blm..sbok je..aku nk ikot dia dftar sbnrnya, tp apakan daya, harapan aku utk mengushar2 mamat U x kesampaian (dh niat x btol, Allah xkan tunaikan)...pastu aku EXCITEDnya gak call my sis tny tgh watpe ptg ni (kol 5 wktu msia), ada orientasi ke, roomate org mne..

adik aku dgn EXCITEDnya jugak jwb, "aku dah ada kawan baru..!!! 2 org johor, 1 org kelantan. org kelantan tu pun nme tikah jugak (adik aku ada kwn nama tikah gak kt matrik, pn org kelantan). org johor tu dua2 pn dok jb..."

satu yg aku respect kat adik aku is about her life wif her friends...u know why i respect her that much?? coz i'm very bad in making friends n very poor to make it ever lasting...seriously, i'm not a very good friend

my sister??? kwn dia bernama N (bkn nme sbnrnya) prnh x bertegur sapa ngn adik aku sbb balak si N x bg kwn ngn adik aku..knapa?? sbb balak dia kata adik aku jahat...mmg jahat, sbb balak ko suka kat adik aku kan??? what the hell of friend is that??? bila bnda ni smpi kt pengetahuan aku...apa lagi yg aku mmpu buat melainkan kata si N tu bodoh, n x lme lagi putus r tu ngn balak dia...(tp x putus la sbb mulut x masin....hihi..) but now?? adik aku still terima si N as one of her besties...ak tanya adik aku, npe ko kwn lg ngn N tu??? dh putus ngn balak dia ke?? adik aku dgn RILEKSnya menjawab, "xpela kakna, aku dh mls nk igt2..biarla yg dh lps.." aku tersentak seketika...tulus betul hati adik aku, walaupun kwn dia prnh wat x baik kt dia, dia ttp lyn dgn level yg sme mcm sblm dia di"dump" oleh kwn dia sndri...

aku??? klu la ada org yg sggup putuskan kawan sbb balak dia, mmg nk kna kutuk berjam2 ngn aku la...npe?? sbb ak ni kepala batu, keras hati...bkn mcm kerak nasi yg blh nk rendam2 dlm air...sakitnya putus kawan...ak prnh rasa perasaan tu...sedih mengalahkan putus cinta...( yeke??) tp untung mrh n rajuk aku x lme, pas bbrpa seketika, ak xkn kutuk dh ex-kawan aku tu... yela, nk watpe tmbh dosa yg mmg dh berbakul2...biarla yg dh lps, x usah dikenang...tp sory la, i'm totally different wif my sis...sekali kte ter"putus", x mungkin akn ada instrument or any material yg leh smbung balik ikatan tu...bukan bermakna ktorg akn bermusuh atau berdiam x bertegur sapa, cuma mungkin aku xkan layan as the same as before,,,

ak tau aku x sebaik mne, selalu buat kawan2 di sekeliling aku terasa hati...n ak MAYBE prnh meRENGGANGkan hubungan persahabatan aku...bkn bermakna ak x syg persahabatan ktorg, cme kdg2 lbh baik kita berjauhan andaikata klu kita berkwan lbih byk menyakitkan dr menyenangkan...am i right???

sahabat,,,marilah kita membaca.

2009-06-26T18:07:00.003+08:00

Perkara Yang Membuat Kita Hilang INGATAN dan TUMPUL MINDA :

Kurangkan makan bawang besar

Kurangkan makan berempah

Kurangkan makan ketumbar kering

Kurangkan menonton hiburan

Kurangkan membaca majalah hiburan

Kurangkan ketawa yang panjang atau terbahak-bahak

Kurangkan minuman air batu,air dalam tin(100 plus dan lain2)

Kurangkan makan organ dalaman ayam terutamanya kanak2

Jangan makan kepala ikan

Jangan minum air yang ada semut

Jangan tidur selepas subuh

Jangan tidur selepas asar

Jangan tidur selepas makan

Jangan makan terlalu kenyang

Jangan makan berat selepas jam 9.00 malam

Jangan menyapu rumah pada waktu malam

Jangan makan yang masam-masam berlebihan

Jangan dicampur makan laut dan darat dalam satu hidangan

Jangan minum susu selepas memakan daging/ayam

Perkara-perkara yang perlu diamalkan

Selalu makan buah manisan seperti kurma dan lain2

Selalu makan makanan yang panas2

Selalu memakan kekacang seperti kacang soya @ badam dan lain2

Selalu minum air masak

Selalu makan ulam2

Selalu mengamalkan pandangan hijau

Selalu bersenam

Selau menggunakan imajenasi otak

Banyakkan memakan makanan berasaskan gandum/soya

Banyakkan aktiviti berkhemah di hutan/pantai(yang mempunyai pokok) kerana disitulah terdapat banyak ion2 negetif dan cahaya matahari infra merah (terutama pada waktu pagi) yang amat diperlukan oleh tubuh badan,kerana hanya kawasan seperti ini sahaja yang mempunyai % yang cukup untuk kegunaan kita seharian berbanding dalam bangunan batu ianya terlalu sedikit

Jangan ego

Jangan dengki pada orang lain

Jangan makan dari sumber yang tidak halal

Jangan memberi anak makan makanan dari sumber yang tidak halal

Jangan makan makanan yang ada pewarna

Jangan makan makanan yang ada pengawet

Jangan mengunakan minyak masak lebih dari 2 kali

Jangan mandi selepas 9.00malam

......dan yang paling penting dibawah ini........

Jangan sengaja lewatkan solat.
Perbuatan ini Allah tidak suka.
Kalau tertidur lain cerita.

Jangan masuk ke bilik air tanpa memakai alas
kaki (selipar).
Takut kalau-kalau terbawa keluar najis,
mengotori seluruh rumah kita.

Jangan makan dan minum dalam
bekas yang pecah atau sumbing.
Makruh kerana ia membahayakan.

Jangan biarkan pinggan mangkuk yang telah
digunakan tidak berbasuh.
Makruh dan mewarisi kepapaan.

Jangan tidur selepas solat Subuh, nanti
rezeki mahal
(kerana berpagi-pagi itu membuka pintu
berkat).

Jangan makan tanpa membaca BISMILLAH dan doa makan.
Nanti rezeki kita dikongsi syaitan.

Jangan keluar rumah
tanpa niat untuk membuat kebaikan.
Takut-takut kita mati dalam
perjalanan.

Jangan pakai sepatu atau selipar yang
berlainan pasangan.
Makruh dan mewarisi kepapaan.

Jangan biarkan mata liar di perjalanan.
Nanti hati kita gelap
diselaputi dosa.

Jangan menangguh taubat bila berbuat
dosa kerana mati boleh datang
bila-bila masa.

Jangan ego untuk meminta maaf pada
ibu bapa dan sesama manusia
kalau memang kita bersalah.

Jangan mengumpat sesama rakan
taulan. Nanti rosak persahabatan kita
hilang bahagia.

Jangan lupa bergantung kepada ALLAH
dalam setiap kerja kita.

Nanti kita sombong apabila berjaya.
Kalau gagal kecewa pula.

Jangan bakhil untuk bersedekah.
Sedekah itu memanjangkan umur
dan memurahkan rezeki kita.

Jangan banyak ketawa. Nanti mati jiwa.

Jangan biasakan berbohong, kerana ia adalah
ciri-ciri munafik dan
menghilangkan kasih orang kepada kita.

Jangan suka menganiaya manusia atau haiwan. Doa
makhluk yang teraniaya
cepat dimakbulkan ALLAH.

Jangan terlalu susah hati dengan urusan dunia..
Akhirat itu lebih utama
dan hidup di sana lebih lama dan kekal selamanya.

Jangan mempertikaikan kenapa ISLAM itu berkata JANGAN.
Sebab semuanya untuk keselamatan kita.

ALLAH lebih tahu apa yang terbaik
untuk hamba ciptaanNya.

"Sebarkanlah ajaranku walau satu ayat pun"
(Sabda Rasulullah SAW)

"Nescaya Allah memperbaiki bagimu amalan-amalanmu dan mengampuni bagimu dosa-dosamu. Dan barangsiapa mentaati Allah dan Rasul-Nya, maka sesungguhnya ia telah mendapat kemenangan yang besar."
(Surah Al-Ahzab:71) -

will miss u

2009-06-26T07:18:00.002+08:00

wargh...pagi2 dh post entry baru...nk cter apa ekh pagi ni??? hmm...x nk cter pape.cme nk bgtw pape...

so, smpena setahun lg duduk kt indonesia ni, aku ada tmpt2 yg aku nk g n nk wat..

1.dago atas

nk g cni waktu mlm...tp bkn tgh mlm...sbb nk try sume tempat mkn yg ada kt ctu..cthnya, kampung daun, the valley, sierra...(tu sume kt dago ats ke?)
nk g gak wktu pagi2 sbb doctor CHOP kata, kt ctu kabus sgt tebal coz suhu dh makin rendah...

2.pangandaran beach

nk g bali, x mmpu,,,haha...
bkn sbb tu...
farahain, piper kata kt ctu best..tp lg best klu x bwk lelaki sekali..hihi...
nk bli baju pangandaran,nk mndi2, nk nek boat keliling2 tasik...bestnya..!!

3. jakarta

aku rasa mse raya 2007 je ak berkesempatan g jakarta utk beraya n jalan2..
selain tu, g jakat cme utk g airport soekarno hatta je, huhu..
so, igt nk g jakat one more time, n hopefully can go by a train...n g TA, g ancol, dufan...mst best..n also g shopping or lbh tepat window shopping kt jakat..
dpt g 3-4-5-6-7-8-9 hari pn best gak...haha...

4. taman safari bogor

ak dh g 2 kali
mse 1st time g, takut nk amek gmbr ngn tiger bsr..
2nd time g, x smpt nk amek sbb dh tutup dj..terkilan sgguh..
so, klu dpt g 3rd time, nk g amek gmbr ngn harimau besar tu n nek gajah pusing2 1 safari..hehe...
pastu on d way balik, leh mkn jagung bakar ngn suasana yg seeejuukkkk sgt2...menggigil.. dpt mnum air panas mse tu, mmg nikmat gler r...

5. pasar baru

bkn aku x prnh g pasar baru...cme nk g for the last time b4 balik msia...nk bli bju kurung byk2,
igt nk bli baju tunang ngn nikah sekali, tp takut reput plak bila smpi mse nk tunang...so??? tunang la cepat2..haha...

6. bandung

mmg pasar baru tu kt bandung, tp ni spesifik kt bandung view shj..
nk tmph keta kt pak yayan ke, kt adam rental ke...nk g tgk2 kehidupan masyarakat bandung n jatinangor d mlm hari smpi ke subuh...
pelik x plan aku ni??? ada sape2 nk tunaikan???

7. hanamasa

sbb???
org len yg dh g sume dok kata syok sbb dpt mkn puas2, byk dgn harga yg murah which is rp80k klu x silap..
ak nk try g, tp kna kosongkan perut sehari, jd br leh mkn byk...
tp pastu aku kna plan utk diet smle la plak...haha...

8. yogjakarta

ak xtau npe skrg aku suka posing, wlupun xde kamera sndri...pnjm org len pny sudah...haha...
so, aku rasa yogja byk candi2 serta patung2 yg x bper nk comel, tp sesuai sgt nk amek gmbr byk2...
nmpk ckit kte kt candi (bak kata nana)

9. ciwalk

hmm...sbb??? nk g tgk konsert...kan kt ctu biasa buat mini konsert yg ntah pape sbtu mlm ahad...
dan jugak sbb nk g mkn piza, klu x silap piza kt ctu dh nk buka dh n nk suoh "org" tu belanja..haha..

10. paintball n rafting

aku suka!!!!!!!!!!!!
suka xtvt lasak cmni...
tp dgr cter ktorg nk g sehari je nnt...so kurang xtvt yg ktorg leh buat
hope la sape yg plan tu, tukar plan dia, g 2 hari 1 mlm....biar la sunburn ke, cholesterolburn ke, yg pntg gue hepy banget,,,

so, actually bnda2 yg aku list kt ats ni x ikut priority...jd, mne2 yg aku terasa nk wat or nk g, aku g la...yg penting??? duit maa....hihi....

so, hope aku dpt balik msia dgn rasa puas hati duk kt indonesia slama 3 tahun ni...

tmbh plak, aku nk study sungguh2 la weyh, nnt clinical year xla truk kna mrh ngn lecturer...

one and the only one

2009-06-19T15:26:00.000+08:00

Ayah

ketika berjauhan
masihku rasa hangat kasihmu ayah
betapaku rindukan redup wajahmu
hadir menemaniku
terbayang ketenangan
yang selalu kau pamerkan
bagaikan tiada keresahan
walau hatimu sering terluka
tika diriku terlanjur kata
tak pernah sekali kau tinggalkan
diriku sendirian
ketikaku dalam kedukaan
kau mendakap penuh pengertian
disaat diriku kehampaan
kau setia mengajarku erti kekuatan
terpancar kebanggaan dalam senyummu
melihatku berjaya
bilaku kegagalantak kau biarkan
aku terus kecewa
dengan kata azimat
engkau nyalakan semangat
restu dan doa kau iringkan
tak dapatku bayangkan
hidupku ayah tanpa engkau disisi
semua kasih sayang
yang kau curahkan
tersemat dihati.....

abah, lelaki yg paling aku agungkan di muka bumi ini..lelaki yg aku sanjung atas ketabahan dan semangatnya dalam membesarkan kami adik-beradik..dengan kasih sayang abah membuat aku rasa akulah orang paling kaya dalam dunia ni...
tapi aku tahu, dalam abah membesarkan kami, aku seringkali buat abah terasa dengan kedegilan aku...maaf banyak2 kerana terlalu sering menyusahkan abah...
sempena ulangtahun kelahiran abah yg ke-54 pada hari ini, dan juga hari bapa pada ahad nnt, tiada kata yg mampu diungkap selain terima kasih, abah...
semoga abah dipanjangkan umur dan bahagia di dunia mahupun di akhirat kelak
insyaAllah, amin...

A W A R D ! ! !

2009-06-19T13:57:00.007+08:00

1. copy award di atas untuk diletakkan di blog anda.

ok..dh copy dh..

2.nyatakan 5 fakta menarik tentang pemberi award ini.

hani

blh tau dia mndi atau x dgn tgk mke dia, klu ada merah2 kt dahi especially, mknanya dia bru pas mandi la tu..
klu dia msk sardin, dia akn goreng dulu ikan sardin tu, then bru msukkan kuah sardin tu
dia prnh nangis dpn aku, coz dia ada probs ckit mse tu
dia suka tdo kt bilik aku mse kt bale, then aku plak tdo kt bilik dia..
mse kt bale, dia slalu ceroboh bilik aku, sbb kunci bilik dia leh buka bilik aku

2. pojie

dia kawan ngn aku sbb LI..oo, x ikhlas eh?? hehe..
dia suka cembam @ hani @ wani @ ....ntah
dia org ngeri smbilan
dia ni kdg2 moody gak klu dlm tutor
ak prefer handout dia in typewriting, coz handwriting dia halus sgt n totally differ from his size..joking..~~

3.farahain

makin lama farah makin garang
dia comel, naturally wif blushing cheek
dia bijak..
suka bnda2 comel..cth, smpul hadiah, kipas la, apa2 la yg comel
kantoi!!! dia ske skodeng org yg slalu balik smyg terawih dr uma imam..hihi...peace farah!!

4. cici azmi

aku x rapat sgt ngn dia mse kt bale, tp skrg blh gak r g ngn dia...
dia slalu settlekan psl keta klu kami berenam nk berjalan mkn angin n habiskan duit
dia slalu sbut or tulis words ni "cikfun yg sengal"
dia bijak
klu jwb soalan or explain dlm lecture or lab, suara dia kuat wlupn x gne mikrofon...

5. nadia

klaka
kdg2 kalut
risau bila pk yg abg dia nk kawen (ak pn risau..hehe..)
mak or ayh dia slalu post buku mse kt bale, almost evry week...tp xtau la klu skrg msih post lg..
dia, ngn bdk2 uma dia skali, ske sgt cter2 or artis japan...

3.setiap blogger mesti menyatakan 10 fakta/hobi diri sendiri sebelum memilih penerima award seterusnye

suka org yg 1st sekali akn aku bg award ni
like green..very2 much
suka mknn yg pedas2 especially asam pedas ikan parang...delicious..yummy.!!
suka nangis utk release tension or lepas geram
ada allergic contact dermatitis
x b'minat ngn manusia who love to use sarcasm...!!
lbih suka senyap ble moody coz nk avoid dr mrh manusia yg ada di sekeliling..pliz pay attention on this fact..!!
bila raya, paling suka muruku
x prnh miss bli biskut bantal klu balik malaysia
megi yg paling disukai adalah megi kari...megi lain??? sory la yer...

4.Anda perlu memilih 10 penerima award seterusnye dan describe tentang mereka

dia..ank bongsu yg sgt222 suka men game, n suka habiskan duit bli patung2 apa ntah, fan of chelsea, dia x ske mrh2, x ske cheese, x ske carrot, x terer mkn pedas
farahain..dia garang, tp baik, suka gelak2, her handwriting kemas so suka bce handout dia
piper..dia sengal2 ubi, dia nk pakai high heel tp kna sound ngn mak dia sbb dia dh ckup tggi
syudud..sbb dia je housemate aku yg ada blog, putih melepak, ada adik kembar yg lg besar dr dia
nadia..dia prnh nazar sumthing yg pelik mse kehilangan dompet kt angsana dulu (ye ke kt angsana??)
noi..dia ank sulong, dia suka kucing, dia seorg yg busy, bertanggungjawab
hadi..dia menyebabkan tersebarkannya virus IDBinlove and westwind..dia student kegemaran utk lecture CHOP
lutfi..our brave leader, pandai bercakap, suka tidur dlm tutor
cici..rajin, ank perempuan tunggal dlm family, cuti aritu g wat facial b4 men bowling, dulu dia basketballer
hani..dia ada adik yg lg tggi n bakal lg tggi dr dia

wargh..!!! berjaya jugak siapkan..ssh gak trima award ni kan???

wow NOI!!!

2009-06-17T18:54:00.002+08:00

thnx coz still remember the 1st time we met...nothing much to

say, i've became speechless..huhu..

nk nangis pn ada...terharu pn ada..sume2 la pn ada...

i will always remember our friendship till the end of my life

....huhu....

2009-06-16T02:15:00.003+08:00

wow...rasa mcm tetiba nk buang blog...

aku rasa tu bkn 1st post aku, but may be bcoz the latest entry is about sensitive issue which is polygamy...i've just give my opinion la...jgn emo2 ok...

by the way, sorry klu ada yg terasa or mrh2...

wargh..!!! pasni nk kna hati2 klu cter isu sensitif ni...hehe....

ok...thank u...

. . . . . .

2009-06-14T21:25:00.002+08:00

i love him/her...very very much...

n after a day, a week, a month, a year, a decade...???
i hate him/her....go to hell...what the tut tut tut..

when u decide to love him/her, it means u're ready to be hurt..that's love mean...

for you out there that trying to love someone, pliz do be strong...not every story come to an end with a happy ending, but not all end with sad ending...one day, u'll find a person who love you as much as u love him/her or may be more...

sorry for those "yang terasa"..this is nothing than to remind me...

a year to remember

2009-06-11T00:06:00.004+08:00

we can plan what we want to do tomorrow, but can you make it exactly in the way you plan???

yesterday is history,
tomorrow is mystery,
but TODAY is a gift..that is why we called it PRESENT...

....I"M YOURS....

Well, you done done me and you bet I felt it
I tried to be chill but your so hot that I melted
I fell right through the cracks, now I'm tryin to get back
before the cool done run out I'll be givin it my best test
and nothin's gonna stop me but divine intervention
I reckon it's again my turn to win some or learn some

But I won't hesitate no more,
no more, it cannot wait
I'm yours

Well open up your mind and see like me
open up your plans and damn you're free
look into your heart and you'll find love love love love
listen to the music at the moment people dance and sing with me
Were just 1 big family
And it's our godforsaken right to be loved loved loved loved loved

So, i won't hesitate no more,
no more, it cannot wait i'm sure
there's no need to complicate our time is short
this is our fate
I'm yours

Scooch on over closer, dear
And I will nibble your ear

I've been spendin' way too long checkin' my tongue in the mirror
and bendin' over backwards just to try to see it clearer
But my breath fogged up the glass
and so I drew a new face and I laughed
I guess what I'd be sayin' is there ain't no better reason
to rid yourself of vanities and just go with the seasons
it's what we aim to do
our name is our virtue

But I won't hesitate no more,
no more it cannot wait
I'm yours

well open up your mind and see like me
open up your plans and damn you're free
look into your heart and you'll find love love love love
listen to the music of the moment come and dance with me
ah, la one big family
it's your god forsaken right to be loved, loved, loved, loved

open up your mind and see like me
open up your plans and damn you're free
look into your heart and you'll find love love love love
listen to the music of the moment come and dance with me
ah, la happy family
it's our god forsaken right to be loved loved loved loved

it's our god forsaken right to be loved loved loved loved
listen to the music of the moment come and dance with me
ah, la peaceful melodies
it's you god forsaken right to be loved loved loved loved

bioethical and humanism programme...

2009-06-06T11:35:00.003+08:00

justice
autonomy
beneficence
non-malficence

what are those 4 words above mean??? hmm...no need to explain i think but those 4 are the basic ethical principle in becoming a doctor...my lecturer said, "always remembered that 4 principals"
insyaAllah, i'll remember n practise in when doing my job...

tapi x sah klu lecture x diselangi dgn agenda2 atau isu lain...
1st case for CVS is about Tetralogy of Fallot (TOF) which is a congenital heart defect, meaning occur because of 1 of these 3 factors:

genetic
environment
interaction of genetic and environment

she told bout her experience...
"after i've done the echocardiography, it shows that her child had that kind of disease (if i'm not mistake)...so for the solution, her child need to undergo a surgery...then the mother asked, how much it cost?? then she said, it will cost about 70juta rupiah...then??? what happened?? the mother fainted....huhu...

you know what?? it is difficult to break a bad news...she said there were 7 steps in breaking the bad news...but i don't know how...(hehe..) maybe i'll learn next time...

then doctor advice us, "same goes if you want to find your spouse...there are also 3 principles:

genetic (history for any hereditary disease i think)
soul (iman, peribadi, perilaku)
good job (good economical status, punya pangkat)

BERTUKAR KE BAHASA MELAYU (BAHASA KEBANGGAANKU)!!!!!!!!!!!

saya sebagai wanita hari ini tidak merasakan ciri2 di atas itu terlalu keterlaluan...siapa yang tidak mahu bersuamikan seorang yang sempurna di mata kita...??walaupun manusia memang tiada yang sempurna, tetapi kita hidup seharusnya untuk saling melengkapi....

andai kata lelaki berpangkat besar, baik keturunannya, tetapi iman di dada tidak cukup kuat untuk membimbing bakal isteri???? bagaimana bisa mencipta keluarga bahagia???
andai kata beriman, tetapi hanya terlalu berserah kepada Allah supaya diturunkan rezeki dari langit tanpa secebis usaha??? bagaimana mahu menyara keluarga, membesarkan anak2 dan menjaga kebajikan isteri dan keluarga??

kalau lelaki2 di luar sana menganggap wanita2 di zaman sekarang terlalu meminta2, itu terserah...memang diciptakan perempuan itu lemah dan harus ada lelaki untuk melindungi...
TETAPI!!!
tanpa lelaki tidak bermakna wanita itu rapuh...mudah untuk diperkotak-katikkan...

sebelum mengundur diri, fikirkan ayat yang dipetik dari buku motivasi hasil tulisan dr.H.M Tuah Iskandar:

"woman, without her man, is nothing...."

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"woman, without her, man is nothing..."

melon juice..

2009-06-06T10:42:00.003+08:00

"mas, jus melonnya 1 ya...makasih..."

wow!!! am i looked so expert to talk in bahasa indonesia??? 1 of my favourite drink in bandung is melon juice...if i was in malaysia, i prefer carrot susu n lychee..wat a delicious..nyummy..!!

last friday i woke up n feel too lazy to go to the lecture..u know why?? coz from the previous2222 experience, admin aweys cancel the class at last minute...sumtime the doctors themselves never know that they need to give the lecture...how did those people in admin works??????? haiya!!!! do u only
"makan gaji buta"..????

ok,,,forget bout it..wat i'm going to tell actually????
my lecturer said, "don't feel stress with your life..don't be too much stress...n feel free to enjoy your life.." (lbh kurang la mcm tu aytny..)
was she right??? i think so...
from the bottom of my heart, i know that's right..we live once...n we need to enjoy our life...

she said, "your CGPA will be not as good as others if you think it is a must to study, to go to class, but it will be higher if you think it is a need"... that's y she said we need to enjoy our life...no need to push so much effort to get a job with "gaji berjuta2 IDR" if we didn't hepy wif that job...

betol2...x perlu nak keje sampai patah2 tulang semata2 nk jadi kaya-raya...andai diri n keluarga terabai...1 prinsip hidup aku "kita hidup biar sederhana, ada keluarga bahagia, cukup makan pakai, x pyh meminta2 pada org lain...." n i hope i will find that "juice of my life" one day..
insyaAllah..amin...

Jika anda bekerja semata-mata untuk uang, anda tidak akan menjadi kaya kerananya. Tetapi jika anda menyintai pekerjaan yang anda lakukan itu, kejayaan akan menjadi milik anda ~
Ray Kroc (Pengasas McDonalds)

berakhirnya cuti...

2009-05-28T11:53:00.004+08:00

assalamualaikum..finally i'm in a good mood to write for the newest post...pnt aku mencari ke mana hilangnya mood aku, akhirnya berjumpa jugak...hehe..alhamdulillah..

to shorten my story, our holiday for about 1 month is officially begin from 25 april 2009-31 may 2009...tp flight aku 26/4 from jakarta to JB..n ak balik smle ke indonesia 5/5 from LCCT-BDO...arrived at BDO at about 11 pm if i'm not mistake la...tq utk adik aku n dia yg anta aku kt airport..sbb parents aku xleh anta..huhu...

smpi je airport BDO, icak ngn caniey amek aku..kesian diorg kna tggu lme sbb flight aku delayed..hampeh pny AIRASIA...dh la aku sorg2 kt airport tu, punya la boring aku tggu smpi flight smpi...nsib bek ada mp4 kesayangan, so xla boring tahap membunuh...

on 7/5, i took my remedial exam for NBSS..aduh, punya la pyh..silap sendiri coz x study...hari2 selepasnya aku amek CRP4, CRP 2 ngn CHOP 4...ok la..x sesusah NBSS..hehe...of course la kan..

ak stay kt puri indah lme r...best je lepak2 tgk tv (indo vision) sbb kt uma sewa aku (mulana) xde tv..hehe...x bli pn...to icak, vick, caniey n masz,,TQ SANGAT2.. vick rajin gler masak..n.grg epal, n.grg nenas, spageti, makaroni...kenyang aku..hehe...

then 16/5 aku balik smle malaysia..cuba bayangkan bper byk duit aku habis sbb balik????flight kol 6 pg..gler la weyh..ak kelam kabut semayang subuh sbb mse tu bdk2 len sume dh ready nk msuk flight..huhu...

smpi kt LCCT, aku nek bas ngn amin ngn faiz g KL central..kt ctu ada dia + adik aku ngn member2 dia...smpt la aku berjalan2 ke times square..jln2 smpi penat..tp ada insiden memalukan...ak angkat bola bowling dgt yakin dan konfidennya...dgn ayunan lgkh yg anggun lg bergaya, ak nk campak bola tu ke depan, tp tercampak ke belakang..dgn bunyi yg x bper nk perlahan, secara perlahan2 mukaku berubah menjadi kemerah-merahan..adui...hilang macho..hukhuk...

overall, syok r..cme x smpt nk dok KL lme2 sbb esoknya mak aku dh suoh pulang ke batu pahat..maybe sbb xnk susahkan p.uda n uda aku...xkan aku nk perabih beras diorg plak..bek habiskan beras kt uma aku..hehe...

whateverpun....ak happy cuti ni....!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! sayang sume orang..!!!!

singkat tapi bermakna..~~

2009-05-03T21:34:00.009+08:00

dulu signboard ni xde pun..kt tasik Y la tempat aku jogging ptg2...diet2x

dulu kecik2 aku x puas men gelongsor..dh besar gabak bru nk men...yg blkg tu abg aku, jgn wat gosip yg bukan2 plak..

Selepas kurang lebih seminggu berada di malaysia atau lebih spesifik di batu pahat (BP) iaitu kampung halamanku, aku rasa cuti aku best…walaupun short but meaningful…

Jam 1100, aku g keje kawen uma kawan aku…tp bkn kawan aku kawen, abang dia yg kawen…uma pun dekat je…kat taman aku gak…jln kaki pun blh smpi…dpt r borak2 ngn kawan aku tu, lme x jmpe…nk kata msj pn kdg2 je…lagipun kwn aku tu bru tukar no…

Pastu dlm kol 12 lbh, kuar g pusing2 BP sat,,,then g BP mall men bowling…men 2 frame, aku kalah teruk mse 1^st set…memalukan…penat training kt DAGO b4 cuti aritu…haha…

pose ni pas ktorg habis men...dua set je main...

ak ngn adik aku....ikin...

Then pastu g jln lagi, g pantai minyak beku..pergh..!!! angin kuat..tp aku x posing kt situ sbb aku dh start pening..sbb jln nk g pantai minyak beku tu bengkang bengkok, kepala aku pn berputar2 gak…fuh,,pusing kepala…huhu…

nmpk gelap je aku kan???? mmg gelap pun aku..ni la pantai minyak beku batu pahat...

dahsyat gak ktorg posing..yg lg 2 kt belakang tu kwn abg aku...nama yg sorg tu ikin, yg lg sorg asma...

Overall..best la td jln2..maybe pada korg x best, tp aku suka…dh la xde kuar duit pun, sume free…tggl dok dlm keta je n ikut je..hihi…lg 2 hari aku nk blik jatinangor, n terpaksa menghadapi buku2…NBSS + CRP + PHOP…kembali serabut la neuron2 kt otak aku ni…tolon tolon…

Ok..pape hal, sape yg masih lama cuti kt malaysia ni, manage your time wisely n meaningfully…walaupun dok uma je, korg borak2 la ngn parents korg, ngn korg punya siblings…mst hepy punya…

ok...bye.~~~